{"id":9436,"date":"2013-09-07T18:30:03","date_gmt":"2013-09-07T17:30:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=9436"},"modified":"2013-09-07T18:30:03","modified_gmt":"2013-09-07T17:30:03","slug":"somnar-jag-sa-somnar-jag-med-ro","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=9436","title":{"rendered":"Somnar jag s\u00e5 somnar jag med ro."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/smaltande-klocka-silver.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-8862\" alt=\"smaltande-klocka-silver\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/smaltande-klocka-silver.jpg?resize=580%2C580\" width=\"580\" height=\"580\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sjunde September. Grilla ute med fru och motvillig son. En whisky, lite mat, koligt eftersom det \u00e4r jag som grillar. S\u00e5 som &#8220;Edward Blom&#8221; inte grillar enligt sonen som s\u00e5 oftast s\u00e4ger sanningen. Men han har s\u00e5klart r\u00e4tt. Frugan h\u00e5ller inne med sin kritik och \u00e4ter upp. Van. Men det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt att sitta d\u00e4r ute. H\u00e4r uppe kan det ta slut tidigt de d\u00e4r grillkv\u00e4llarna eftersom knotten ibland anfaller som hunner \u00f6ver \u00f6kensanden. Men idag g\u00e5r det i alla fall att sitta i tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rdsstolar till klockan sju, innan de blir f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga, knotten. Man f\u00e5r flytta in och d\u00e4r finns b\u00e5de vin och whisky kvar att lamsl\u00e5 oroliga sinnen med. TV ocks\u00e5. Rapport. GammelmansTV eller bara trygghet, lite som forna tiders lamputropare. Som ung var det inte viktigt. Man sket i v\u00e4rlden, hade nog med olyckliga k\u00e4rlekar och sig sj\u00e4lv. Rapport gav inget nytt eller av v\u00e4rde till det livet.<\/p>\n<p>Dragspelaren njuter ocks\u00e5 av solen idag. Gl\u00e4djer mig. Jag har plockat bort hans postl\u00e5da, ja min med, f\u00f6r lite fix. F\u00e5r \u00e5terst\u00e4lla imorgon.<\/p>\n<p>Poeten &#8211; ja han \u00e4r ju ocks\u00e5 dragspelare &#8211;\u00a0 levererar sina tr\u00e4ffs\u00e4kra. Ett geni i arbete som befinner sig i en st\u00f6rre v\u00e4rld l\u00e5ngt d\u00e4r uppe i himlen, l\u00e5ngt fr\u00e5n s\u00e5dana som mig. Men i vissa tankar n\u00e5r vi varandra. Beror nog mer p\u00e5 honom \u00e4n p\u00e5 mig. Att han s\u00e4nker sig ner till mig och\u00a0 andra. Sj\u00e4lv n\u00e5r jag inte upp \u00e4nda dit upp. Orkar liksom inte f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka ens l\u00e4ngre.\u00a0 Men \u00e5 andra sidan s\u00e5 orkar jag inte g\u00f6ra s\u00e5 stor sak av det heller l\u00e4ngre. Precis som sonen talar jag om n\u00e4r det \u00e4r skit men, ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r det \u00e4r bra. Och ibland \u00e4r det bra. D\u00e5 s\u00e4ger jag det.<\/p>\n<p>Men skit i allt det d\u00e4r nu. En soffa, ett glas whisky till. Det beh\u00f6vs inget mer, och somnar jag s\u00e5 g\u00f6r jag det med ro, som alltid.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Sjunde September. Grilla ute med fru och motvillig son. En whisky, lite mat, koligt eftersom det \u00e4r jag som grillar. S\u00e5 som &#8220;Edward Blom&#8221; inte grillar enligt sonen som s\u00e5 oftast s\u00e4ger sanningen. Men han har s\u00e5klart r\u00e4tt. Frugan h\u00e5ller inne med sin kritik och \u00e4ter upp. Van. Men det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt att sitta [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9436","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":13796,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=13796","url_meta":{"origin":9436,"position":0},"title":"Men h\u00e5ll inte andan medan du v\u00e4ntar.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-07-06","format":false,"excerpt":"Det blir inte s\u00e5 mycket idag. 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