{"id":8795,"date":"2013-08-21T16:48:22","date_gmt":"2013-08-21T15:48:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=8795"},"modified":"2016-09-25T20:09:41","modified_gmt":"2016-09-25T19:09:41","slug":"oppna-upp-leonard-cohenska-sprickor-sa-att-ljuset-kan-fa-komma-in","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=8795","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6ppna upp Leonard Cohenska sprickor s\u00e5 att ljuset kan f\u00e5 komma in"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/download1.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-8796 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/08\/download1.jpg?resize=259%2C194\" alt=\"download\" width=\"259\" height=\"194\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Det \u00e4r de som \u00e4r n\u00f6jdast med tillvaron som \u00e4r de farligaste. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4r bomberna och explosionerna finns dolda i det gulliga och perfekta. Det \u00e4r hos de d\u00e4r m\u00e4nniskorna som du aldrig h\u00f6r klaga p\u00e5 n\u00e5got endaste lilla alls som det farliga finns, i leendena, ytorna och avsaknaden av magar, rynkor och h\u00e4ngbr\u00f6st. Hela deras v\u00e4rld ter sig helt perfekt, alltid och i allt, tills den en dag inte \u00e4r det, n\u00e4r bomben briserar med en j\u00e4vla sm\u00e4ll och allt det d\u00e4r perfekta faller samman i rykande h\u00f6gar. N\u00e4r allt det d\u00e4r fina, leendena och ytan bara visar sig egentligen vara stubinen som brinner, fr\u00e5n l\u00e5ngsamt till snabbaste snabbt bara beroende p\u00e5 i vilken grad f\u00f6rljugenheten i tillvaron har varit.<\/p>\n<p>Ju \u00e4ldre man blir ju oftare ser man explosionerna. Det sm\u00e4ller runt omkring en hela tiden i den h\u00e4r \u00e5ldern. Kanske ocks\u00e5 inuti en. Sm\u00e4llarna n\u00e4r illusionerna och vanf\u00f6rest\u00e4llningarna rasar samman som spr\u00e4ngda ej l\u00e4ngre nyttjade skyskrapor. Varf\u00f6r bor du i det d\u00e4r huset? Varf\u00f6r k\u00f6r du den d\u00e4r bilen? Varf\u00f6r lyssnar du p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r musiken? Varf\u00f6r lever du livet i den h\u00e4r stan? Varf\u00f6r, varf\u00f6r, varf\u00f6r&#8230; i evighet, amen. De flesta svarar s\u00e5 snabbt och s\u00e5 sj\u00e4lvs\u00e4kert och upp\u00f6vat p\u00e5 fr\u00e5gorna. Vet svaren. Beh\u00f6ver (fast l\u00e4s vill) inte t\u00e4nka efter. Tills bomberna briserar och frig\u00f6r tvivlet. \u00d6ppnar upp Leonard Cohenska sprickor s\u00e5 att ljuset kan f\u00e5 komma in och de verkliga svaren blir synliga f\u00f6r v\u00e4rlden och de som trodde p\u00e5 sin v\u00e4g. D\u00e5 kan man b\u00f6rja om eller hitta nya l\u00f6gner. Det \u00e4r val man har i det liv som \u00e4r ens eget. (T\u00e4nk p\u00e5 den du Ola. \ud83d\ude09 )<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det \u00e4r de som \u00e4r n\u00f6jdast med tillvaron som \u00e4r de farligaste. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4r bomberna och explosionerna finns dolda i det gulliga och perfekta. Det \u00e4r hos de d\u00e4r m\u00e4nniskorna som du aldrig h\u00f6r klaga p\u00e5 n\u00e5got endaste lilla alls som det farliga finns, i leendena, ytorna och avsaknaden av magar, rynkor och h\u00e4ngbr\u00f6st. 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