{"id":7859,"date":"2013-07-07T15:25:34","date_gmt":"2013-07-07T14:25:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=7859"},"modified":"2013-07-07T15:25:34","modified_gmt":"2013-07-07T14:25:34","slug":"lattjan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=7859","title":{"rendered":"L\u00e4ttjan"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Det finns fortfarande dagar n\u00e4r man sover som en ton\u00e5ring. L\u00e4nge. H\u00e5rt. Borta fr\u00e5n allt ont i v\u00e4rlden. Dagar efter de d\u00e4r urgoda grillmiddagarna inmudigade i det vackraste av sommarv\u00e4der och nedsk\u00f6ljd med det urgodaste av vita viner. Inte f\u00f6r mycket, bara lagom. Jag \u00e4r glad f\u00f6r de d\u00e4r morgnarna. Barnsligt glad som den outvecklade barnslige man (nja kanske till och med det \u00e4r att ta i mitt fall) jag \u00e4r. Seeeeeeeen frukost. Lite spartansk, men helt godk\u00e4nd efter en middag som ig\u00e5r.<\/p>\n

Man forts\u00e4tter p\u00e5 l\u00e5ga v\u00e4xlar. V\u00e4ntar in ettslaget. Sommar i P1. Godis f\u00f6r oss som gillar att lyssna och ta in. Idag s\u00e4tter vi oss i skuggan under k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rstr\u00e4det frun och jag. Var och en i varsin solstol. Stereofoniskt i med \u00f6ronsn\u00e4ckorna i \u00f6ronen, ner med stolen i liggl\u00e4ge, njutandes av sol str\u00e5landes genom k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rsblad som darrade l\u00e4tta i den ljummaste av vindar, p\u00e5 samma g\u00e5ng skuggande och transparenta f\u00f6r oss de solstolsplacerade. Och d\u00e4r, i allt det h\u00e4r f\u00e5r man \u00e4ran att lyssna p\u00e5 en stor ber\u00e4ttare. Mikael Niemi leder oss runt i sina levande och bildframkallande ber\u00e4ttelser. En och en halv timme g\u00e5r snabbt som om de nittio minuterna aldrig funnits. Det b\u00e4sta sommarprogrammet hittills IMHO. Men egentligen, varf\u00f6r rangordna. N\u00e4stan alla av dem ger mig n\u00e5got. Tillf\u00f6r en del som blir en del av mitt liv och lever vidare d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n

Men solstolar \u00e4r inget f\u00f6r mig. Nittio minuter \u00e4r nog ett rekord som vaken. Jag beh\u00f6ver r\u00f6ra mig, g\u00f6ra saker. Det finns ingen l\u00f6sning p\u00e5 det. Vidare m\u00e5ste jag i en st\u00e4ndig jakt mot n\u00e5got som jag definitivt inte k\u00e4nner. Kanske \u00e4r det tankarna som jag inte vill t\u00e4nka som jag flyr ifr\u00e5n. Kanske \u00e4r det bara l\u00e4ttjan. Jag vet inte och har aldrig v\u00e5gat stanna f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge i det d\u00e4r f\u00f6r att ta reda p\u00e5 det. H\u00f6jdr\u00e4dd ocks\u00e5 numera. Nu n\u00e4r man \u00e4r gammal och det inte spelar n\u00e5gon roll kommer alla r\u00e4dslor. Som ung var man ju inte r\u00e4dd. Men med egna tankar \u00e4r det en annan sak. Dom kan skr\u00e4mma mer \u00e4n sp\u00f6ken och v\u00e5ldsamma m\u00e4n tillsammans. Men ett f\u00f6rsta steg \u00e4r v\u00e4l att erk\u00e4nna det f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lv. Man f\u00e5r vara glad f\u00f6r det lilla ibland.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 jag st\u00e4dar lite i k\u00e4llaren. Skulle ha snickrat ihop tv\u00e5 bockar men virket har fel dimension. F\u00e5r ta det sedan n\u00e4r jag tagit mig till br\u00e4dg\u00e5rden och inhandlat nytt. Beh\u00f6ver dom till brons pelare som nu st\u00e5tt vid sidan om allt f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga \u00e5r. Det kan ta tid f\u00f6r mig. Men st\u00e4dningen beh\u00f6ver ocks\u00e5 g\u00f6ras. Vinterns dagliga pelletsb\u00e4rande dammar ner och fyller varje skrymsle med tr\u00e4sp\u00e5n. Men ut med det nu. Befria ocks\u00e5 k\u00e4llaren fr\u00e5n vinterns rester. Imorgon G\u00e4vle och fl\u00f6deskoll. Blir nog ocks\u00e5 en upplevelse det \u00e4r jag helt s\u00e4ker p\u00e5. \u00d6verlever jag den s\u00e5 h\u00f6rs vi v\u00e4l fram\u00f6ver vad det lider.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det finns fortfarande dagar n\u00e4r man sover som en ton\u00e5ring. L\u00e4nge. H\u00e5rt. Borta fr\u00e5n allt ont i v\u00e4rlden. Dagar efter de d\u00e4r urgoda grillmiddagarna inmudigade i det vackraste av sommarv\u00e4der och nedsk\u00f6ljd med det urgodaste av vita viner. Inte f\u00f6r mycket, bara lagom. Jag \u00e4r glad f\u00f6r de d\u00e4r morgnarna. 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