{"id":7782,"date":"2013-06-28T08:53:13","date_gmt":"2013-06-28T07:53:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=7782"},"modified":"2013-06-28T08:53:13","modified_gmt":"2013-06-28T07:53:13","slug":"jag-ma-vara-forlaten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=7782","title":{"rendered":"Jag m\u00e5 vara f\u00f6rl\u00e5ten"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\nJag s\u00e4tter upp \u00e4nnu ett s\u00e5nt d\u00e4r myndighetsavslag d\u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4ggen. Almi den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen. Det har blivit m\u00e5nga vid det h\u00e4r laget. Alla dom d\u00e4r nejen, men jag har inte sparat allt det negativa. Bara det positiva. Men jag borde gjort det s\u00e5klart. Haft h\u00f6garna kvar fr\u00e5n Almi, Nutek, Vinnova och alla dom andra. I alla fall den f\u00f6rsta (1986) motiveringen f\u00f6r avslag.<\/p>\n

“Datorer tror vi inte p\u00e5, men kommunen (Ljusdal, min anm\u00e4rkning) har en k\u00f6pt en fax och det \u00e4r framtiden”.<\/p>\n

Jag var nyinflyttade h\u00e4r d\u00e5 och betydligt coolare och definitivt inte gubbe ens \u00e4nnu. S\u00f6kte kapital till v\u00e5rt teknologiska f\u00f6retag d\u00e4r skog och tr\u00e4d var grejen. Jag minns orden ordagrant. Besvikelsen \u00f6ver att inte bli f\u00f6rst\u00e5dd under hemresan. Persondatorn skulle ju bli stor. Eller var det ju redan. Jag hade k\u00f6pt en av dom f\u00f6rsta och varit med sedan det fanns n\u00e5got att k\u00f6pa eller bygga. Men det \u00e4r klart man kunde inteckna huset och skaffa kapital p\u00e5 det s\u00e4ttet den g\u00e5ngen. Det beh\u00f6vdes inte mycket och efter n\u00e5gra \u00e5r var vi postens st\u00f6rsta kund i H\u00e4lsingland.<\/p>\n

Eller nog skulle man vilja ha l\u00f6ntagarfondschefen dokumenterad med sina fina lokaler i centrala Stockholm som h\u00e4mtade in sin sjutton\u00e5rige son att bed\u00f6ma om min programvara var n\u00e5got att satsa p\u00e5. Eller Vinnova som inte bed\u00f6mer ans\u00f6kan f\u00f6r att specifikationen \u00e4r f\u00f6r stor. Hade man sagt samma sak om n\u00e5gon n\u00e4r det begav sig kom med TCP\/IP. Sannolikt. <\/p>\n

Men som sagt det har blivit m\u00e5nga fler nej sedan dess. Eller om sanningen skall fram s\u00e5 har de avtagit sedan 90-talet. Jag har slutat skicka in. F\u00f6r varf\u00f6r sitta i dagar och fylla i ans\u00f6kningar och o\u00e4ndliga formul\u00e4r n\u00e4r det aldrig ger resultat. Man kan anv\u00e4nda tiden b\u00e4ttre. Men nu det senaste \u00e5ret har jag naturligtvis varit mer desperat. Har inte velat vara arbetsl\u00f6s. Speciellt inte eftersom jag har en bra innovation att vila mig emot som jag dessutom satsat snart tretton \u00e5r p\u00e5. Jag vet liksom med persondatorer, grafiska gr\u00e4nssnitt, mobiltelefoner, internet att ocks\u00e5 m2m\/iot \u00e4r ett stort och v\u00e4xande omr\u00e5de. Kanske det st\u00f6rsta hittills. Men kommentarerna liknar den om datorernas framtid. Eller internets framtid eller dom som sa att h\u00e5rdvaruabstraktioner inte skull vara m\u00f6jliga innan windows. Dom pratar p\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt om IoT\/m2m grejer idag. Men vi m\u00e5ste tydligen v\u00e4nta tills n\u00e5gra Amerikanska killar (f\u00f6r sorgligt nog brukar det vara bara killar) pissar in omr\u00e5det innan vi f\u00f6ljer med. Jag kan inte annat \u00e4n tycka det \u00e4r tragiskt. <\/p>\n

Karins farmor s\u00e5g tomtar i bl\u00e5b\u00e4rsriset. Vilka demoner farfar s\u00e5g vet han bara sj\u00e4lv. Gammelmormor var klok gumma. Morsan som hon var. S\u00e5 jag m\u00e5 vara f\u00f6rl\u00e5ten jag med…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag s\u00e4tter upp \u00e4nnu ett s\u00e5nt d\u00e4r myndighetsavslag d\u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4ggen. Almi den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen. Det har blivit m\u00e5nga vid det h\u00e4r laget. Alla dom d\u00e4r nejen, men jag har inte sparat allt det negativa. Bara det positiva. Men jag borde gjort det s\u00e5klart. Haft h\u00f6garna kvar fr\u00e5n Almi, Nutek, Vinnova och alla dom andra. 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