{"id":7706,"date":"2013-06-22T22:05:26","date_gmt":"2013-06-22T21:05:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=7706"},"modified":"2013-06-23T22:44:21","modified_gmt":"2013-06-23T21:44:21","slug":"vatten-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=7706","title":{"rendered":"Vatten"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/Baltic_Sea_Darlowo.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/Baltic_Sea_Darlowo.jpg?resize=350%2C263\" alt=\"Baltic_Sea_(Darlowo)\" width=\"350\" height=\"263\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-7707\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nVattnet vill ha mig. \u00c4r ute efter mig. Det \u00e4r starkare nu p\u00e5 sommaren suget efter blanka, or\u00f6rliga vattenspeglar och uppr\u00f6rt vatten i livfull r\u00f6relse. Men jag \u00e4r h\u00e4r p\u00e5 berget. Fast i jorden. L\u00e5st med centimetertjocka l\u00e4nkar i en kedja fastsatt i moderjord och det Svenska urberget. Men det drar i mig lik f\u00f6rbaskat, vattnet. Molekylerna. Dipolerna. Vill ha mig. Vill sk\u00f6lja \u00f6ver mig. Omsluta mig. L\u00f6sa upp mig. Men vi n\u00e5r inte varandra. Inte idag. Inte imorgon. Inte nu i midsommartid.<\/p>\n<p>Vinden som ruskar om tr\u00e4dkronorna f\u00f6r med sig doften av havet. \u00c4nda hit till berget n\u00e5r den med full styrka. Atlantens vatten faller ner p\u00e5 mig fr\u00e5n himlen. Sk\u00f6ljer \u00f6ver mig den fj\u00e4ttrade och bl\u00f6ter mig fr\u00e5n h\u00e5rigt huvud ner till bortgl\u00f6md stort\u00e5. Jag dr\u00f6mmer om segelb\u00e5tar som jag aldrig kommer att kunna segla, om simturer i br\u00e4ckt vatten, i saltvatten bland maneter, som en fisk bland andra i ett stim i samspel. Men berget h\u00e5ller i mig. H\u00e5rt s\u00e5 ont h\u00e5rt. V\u00e4grar sl\u00e4ppa. Tar mig i ett svekfullt grepp. \u00c4r detta verkligen k\u00e4rlek att inte sl\u00e4ppa taget? Att hindra l\u00e4ngtan hos den som l\u00e4ngtar?<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 jag gl\u00f6mmer. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker gl\u00f6mma. Flyr. Sviker berget till slut. \u00d6ppnar min mun och smakar p\u00e5 Atlanten. Sv\u00e4ljer ner. L\u00e5ter oceanens vatten fylla min mage. Dit d\u00e4r bergets kontroll inte n\u00e5r. D\u00e4r jag och vattnet kan m\u00f6tas. Inom mig \u00e4r jag fortfarande havet. De \u00e5tta tiondelar av mig som l\u00e4ngtar bort fr\u00e5n urberget till sig sj\u00e4lv. Det som urmiljonernas \u00e5r tog ifr\u00e5n oss. De or\u00e4kneliga sekunderna som skiljde oss \u00e5t. Vi de l\u00e4ngtandes. De alltid l\u00e4ngtandes och saknades, fj\u00e4ttrade i berget. Vi som \u00e4r f\u00f6rlorar om vi inte snart n\u00e5r havet. Vet det. S\u00f6rjer \u00f6ver att vara just de f\u00f6rlorade.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vattnet vill ha mig. \u00c4r ute efter mig. Det \u00e4r starkare nu p\u00e5 sommaren suget efter blanka, or\u00f6rliga vattenspeglar och uppr\u00f6rt vatten i livfull r\u00f6relse. Men jag \u00e4r h\u00e4r p\u00e5 berget. Fast i jorden. L\u00e5st med centimetertjocka l\u00e4nkar i en kedja fastsatt i moderjord och det Svenska urberget. 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