{"id":7440,"date":"2013-05-24T22:21:40","date_gmt":"2013-05-24T21:21:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=7440"},"modified":"2013-05-24T22:21:40","modified_gmt":"2013-05-24T21:21:40","slug":"solregn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=7440","title":{"rendered":"Solregn"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"regn\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Det tar veckor och \u00e5r ibland att g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r programmet som ingen k\u00f6r. De flesta kodraderna \u00e4r framsvettade bitar ur en sj\u00e4l. Det tar dagar att skriva den d\u00e4r l\u00e5ten som ingen lyssnar p\u00e5. Det tar \u00e5ter timmar att skriva det som ingen l\u00e4ser. S\u00e5 varf\u00f6r g\u00f6r man d\u00e5 saker. Varf\u00f6r s\u00e4tter man sig inte i tv-soffan och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att liv skall ers\u00e4ttas med m\u00f6rker eller med ljuset om man nu \u00e4r lagd \u00e5t det h\u00e5llet. Varf\u00f6r!?<\/p>\n

Jag skulle vilja ha det svaret, men jag har det inte. Det finns en drift som \u00e4r bortom oss ibland. Som piskar oss fram\u00e5t. I en r\u00e4ttvis v\u00e4rld s\u00e5 drev piskan oss \u00e5t r\u00e4tt h\u00e5ll men v\u00e4rlden \u00e4r inte r\u00e4ttvis. Det \u00e4r inte dom som jobbar h\u00e5rdast som bel\u00f6nas mest.\u00a0 Men ibland f\u00e5r man bara acceptera att man m\u00e5ste, att man inte har n\u00e5got val. Det finns en v\u00e4g att vandra och man m\u00e5ste vandra den.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 n\u00e4r all denna tvekan fyller en – droppar p\u00e5 taket. Sommarregn, solregn och en magnifik dubbelregnb\u00e5ge som ingen kamera n\u00e5gonsin kan g\u00f6ra r\u00e4ttvisa. Man kan nu grubbla vidare, titta vidare p\u00e5 filmen som man egentligen inte ser, vara vuxen eller ist\u00e4llet\u00a0 g\u00e5 ut p\u00e5 balkongen och beundra ett av de vackraste av fenomen. Eller fenomen f\u00f6rresten. Ett test. Ett test p\u00e5 om man har d\u00f6tt d\u00e4r inne i det d\u00e4r man har inom sig. Om man inte l\u00e4ngre kan f\u00f6rundras \u00f6ver en regnb\u00e5ge d\u00e4r i solregnet d\u00e5 har man ruttnat inifr\u00e5n och fyllts med stinkande ingenting och har f\u00f6rlorat s\u00e5 mycket av det som \u00e4r ens eget verkliga v\u00e4sen. Kanske har man f\u00f6rlorat f\u00f6r mycket redan d\u00e5. Om man nu inte kan v\u00e4nda det d\u00e4r. Se p\u00e5 regnb\u00e5gen. R\u00e4kna f\u00e4rgerna. Tro att det finns en skatt d\u00e4r i dess \u00e4ndar. Jag g\u00f6r det i alla fall. Gl\u00e4ds \u00e5t undret och f\u00e5r kraft att skriva fler program, mer musik och fler texter. Varf\u00f6r jag g\u00f6r det vet jag dock fortfarande inte.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det tar veckor och \u00e5r ibland att g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r programmet som ingen k\u00f6r. De flesta kodraderna \u00e4r framsvettade bitar ur en sj\u00e4l. Det tar dagar att skriva den d\u00e4r l\u00e5ten som ingen lyssnar p\u00e5. Det tar \u00e5ter timmar att skriva det som ingen l\u00e4ser. S\u00e5 varf\u00f6r g\u00f6r man d\u00e5 saker. Varf\u00f6r s\u00e4tter man sig […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7440","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-bilder"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":16933,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=16933","url_meta":{"origin":7440,"position":0},"title":"Bl\u00e5st\u00e4ll och greveost","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-03-10","format":false,"excerpt":"\u00c4r man pinkn\u00f6dig en kvart innan klockan ringer och har legat s\u00e5 sedan en kvart tidigare f\u00e5r man ge sig. 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