{"id":6916,"date":"2013-04-23T07:43:59","date_gmt":"2013-04-23T06:43:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=6916"},"modified":"2013-04-23T07:43:59","modified_gmt":"2013-04-23T06:43:59","slug":"i-natt-jag-dromde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=6916","title":{"rendered":"I natt jag dr\u00f6mde"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jag vaknade vid tv\u00e5 inatt efter en mycket stark dr\u00f6m. Som vanligt minns jag inte s\u00e5 mycket av den men jag best\u00e4mde mig f\u00f6r att minnas en grej. En kvinna kom n\u00e4mligen fram till mig i dr\u00f6mmen. L\u00e5ngt utslaget brunt h\u00e5r. Lite gammaldags krusigt. F\u00e5r en k\u00e4nsla av att allt det h\u00e4r h\u00e4nde f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan och att hon var kl\u00e4dd i en medeltida enkel kl\u00e4nning eller n\u00e5got s\u00e5dant. Vi befinner oss i en sal av n\u00e5got slag. Det \u00e4r mycket m\u00e4nniskor d\u00e4r. H\u00f6gt i tak, en eld brinner i en brasa. Kvinnan ger mig en ring. L\u00e4gger den i min handflata. Tror den \u00e4r av guld. Ungef\u00e4r som en klackring \u00e4r den konstruerad. Men ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r den svarta delen \u00e4r den ett motiv p\u00e5sytt med en v\u00e4ldigt tunn jadegr\u00f6n tr\u00e5d. Inte en tr\u00e5d som \u00e4r enhetlig i sina f\u00e4rger utan en som skiftar i olika nyanser kring jadegr\u00f6nt.<\/p>\n

Motivet \u00e4r ett kors. Om det \u00e4r kristet eller inte har jag sv\u00e5rt att avg\u00f6ra men p\u00e5 en av sidorna, troligen en av de korta delarna av korset, sitter det en ros. En enda ros med uts\u00f6kta kronblad gjorda av den tunna, tunna tr\u00e5den. Den ringen f\u00e5r jag. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 sj\u00e4lvklar att den \u00e4r till mig och kvinnan, som har en obest\u00e4mbar \u00e5lder – inte ung, inte gammal – och \u00e4r klassiskt vacker, ser mig djupt i \u00f6gonen med intelligenta \u00f6gon fyllda av frid n\u00e4r hon l\u00e4mnar \u00f6ver den. Samtidigt finns det n\u00e5got sorgligt i det h\u00e4r. B\u00e5de hos kvinnan och i den k\u00e4nsla jag har n\u00e4r jag vaknar. En o\u00e4ndlig sorg p\u00e5 n\u00e5got vis. Jag borde gr\u00e5ta d\u00e4r i natten. F\u00f6r hennes sorg, f\u00f6r att jag inte han st\u00e4lla mina fr\u00e5gor.<\/p>\n

Det \u00e4r vad jag minns. Jag vet att det var s\u00e5 mycket mer i den h\u00e4r dr\u00f6mmen. Jag var ju d\u00e4r. Men jag best\u00e4mde mig f\u00f6r att i alla fall minnas den h\u00e4r delen och det gjorde jag ju. Allt det andra f\u00f6rbleknade och f\u00f6rsvann. Jag kan bara ana att det finns en fullst\u00e4ndig historia om det hela d\u00e4r i mitt sinne.<\/p>\n

Jag minns s\u00e5 s\u00e4llan mina dr\u00f6mmar. Blir s\u00e5 tacksam n\u00e4r jag f\u00e5r en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r dr\u00f6m. En som man skulle kunna \u00e4gna resten av livet att fundera \u00f6ver varf\u00f6r man dr\u00f6mde.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag vaknade vid tv\u00e5 inatt efter en mycket stark dr\u00f6m. Som vanligt minns jag inte s\u00e5 mycket av den men jag best\u00e4mde mig f\u00f6r att minnas en grej. En kvinna kom n\u00e4mligen fram till mig i dr\u00f6mmen. L\u00e5ngt utslaget brunt h\u00e5r. Lite gammaldags krusigt. F\u00e5r en k\u00e4nsla av att allt det h\u00e4r h\u00e4nde f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6916","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":21741,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21741","url_meta":{"origin":6916,"position":0},"title":"St\u00e4da?","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-10-06","format":false,"excerpt":"St\u00e4da. 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