{"id":6876,"date":"2013-04-20T16:19:25","date_gmt":"2013-04-20T15:19:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=6876"},"modified":"2013-04-20T22:15:37","modified_gmt":"2013-04-20T21:15:37","slug":"fyll-mig-med-varme-och-ljus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=6876","title":{"rendered":"Fyll mig med v\u00e4rme och ljus"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?attachment_id=6877\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6877\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/1009.jpg?resize=580%2C400\" alt=\"1009\" width=\"580\" height=\"400\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-6877\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Vi har varit ute och g\u00e5tt p\u00e5 en l\u00e4ngre promenad i skogen. Sett f\u00e4rska bj\u00f6rnsp\u00e5r men ingen bj\u00f6rn. Lyssnat p\u00e5 porlandet fr\u00e5n en v\u00e5rb\u00e4ck. Njutit till fullo av det. Vatten l\u00e5ter s\u00e5 olika. Droppens ploppande, de olika graderna av porlande och s\u00e5 forsens vr\u00e5lande. \u00c4lskar dom alla och vatten. Den magiska dipolen. K\u00e4nt solen v\u00e4rma bleka ansikten. Tagit emot. Sett tv\u00e5 \u00e4lgar. Var och en p\u00e5 sitt st\u00e4lle. Kungar d\u00e4r. I sin del av skogen. Hur kan man r\u00f6ra sig s\u00e5 graci\u00f6st som en \u00e4lg i riset. Undrar varje g\u00e5ng. Finns inget klumpigt hos dom trotts flera hundra kilo i r\u00f6relse. <\/p>\n<p>V\u00e5r \u00e4r ljus, is, vatten och v\u00e4rme. Dofter ocks\u00e5. Inte alla angen\u00e4ma men de m\u00e5ste \u00e4nd\u00e5 finnas d\u00e4r f\u00f6r att indikera riktig v\u00e5r. M\u00e5ste det. F\u00f6rruttnelse \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 liv som vaknat. Man f\u00e5r inte gl\u00f6mma det.<\/p>\n<p>Jag vet att jag inte klarar mig utan det h\u00e4r. M\u00e5ste ha det h\u00e4r. \u00c4nd\u00e5 l\u00e4ngtar jag h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n ibland s\u00e5 det g\u00f6r ont. Till stan. Utbudet. M\u00e4nniskor med visioner och makt. Men utan det h\u00e4r s\u00e5 skulle jag f\u00f6rg\u00e5s. \u00c4tas upp utan att kunna f\u00f6rsvara mig. Det \u00e4r bara s\u00e5. P\u00e5 gott och ont. Men om bara staden finns inom r\u00e4ckh\u00e5ll s\u00e5 finns det hopp. F\u00e5r jag leva i den ibland s\u00e5 blir alla delar hos mig tillfredst\u00e4llda. Nu njuter jag av det h\u00e4r nuet. L\u00e5ter alla sovande delar hos mig vakna till liv igen. Precis som tussilagon i backen. Kanske \u00e4r jag inte lika vacker, men vi delar i alla fall samma l\u00e4ngtan efter sommar och v\u00e4rme. Vi \u00f6ppnar oss b\u00e5de upp mot den bl\u00e5 himlen och den varma solen och viskar &#8220;kom fyll mig med v\u00e4rme och ljus&#8221;. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vi har varit ute och g\u00e5tt p\u00e5 en l\u00e4ngre promenad i skogen. Sett f\u00e4rska bj\u00f6rnsp\u00e5r men ingen bj\u00f6rn. Lyssnat p\u00e5 porlandet fr\u00e5n en v\u00e5rb\u00e4ck. Njutit till fullo av det. Vatten l\u00e5ter s\u00e5 olika. Droppens ploppande, de olika graderna av porlande och s\u00e5 forsens vr\u00e5lande. \u00c4lskar dom alla och vatten. Den magiska dipolen. 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