{"id":6396,"date":"2013-04-04T12:56:27","date_gmt":"2013-04-04T11:56:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=6396"},"modified":"2013-04-04T14:34:49","modified_gmt":"2013-04-04T13:34:49","slug":"sol-los","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=6396","title":{"rendered":"Sol <=> Los"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?attachment_id=6397\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6397\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/sol-sonriente-1024x865.jpg?resize=580%2C489\" alt=\"sol-sonriente\" width=\"580\" height=\"489\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-6397\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/sol-sonriente.jpg?resize=1024%2C865&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/sol-sonriente.jpg?resize=300%2C253&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/sol-sonriente.jpg?w=1200&amp;ssl=1 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Man \u00e4r olika saker. L\u00e4ser man tidningen s\u00e5 \u00e4r man andra saker. Det mesta st\u00e4mmer inte n\u00e4r man l\u00e4ser om sig sj\u00e4lv. Det f\u00e5r man ta. Tidningsfolket vill bara f\u00e5 till lite text och n\u00e5gra bilder s\u00e5 att dom fyller en tidning. Hursomhelst f\u00e5r man liksom en f\u00f6raning av hur det m\u00e5ste vara att  vara k\u00e4ndis n\u00e4r man sj\u00e4lv f\u00f6rekommer i media. Att l\u00e4sa osanningar eller direkta l\u00f6gner p\u00e5 l\u00f6psedlarna n\u00e4r man vandrar genom stan kan inte vara roligt. Man m\u00e5ste bli skygg av s\u00e5dant. M\u00e5ste liksom dra sig undan f\u00f6r att kunna \u00f6verleva. Det d\u00e4r som s\u00e5dana som Ulf Lundell \u00e4r bra p\u00e5 d\u00e4r i \u00d6sterlen.<\/p>\n<p>Men bilden av en som m\u00e4nniska &#8211; antingen den f\u00f6rmedlas som h\u00e4r genom en blogg, i Facebook, genom Twitter eller genom media &#8211; \u00e4r naturligtvis alltid bara en stark f\u00f6renkling av vad man egentligen \u00e4r. Verkar man vara trevlig s\u00e5 kan man vara s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att det ocks\u00e5 finns en skitotrevlig sida ocks\u00e5. Verkar man otrevlig s\u00e5 g\u00e4ller det motsatta. J\u00e4mvikt r\u00e5der. Hos alla. Vi \u00e4r inte s\u00e5d\u00e4r serieteckningsenkla som man ibland f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00e5 oss att bli. Man m\u00e5ste inse det.  H\u00e5lla fast vid det.<\/p>\n<p>Jag gillar det sv\u00e5ra lite mer \u00e4n det enkla. Jod\u00e5 jag kan garva \u00e5t en Ingmar Bergman film f\u00f6r att det blir f\u00f6r pretenti\u00f6st eller f\u00f6r den delen en Lars Nore&#8217;n pj\u00e4s. Men jag brukar f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka ta det till mig f\u00f6rst innan jag f\u00f6rkastar. Klarar jag inte av det s\u00e5 \u00e4r det s\u00e5. Det kan bli komiskt ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r gravallvarligt som man egentligen f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00f6rmedla. Men jag vet ocks\u00e5 att det h\u00e4r ofta beror p\u00e5 mig. Kanske saknar jag en bakgrund eller kunskap som g\u00f6r att jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r vad det egentligen handlar om eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det helt enkelt of\u00f6rtj\u00e4nt upph\u00f6jd dynga.  Det finns liksom en os\u00e4kerhet i det d\u00e4r. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker jag undvika generella uttalanden. \u00c4r n\u00e5got skit i min v\u00e4rld s\u00e5 \u00e4r det det fr\u00e5n mitt perspektiv. Jag har m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger \u00e4ndrat mig och b\u00f6rjat gilla det jag tidigare kallade just skit. Jag \u00e4r ju bara m\u00e4nniska. Trotts att jag \u00e4r en gammal o-cool gubbe fr\u00e5n Los s\u00e5 utvecklas jag varje dag.  Ja faktiskt varenda en av dom.  Det t\u00e4nker jag dessutom forts\u00e4tta med och kommer f\u00f6ljaktligen \u00e4ndra \u00e5sikt m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger ocks\u00e5 i framtiden.<\/p>\n<p>Los blir Sol bakl\u00e4nges. Det \u00e4r liksom n\u00e5got vackert med det. Enkel O \u00e4r gott \u00e5t mig just d\u00e4rf\u00f6r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Man \u00e4r olika saker. L\u00e4ser man tidningen s\u00e5 \u00e4r man andra saker. Det mesta st\u00e4mmer inte n\u00e4r man l\u00e4ser om sig sj\u00e4lv. Det f\u00e5r man ta. Tidningsfolket vill bara f\u00e5 till lite text och n\u00e5gra bilder s\u00e5 att dom fyller en tidning. Hursomhelst f\u00e5r man liksom en f\u00f6raning av hur det m\u00e5ste vara att vara [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6396","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":39599,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39599","url_meta":{"origin":6396,"position":0},"title":"Helt vanligt","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2021-08-15","format":false,"excerpt":"K och jag b\u00e4r in ved. 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