{"id":6198,"date":"2013-03-25T22:41:35","date_gmt":"2013-03-25T21:41:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=6198"},"modified":"2013-03-25T22:41:35","modified_gmt":"2013-03-25T21:41:35","slug":"nar-de-blir-sadar-jla-tryggt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=6198","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e4r de blir s\u00e5d\u00e4r j:la tryggt!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?attachment_id=6199\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6199\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/Helvetet3.jpg?resize=479%2C539\" alt=\"Helvetet3\" width=\"479\" height=\"539\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-6199\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4r allt \u00e4r s\u00e5 d\u00e4r tryggt och man vet exakt vad som h\u00e4nder ocks\u00e5 den h\u00e4r dan \u00e4r dags att g\u00e5 vidare. Att skaka om tillvaron lite och f\u00e5 lite gungfly under f\u00f6tterna s\u00e5 att man sk\u00e4rper sig. S\u00e4ga upp sig och g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r man dr\u00f6mmer om  Kanske b\u00f6rja den d\u00e4r utbildning man inte v\u00e5gade ta. Starta f\u00f6retaget. Segla jorden runt. Ta ett jobb utomlands.<\/p>\n<p>Jo visst fasiken kan det g\u00e5 \u00e5t &#8220;helvete&#8221;. Det g\u00f6r dessutom ofta det. Men &#8220;helvetet&#8221; \u00e4r s\u00e4llan s\u00e5d\u00e4r urj\u00e4vligt som man trodde innan man hamnar d\u00e4r. Vi \u00e4r s\u00e5dana vi m\u00e4nniskor. Vi hittar liksom nya saker att gl\u00e4djas \u00e5t ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r det \u00e4r motigt. Hur det \u00e4n \u00e4r s\u00e5 har man ju gjort n\u00e5got. Fast \u00e4n det inte gick s\u00e5 bra. Dom som sitter kvar d\u00e4r i personalmatsalen och s\u00e4ger &#8220;vad var det jag sa&#8221; och inte v\u00e5gar g\u00f6ra det du gjorde fast det gick \u00e5t helvete \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 alltid dom st\u00f6rsta f\u00f6rlorarna. F\u00f6r dom f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte inte ens.<\/p>\n<p>Sen n\u00e4r man varit d\u00e4r i &#8220;helvetet&#8221; ett tag s\u00e5 tr\u00f6ttnar man ju liksom p\u00e5 det ocks\u00e5 och m\u00e5ste ta sig vidare och d\u00e5 kommer man n\u00e4stan alltid till n\u00e5gon annan sp\u00e4nnande plats som man inte ens visste fans. Och n\u00e4r man kommer dit d\u00e5 blir man ju n\u00f6jd \u00f6ver att man \u00e4nd\u00e5 gjorde det d\u00e4r fast dom sa vad dom sa d\u00e4r i personalmatsalen. F\u00f6r den d\u00e4r resan man gjorde var ju riktigt skoj \u00e4nd\u00e5 och man l\u00e4rde sig en massa av det d\u00e4r d\u00e5liga ocks\u00e5. S\u00e5 n\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng det k\u00e4nns f\u00f6r hemvant s\u00e5 g\u00f6r man det igen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>N\u00e4r allt \u00e4r s\u00e5 d\u00e4r tryggt och man vet exakt vad som h\u00e4nder ocks\u00e5 den h\u00e4r dan \u00e4r dags att g\u00e5 vidare. 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