I g\u00c3\u00a5r kv\u00c3\u00a4ll k\u00c3\u00a4ndes det som om det var dags att ge upp och skita i det h\u00c3\u00a4r. Datorer och elektronik, fy fasiken! S\u00c3\u00a5 k\u00c3\u00a4ndes det. Vill g\u00c3\u00b6ra n\u00c3\u00a5got annat. Jobba p\u00c3\u00a5 \u00c3\u00a4ldreboende. st\u00c3\u00a4da. svetsa.<\/p>\n
S\u00c3\u00a5 sover man en natt…<\/p>\n
och idag k\u00c3\u00a4nns det inte alls s\u00c3\u00a5. Sugen igen.\u00c2\u00a0 Vill visa dom j\u00c3\u00a4vlarna. Har aldrig fattat var den h\u00c3\u00a4r k\u00c3\u00a4nslan kommer ifr\u00c3\u00a5n. En k\u00c3\u00a4nsla av att vara i underl\u00c3\u00a4ge och vilja visa att man \u00c3\u00a4r n\u00c3\u00a5gon. Bli sedd. Vilka “dom j\u00c3\u00a4vlarna” \u00c3\u00a4r vet jag inte. Men den \u00c3\u00a4r essensen i en k\u00c3\u00a4nsla som aldrig ger mig ro.<\/p>\n
Kanske blir man fri fr\u00c3\u00a5n den h\u00c3\u00a4r k\u00c3\u00a4nslan n\u00c3\u00a4r man v\u00c3\u00a4xer upp. Jag vet inte. I alla fall har jag v\u00c3\u00a4xt ifr\u00c3\u00a5n en stark vilja att vara folk till lags. Att bry sig om vad folk tycker och t\u00c3\u00a4nker om en. F\u00c3\u00b6rr var det otroligt viktigt f\u00c3\u00b6r mig. Nu beh\u00c3\u00b6ver jag det inte alls. Sk\u00c3\u00b6nt och en stor frihet.<\/p>\n
Nu t\u00c3\u00a4nker jag “visa dom j\u00c3\u00a4vlarna”!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I g\u00c3\u00a5r kv\u00c3\u00a4ll k\u00c3\u00a4ndes det som om det var dags att ge upp och skita i det h\u00c3\u00a4r. Datorer och elektronik, fy fasiken! S\u00c3\u00a5 k\u00c3\u00a4ndes det. Vill g\u00c3\u00b6ra n\u00c3\u00a5got annat. Jobba p\u00c3\u00a5 \u00c3\u00a4ldreboende. st\u00c3\u00a4da. svetsa. S\u00c3\u00a5 sover man en natt… och idag k\u00c3\u00a4nns det inte alls s\u00c3\u00a5. Sugen igen.\u00c2\u00a0 Vill visa dom j\u00c3\u00a4vlarna. Har aldrig […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-537","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":25,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25","url_meta":{"origin":537,"position":0},"title":"Skolavslutning","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2006-06-09","format":false,"excerpt":"Min yngste son fick sitt efterl\u00c3\u00a4ngtade sommarlov idag. 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