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En helt ointecknad vecka. Den jag befinner mig i. OJ<\/strong>! Det var l\u00e4nge sedan nu. Under det h\u00e4r \u00e5ret har inte ointecknade veckor vuxit p\u00e5 tr\u00e4d. Allts\u00e5 g\u00e4ller det att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka jobba och jobba och jobba den h\u00e4r veckan. Passa p\u00e5 liksom. Tyv\u00e4rr k\u00e4nner jag mig lite krasslig. Men vad kan man egentligen f\u00f6rv\u00e4nta sig. Helt perfekt blir det alltid. Ja och biter man ihop och tar en Alvedon m\u00e4rker man nog inte ens av det d\u00e4r krassliga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00e5ste dock f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka ta mig ut och klippa gr\u00e4s. \u00c4r snart ohanterligt annars. Just det \u00e4r en typisk s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r grej som det \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre att g\u00f6ra \u00e4n att g\u00e5 omkring och b\u00e4ra p\u00e5 axlar som tyngs l\u00e4ngre och l\u00e4ngre ner av m\u00e5ste-g\u00f6ra-b\u00f6rdan. V\u00e4derm\u00e4ssigt uppeh\u00e5ll \u00e4r utlovat idag och runt lunch hoppas man att det har torkat upp tillr\u00e4ckligt f\u00f6r att man skall kunna ta n\u00e5gra varv med den brummande maskinen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4sta vecka \u00e4r det ju midsommar. Fredag borta allts\u00e5. Ja och s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man v\u00e4l \u00e5ka iv\u00e4g och handa jordgubbar n\u00e5gon annan dag. Intecknad vecka allts\u00e5. Fast “midsommar<\/em>” \u00e4nd\u00e5. Smaka p\u00e5 ordet. Visst smakar det som gr\u00e4ddt\u00e5rta, potatissallad och grillade “n\u00e5gonting” \u00e4nd\u00e5. Jod\u00e5!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Har fortfarande ett g\u00e4ng demo’s att f\u00e5 till s\u00e5 jobbar vidare med det. Kommer p\u00e5 andra saker som skall g\u00f6ras ocks\u00e5 hela tiden. Insett s\u00e5klart sedan l\u00e5ng tid tillbaks att jag har alldeles f\u00f6r mycket att g\u00f6ra. Men nu \u00e4r det som det \u00e4r. Det \u00e4r bara jag som det alltid har varit. D\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara att ta hammaren och chiseln och knacka p\u00e5. Det finns ingen annan v\u00e4g att g\u00e5, jo att ge upp d\u00e5, enkel utv\u00e4g, men jag har aldrig varit riktigt den typen som g\u00f6r det. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja, m\u00e5ndag och en hel vecka ligger d\u00e4r framf\u00f6r en. N\u00e5got skall man v\u00e4l i alla fall hinna med. \u00d6verlever och orkar g\u00f6r man bara om man lever i nuet. Koncentrerar sig bara p\u00e5 just den tugga man har i munnen. Alla andra tuggor som kr\u00e4vs f\u00f6r att elefanten skall bli upp\u00e4ten dem f\u00e5r man t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 var och en f\u00f6r sig n\u00e4r deras tid \u00e4r inne. Sen f\u00e5r man inte gl\u00f6mma att sv\u00e4lja d\u00e4remellan…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

En helt ointecknad vecka. Den jag befinner mig i. OJ! Det var l\u00e4nge sedan nu. Under det h\u00e4r \u00e5ret har inte ointecknade veckor vuxit p\u00e5 tr\u00e4d. Allts\u00e5 g\u00e4ller det att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka jobba och jobba och jobba den h\u00e4r veckan. Passa p\u00e5 liksom. Tyv\u00e4rr k\u00e4nner jag mig lite krasslig. Men vad kan man egentligen f\u00f6rv\u00e4nta sig. 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