{"id":52302,"date":"2026-06-05T14:02:20","date_gmt":"2026-06-05T13:02:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=52302"},"modified":"2026-06-05T14:02:20","modified_gmt":"2026-06-05T13:02:20","slug":"sa-lite-som-det-bara-ga","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=52302","title":{"rendered":"S\u00e5 lite som det bara g\u00e5"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Bara f\u00f6r att den effektiva arbetstiden den h\u00e4r veckans skall bli s\u00e5 f\u00e5 timmar som det m\u00f6jligen g\u00e5r s\u00e5 \u00e5ker vi till Bolln\u00e4s idag och handlar sommarblommor. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men vafan, det d\u00e4r \u00e4r en alldeles egen lycka. Jag ler inombords \u00e4nda bort\u00e5t slutet av oktober ofta \u00f6ver blomprakten. S\u00e5 \u00e4ven om det blir dyrt idag, som varje \u00e5r, s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man sl\u00e5 ut det d\u00e4r \u00f6ver alla m\u00e5naderna innan vintern och d\u00e5 \u00e4r det inte v\u00e4rre \u00e4n annat man unnar sig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu p\u00e5 kontoret d\u00e5. Skall forts\u00e4tta efter genombrott jag hade ig\u00e5r. Genombrott \u00e4r ljuvligheterna i livet. N\u00e4r v\u00e4gen fram\u00e5t liksom \u00f6ppnas och det bara \u00e4r att k\u00f6ra p\u00e5. Lika frustrerande kan tiden vara innan det lossnar. “Varf\u00f6r i helvete fungerar det inte?<\/em>” Oftast den k\u00e4nslan. Man l\u00e4ser, testar, l\u00e4ser, testar igen, ger sig inte tills det d\u00e5 pl\u00f6tsligt liksom faller in ett speciellt ljus p\u00e5 saker och ting och landskapet \u00f6ppnar sig. Vr\u00e5nghetens seger \u00f6ver l\u00e4ttjan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag gl\u00e4ds alltid med de unga studenterna. \u00d6nskar dem vackert v\u00e4der. Lev nu t\u00e4nker jag. S\u00e5 h\u00e4rligt att se att folk firar. Man har alldeles f\u00f6r f\u00e5 tillf\u00e4llen i livet att fira p\u00e5. Man b\u00f6r ta till vara p\u00e5 varenda ett. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 jag tittar p\u00e5 varenda bildserie. Ser p\u00e5 varje film. Uppkl\u00e4dda glada m\u00e4nniskor p\u00e5 v\u00e4g ut i livet. Nog piggar det upp alltid. Kan inte f\u00e5 nog.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast skall jag rannsaka mig sj\u00e4lv s\u00e5 skulle jag s\u00e4kert inte deltagit i det d\u00e4r sj\u00e4lv om det varit min tid. Jag \u00e4r n\u00e4mligen en sur och “tr\u00f6kig<\/em>” j\u00e4vel som ingen tycker om. Men n\u00e5gon skall ju vara det ocks\u00e5. Min tid p\u00e5 de d\u00e4r arenorna sammanf\u00f6ll turligt nog med proggr\u00f6relse och protester och de enda studentm\u00f6ssar som togs fram p\u00e5 den tiden var de nu gulnade som er\u00f6vrats f\u00f6r minst fyrtio \u00e5r sedan. Den som visade sig i en nyink\u00f6pt vit utsatte sig f\u00f6r risken att bli stenad till d\u00f6ds som borgarsvin. Dumheter alltsammans s\u00e5klart. Fira livet f\u00f6r i helvete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja jag beh\u00f6vde allts\u00e5 inte ens anstr\u00e4nga mig f\u00f6r att undvika den d\u00e4r gl\u00e4djen och festen. Vi kunde m\u00f6jligen str\u00e4cka oss till att \u00e4ta en finare middag tillsammans med kamraterna. Men eftersom jag var vegetarian och de flesta inte visste vad i helvete en s\u00e5dan \u00e4ter n\u00e4r han\/hon g\u00e5r ut p\u00e5 krogen s\u00e5 fick jag oftast tv\u00e5 kokta potatisar och en urkokt sparris n\u00e4r alla andra \u00e5t fil\u00e9 mignon och andra festligheter. Men man valde ju livsv\u00e4gen sj\u00e4lv och fick st\u00e5 sitt kast. Turligt nog var vinet k\u00f6ttfritt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu har jag inte tid med det h\u00e4r. S\u00e5 det s\u00e5. Sandkonst m\u00e5 anses ha mindre v\u00e4rde av m\u00e5nga men tar \u00e4nd\u00e5 tid att \u00e5stadkomma. Serru polarn!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bara f\u00f6r att den effektiva arbetstiden den h\u00e4r veckans skall bli s\u00e5 f\u00e5 timmar som det m\u00f6jligen g\u00e5r s\u00e5 \u00e5ker vi till Bolln\u00e4s idag och handlar sommarblommor. Men vafan, det d\u00e4r \u00e4r en alldeles egen lycka. Jag ler inombords \u00e4nda bort\u00e5t slutet av oktober ofta \u00f6ver blomprakten. 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