{"id":52209,"date":"2026-05-27T20:31:17","date_gmt":"2026-05-27T19:31:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=52209"},"modified":"2026-05-27T20:31:17","modified_gmt":"2026-05-27T19:31:17","slug":"forsoker-cadda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=52209","title":{"rendered":"F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker cadda"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"370\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/Screenshot-From-2026-05-27-20-21-54.png?resize=580%2C370&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-52211\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/Screenshot-From-2026-05-27-20-21-54.png?resize=1024%2C654&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/Screenshot-From-2026-05-27-20-21-54.png?resize=300%2C192&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/Screenshot-From-2026-05-27-20-21-54.png?resize=768%2C491&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/Screenshot-From-2026-05-27-20-21-54.png?resize=1200%2C767&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/Screenshot-From-2026-05-27-20-21-54.png?w=1241&amp;ssl=1 1241w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">F\u00e5r se Ljusdal tv\u00e5 g\u00e5nger idag. Hem kommer man ocks\u00e5 tv\u00e5 g\u00e5nger. T\u00e4nka sig vad man f\u00e5r uppleva. Mitt liv \u00e4r s\u00e5 sp\u00e4nnande&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u00e5ja!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">T\u00e4nkte mig ett ink\u00f6p av n\u00e5gra meter l\u00e4kt ocks\u00e5 idag. <strong>MEN<\/strong> sen kom jag p\u00e5 att jag skall till Ljusdal p\u00e5 m\u00e5ndag ocks\u00e5. K\u00f6per l\u00e4kt d\u00e5. Varf\u00f6r g\u00f6ra idag det man kan skjuta upp till imorgon. Hur som helst, en fem sex meter borde r\u00e4cka. Kanske blir det n\u00e5got av det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Annars caddar jag kort, sl\u00e4pper ut skata som fastnat i garaget och inte kommer ut sj\u00e4lv, lyssnar musik och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker h\u00e5lla mig vaken. Kortet jag caddar \u00e4r det sv\u00e5raste jag gett mig p\u00e5 hittills. Kanske kommer det att fungera, kanske inte, vet g\u00f6r man inte f\u00f6rr\u00e4n efter semestern. Hoppet lever tills motsatsen \u00e4r d\u00e4r och bevisar annat. Men t\u00e4nker att Kina f\u00e5r g\u00f6ra sitt medans jag ligger i h\u00e4ngmattan. Samarbete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Svalorna. Var \u00e4r Svalorna. Kan det \u00f6ver huvud taget blir en sommar utan svirrande Svalor? Inga S\u00e4der\u00e4rlor heller. M\u00f6rka moln.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">B\u00f6rjar l\u00e4ngta efter studio. Ni vet g\u00f6ra &#8220;<em>musik<\/em>&#8220;. Nog kan v\u00e4l det ocks\u00e5 r\u00e4knas som sandkonst. Jod\u00e5, det tycker jag. Allts\u00e5 f\u00e5r ocks\u00e5 jag syssla med s\u00e5dant. Men n\u00e5gra veckor kvar att g\u00f6ra annat p\u00e5. Innan semester. Ja det \u00e4r K som har semester. Jag f\u00e5r liksom h\u00e4nga med. Ocks\u00e5 sandkonst s\u00e5klart. S\u00e5 egentligen spelar det v\u00e4l ingen roll vilken syssla man v\u00e4ljer att l\u00e4gga hela sin sj\u00e4l i. 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