Hej Gud. H\u00c3\u00b6rde att det var v\u00c3\u00a4ntettid p\u00c3\u00a5 skepnad i n\u00c3\u00a4sta liv. Det \u00c3\u00a4r allts\u00c3\u00a5 ingen br\u00c3\u00a5dska med genomf\u00c3\u00b6randet men h\u00c3\u00a4rmed best\u00c3\u00a4ller jag f\u00c3\u00b6ljande:<\/p>\n
I n\u00c3\u00a4sta liv vill jag vara fj\u00c3\u00a4ril. Kan mycket v\u00c3\u00a4l t\u00c3\u00a4nka mig en tjock och oansenlig form som ingen ser och bryr sig om, liknande den skepnad jag har i dag, men fj\u00c3\u00a4ril vill jag g\u00c3\u00a4rna bli. Notera att det \u00c3\u00a4r metamorfosen fj\u00c3\u00a4ril som \u00c3\u00b6nskan avser. Inte larv, puppa eller liknande. Fj\u00c3\u00a4ril \u00c3\u00a4r det som g\u00c3\u00a4ller. Oavsett om jag blir upp\u00c3\u00a4ten efter mina f\u00c3\u00b6rsta tio minuter som flygande varelse s\u00c3\u00a5 st\u00c3\u00a5r valet fast. Att k\u00c3\u00a4nna en varm v\u00c3\u00a5r- eller sommarvind i t\u00c3\u00a4det man just kl\u00c3\u00a4ckt i, veckla ut vingarna och torka dom i den vinden och sedan lyfta och flyga ut i solen bland blommorna \u00c3\u00a4r vad jag vill uppleva.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hej Gud. H\u00c3\u00b6rde att det var v\u00c3\u00a4ntettid p\u00c3\u00a5 skepnad i n\u00c3\u00a4sta liv. Det \u00c3\u00a4r allts\u00c3\u00a5 ingen br\u00c3\u00a5dska med genomf\u00c3\u00b6randet men h\u00c3\u00a4rmed best\u00c3\u00a4ller jag f\u00c3\u00b6ljande: I n\u00c3\u00a4sta liv vill jag vara fj\u00c3\u00a4ril. Kan mycket v\u00c3\u00a4l t\u00c3\u00a4nka mig en tjock och oansenlig form som ingen ser och bryr sig om, liknande den skepnad jag har i dag, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-522","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":703,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=703","url_meta":{"origin":522,"position":0},"title":"M\u00c3\u00a4tningens timme","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2008-10-17","format":false,"excerpt":"Skolan i Loos hade bes\u00c3\u00b6k av en Egypisk Arkielog i veckan. 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Sommaren \u00c3\u00a4r som vackrast och som vanligt den h\u00c3\u00a4r tiden p\u00c3\u00a5 \u00c3\u00a5ret, h\u00c3\u00a4nger \u00c3\u00a5skmolnen lite hotfullt i luften vid sen eftermiddag. Vi brukar \u00c3\u00a5ka till lite olika st\u00c3\u00a4llen utanf\u00c3\u00b6r byn och ta en 45 minuters promenad\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Swedish"","block_context":{"text":"Swedish","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=2"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":79,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=79","url_meta":{"origin":522,"position":2},"title":"LOOS","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2007-06-19","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag bor ju i LOOS. Ja officiella namnet \u00c3\u00a4r ju \"LOS\" men vi som bor h\u00c3\u00a4r vill stava namnet (och g\u00c3\u00b6r d\u00c3\u00a4rf\u00c3\u00b6r det) \"LOOS\" men det f\u00c3\u00a5r vi inte. Har aldrig riktigt fattat varf\u00c3\u00b6r vi inte f\u00c3\u00a5r stava som vi vill men dom styrande (vilka det nu \u00c3\u00a4r) vet s\u00c3\u00a4kert\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Swedish"","block_context":{"text":"Swedish","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=2"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":583,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=583","url_meta":{"origin":522,"position":3},"title":"Bara en spindel","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2008-07-10","format":false,"excerpt":"Imorse n\u00c3\u00a4r jag skulle duscha s\u00c3\u00a5 var det en liten spindel i duschen. Nu kan man s\u00c3\u00a4tta p\u00c3\u00a5 duschen i alla fall och l\u00c3\u00a5ta den lilla spindeln f\u00c3\u00b6lja med avloppet, flytta den med handkraft eller v\u00c3\u00a4nta tills den sj\u00c3\u00a4lv krupit d\u00c3\u00a4rifr\u00c3\u00a5n. I mitt fall valde jag det sista alternativet. 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