{"id":52174,"date":"2026-05-21T15:57:57","date_gmt":"2026-05-21T14:57:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=52174"},"modified":"2026-05-21T15:57:57","modified_gmt":"2026-05-21T14:57:57","slug":"t-som-i-ett-e","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=52174","title":{"rendered":"T som i ett e"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Sover som en skitst\u00f6vel, eller som en r\u00e5tta, allts\u00e5 knappt alls. Skall upp vid sex. V\u00e4ntar och v\u00e4ntar och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att klockan skall n\u00e5 dit. Ja och till sist g\u00f6r den s\u00e5klart det. Tick-tack har den riktningen. Men pigg \u00e4nd\u00e5 n\u00e4r jag kliver upp, duschar, \u00e4ter frukost och far till Ljusdal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tandl\u00e4kare och sk\u00f6terska \u00e4r p\u00e5 sitt b\u00e4sta hum\u00f6r idag. Vi skrattar och har det trevligt tillsammans. ja jag \u00e4r med i samtalen tills det stoppas en massa saker i min mun. Tandl\u00e4karen och tandsk\u00f6terskan forts\u00e4tter historierna och skratten. Jag kan humma ibland. Fredagsst\u00e4mning fast det \u00e4r torsdag. Aldrig har det v\u00e4l varit trevligare att g\u00e5 till tandl\u00e4karen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4r jag skall betala kommer SMS fr\u00e5n v\u00e4rmepumpsleverant\u00f6ren som \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g till Los. Det finns lite gr\u00e4smatta att fixa som maskerades i h\u00f6stas och en r\u00f6rkoppling som inte \u00e4r helt t\u00e4t och beh\u00f6ver ses \u00f6ver. Lastbilen \u00e5ker precisa f\u00f6rbi Ljusdal s\u00e4ger SMS’et. D\u00e4r jag \u00e4r. Man f\u00e5r s\u00e4tta fart tillbaks. Plattan i botten. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men betala f\u00f6rst. En rotfyllning. Fem tusen sp\u00e4nn. Ja j\u00e4vlar! Dyrare \u00e4n att laga bil. MEN<\/strong> \u00e4r man nu gammal s\u00e5 \u00e4r man. Betalar bara 500 kronor, flinar och g\u00e5r ut. Japp, det \u00e4r ni, ni som jobbar och sliter och betalar skatt som pungar ut med de d\u00e4r 4500 som resterar. Man b\u00f6r s\u00e4ga Tack<\/strong>! Det l\u00e4rde jag mig av min mamma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hem\u00e5t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I Los \u00e4r lillgr\u00e4vskopan ute. Allt det d\u00e4r som skall fixas (utom r\u00f6rkopplingen) fixas. Nu sl\u00e5r tr\u00f6ttheten till f\u00f6r mig. K\u00e4nner mig sinnessl\u00f6 hela eftermiddagen. Jo, jo, lite av det vanliga tillst\u00e5ndet, fast v\u00e4rre idag d\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kommer p\u00e5 att jag ocks\u00e5 betalar skatt minsann. Man kanske kan se tandv\u00e5rdsst\u00f6det som skatte\u00e5terb\u00e4ring. G\u00f6r man det slipper man k\u00e4nna sig s\u00e5 skyldig. Slipper g\u00e5 runt och tacka till h\u00f6ger och v\u00e4nster och tr\u00f6tta ut sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skall upp \u00e4nnu tidigare imorgon. S\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt som jag k\u00e4nner mig nu h\u00e4r strax f\u00f6re fem s\u00e5 undrar man ju hur i helvete det skall g\u00e5. M\u00e5nga mil skall trafikeras imorgon. Och en mycket sen hemkomst v\u00e4ntar efter lika m\u00e5nga bil tillbaks. Man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla ut. Hoppas p\u00e5 b\u00e4ttre s\u00f6mn i natt. I v\u00e4rsta fall f\u00e5r man v\u00e4l l\u00e4gga sig p\u00e5 soffan. Har fungerat f\u00f6rr. Ny s\u00e4ng och sova bland moln verkar inte passa en gubbe som mig. Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det det d\u00e4r vanliga med att gamla hundar har sv\u00e5rt att l\u00e4ra sig sitta. Att det g\u00e4ller \u00e4ven sovande i s\u00e4ngar d\u00e4r man sover som p\u00e5 moln. Om man \u00e4r \u00f6ver en viss \u00e5lder allts\u00e5. \u00c4r tr\u00f6gare \u00e4n genomsnittet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gn\u00e4lligt idag ocks\u00e5. Att man alltid…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sover som en skitst\u00f6vel, eller som en r\u00e5tta, allts\u00e5 knappt alls. Skall upp vid sex. V\u00e4ntar och v\u00e4ntar och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att klockan skall n\u00e5 dit. Ja och till sist g\u00f6r den s\u00e5klart det. Tick-tack har den riktningen. Men pigg \u00e4nd\u00e5 n\u00e4r jag kliver upp, duschar, \u00e4ter frukost och far till Ljusdal. Tandl\u00e4kare och sk\u00f6terska […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-52174","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":24455,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24455","url_meta":{"origin":52174,"position":0},"title":"Tv\u00e5 h\u00e5l i axeln","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2017-05-23","format":false,"excerpt":"Tv\u00e5 h\u00e5l i axeln \u00e4r det nya. 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