{"id":51692,"date":"2026-04-16T06:52:47","date_gmt":"2026-04-16T05:52:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=51692"},"modified":"2026-04-16T06:53:37","modified_gmt":"2026-04-16T05:53:37","slug":"langtan-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=51692","title":{"rendered":"L\u00e4ngtan"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"387\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/pexels-photo-1314543.jpeg?resize=580%2C387&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"lots of numbers\" class=\"wp-image-51694\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/pexels-photo-1314543.jpeg?w=1880&amp;ssl=1 1880w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/pexels-photo-1314543.jpeg?resize=300%2C200&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/pexels-photo-1314543.jpeg?resize=1024%2C682&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/pexels-photo-1314543.jpeg?resize=768%2C512&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/pexels-photo-1314543.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/pexels-photo-1314543.jpeg?resize=1200%2C800&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/pexels-photo-1314543.jpeg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Photo by Black  ice on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/lots-of-numbers-1314543\/\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag l\u00e4ngtar ner mer \u00e4n vanligt idag. K\u00e4nner att duschen tar alldeles f\u00f6r l\u00e5ng tid. Vill gena. Men tar det i den vanliga ordningen. Vakna. Kattmatande. Frukost. Dusch. Sen. Ner f\u00f6r trapporna. S\u00e5 m\u00e5nga id\u00e9er som vill fram just nu. Ni vet f\u00f6dsloverkar. Det g\u00f6r ont innan de \u00e4r ute. Ja och ut m\u00e5ste \u00e4ven id\u00e9er f\u00f6r att sen f\u00e5 egna liv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Att det d\u00e4r finns kvar inom mig fortfarande.  Att jag inte tappat sugen, blivit blas\u00e9, suckande satt mig ner och k\u00e4nt att&#8230; ja vad som helst. Att det inte har h\u00e4nt (\u00e4nnu). Sicken g\u00e5va. Vilken lyx. Hur m\u00e5nga hurra \u00e4r inte det v\u00e4rt?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00e5 nu sitter jag h\u00e4r. En banan och en apelsin har jag med mig. Inneh\u00e5llet i en godisp\u00e5se fr\u00e5n ig\u00e5r ligger kvar p\u00e5 skrivbordet. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lycklig gammal gubbe p\u00e5 en ganska liten kulle. Ja det \u00e4r jag det.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag l\u00e4ngtar ner mer \u00e4n vanligt idag. K\u00e4nner att duschen tar alldeles f\u00f6r l\u00e5ng tid. Vill gena. Men tar det i den vanliga ordningen. Vakna. Kattmatande. Frukost. Dusch. Sen. Ner f\u00f6r trapporna. S\u00e5 m\u00e5nga id\u00e9er som vill fram just nu. Ni vet f\u00f6dsloverkar. Det g\u00f6r ont innan de \u00e4r ute. Ja och ut m\u00e5ste \u00e4ven 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\u00e4r en snobb","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-10-05","format":false,"excerpt":"En s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r h\u00e4rlig l\u00f6rdag. 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