{"id":51504,"date":"2026-03-26T08:44:03","date_gmt":"2026-03-26T07:44:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=51504"},"modified":"2026-03-26T08:44:03","modified_gmt":"2026-03-26T07:44:03","slug":"det-dar-magiska","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=51504","title":{"rendered":"Det d\u00e4r magiska"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Efter en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r helkoncentrerad dag \u00e4r jag tr\u00f6tt, mycket tr\u00f6tt, efter att vi \u00e4tit kv\u00e4llsmat och b\u00e4nkat oss framf\u00f6r Rapport. Ni vet s\u00e5d\u00e4r g\u00e5-och-l\u00e4gga-sig-nu-p\u00e5-en-g\u00e5ng-tr\u00f6tt som man blir ibland. Det d\u00e4r n\u00e4r man inte har ett uns energi kvar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men K har best\u00e4llt lite p\u00e5skgodis och det f\u00e5r man provsmaka lite av s\u00e5 hum\u00f6ret, dopat med r\u00e4tt mycket socker, \u00e4r i alla fall p\u00e5 en bra niv\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men n\u00e4r Rapport \u00e4r slut och de lokala nyheterna (h\u00e4nt i G\u00e4vle och n\u00e4romr\u00e5det borde det heta) har spelat sin sluttrudelutt \u00e4r det allts\u00e5 dagas att g\u00e5 ner till kontoret och jobba igen. Allt i mig s\u00e4ger “JAG VILL INTE!!!<\/strong>” Till och med lillt\u00e5n \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt och j\u00e4mrar sig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men med den d\u00e4r d\u00e5rens vilja som finns n\u00e5gonstans inom mig s\u00e5 reser jag mig \u00e4nd\u00e5 och vandrar ner f\u00f6r trapporna efter att ha sagt hej d\u00e5 till en lika tr\u00f6tt K. Tunga steg. Tung \u00f6ppning av kontorsd\u00f6rren. F\u00e5r g\u00f6ra tv\u00e5 f\u00f6rs\u00f6k med det Kinesiska kodl\u00e5set innan jag sl\u00e4pps in. Ja sen dimper jag ner i kontorsstolen. Loggar in med mina sista krafter. Undrar vad man g\u00f6r h\u00e4r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det \u00e4r d\u00e5 det h\u00e4nder…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Energin \u00e4r tillbaka. Shoooooouuup<\/em><\/strong> s\u00e4ger det och sen sitter jag d\u00e4r och kodar igen. Har aldrig fattat hur det d\u00e4r g\u00e5r till. Har ju varit med om det f\u00f6rr. Efter skoldagar som l\u00e4rare n\u00e4r man kom hem. Fixar planeringen f\u00f6r morgondagen. R\u00e4ttar kanske n\u00e5gra prov. \u00c4ter n\u00e5got. Sen kodar p\u00e5 “projektet<\/em>” tills \u00f6gonen inte l\u00e4ngre vill h\u00e5lla sig \u00f6ppna. Efter l\u00e5nga resor ute p\u00e5 arbete. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja det har h\u00e5llit p\u00e5 s\u00e5d\u00e4r i ett helt liv. Projekten har s\u00e5klart varierat. Men de sista tjugofem \u00e5ren har det varit VSCP.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e4kert g\u00e5r det att hitta n\u00e5gon diagnos f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r. Konstigt \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart. Men fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r om den diagnosen gjorde b\u00e4ttre f\u00f6r dem som stannar i soffan. F\u00f6r som jag ser det \u00e4r just det d\u00e4r min superkraft. Att aldrig ge upp. Orka en mil till. \u00c5tminstone en egenskap hos mig sj\u00e4lv som jag \u00e4r n\u00f6jd och stolt \u00f6ver. Att f\u00f6rminska den med en simpel diagnos \u00e4r som att spotta p\u00e5 den. S\u00e4rskilt n\u00e4r “normal<\/em>” och “normalt<\/em>” \u00e4r det st\u00f6rsta hittep\u00e5et som n\u00e5gon n\u00e5gonsin kommit fram till. Trams.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Idag \u00e4r det en ny dag. Lite seg h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. Kodmilj\u00f6n har uppdaterats under natten. St\u00e5r d\u00e4r redo och blinkar p\u00e5 sk\u00e4rm ett. Sk\u00e4rm tv\u00e5 har tagit mig igenom nattens mail och nyhetssiterna. Lite h\u00e5rdvara under utveckling v\u00e4rmer en del av bordsytan till h\u00f6ger. Tre clementiner och ett p\u00e4ron har f\u00e5tt en plats n\u00e4ra till v\u00e4nster. F\u00f6rst\u00e4rkaren \u00e4r p\u00e5. Jag \u00e4r redo. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Efter en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r helkoncentrerad dag \u00e4r jag tr\u00f6tt, mycket tr\u00f6tt, efter att vi \u00e4tit kv\u00e4llsmat och b\u00e4nkat oss framf\u00f6r Rapport. Ni vet s\u00e5d\u00e4r g\u00e5-och-l\u00e4gga-sig-nu-p\u00e5-en-g\u00e5ng-tr\u00f6tt som man blir ibland. Det d\u00e4r n\u00e4r man inte har ett uns energi kvar. Men K har best\u00e4llt lite p\u00e5skgodis och det f\u00e5r man provsmaka lite av s\u00e5 hum\u00f6ret, dopat […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-51504","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":50470,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50470","url_meta":{"origin":51504,"position":0},"title":"En enda r\u00f6ra","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2025-10-07","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com I den nya tiden l\u00e4gger jag mig innan elva och somnar (i princip) innan dess en stund under Rapport. \u00c5lder. 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