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I mitt stilla, stilla, v\u00e4ldigt stillsamma sinne under lunchdiskningen idag undrar jag, vilket som \u00e4r v\u00e4rst…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…att vara fet eller att vara dum i huvudet?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I mitt stilla, stilla, v\u00e4ldigt stillsamma sinne under lunchdiskningen idag undrar jag, vilket som \u00e4r v\u00e4rst… …att vara fet eller att vara dum i huvudet?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-51430","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":32086,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32086","url_meta":{"origin":51430,"position":0},"title":"N\u00e4r…","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2019-04-26","format":false,"excerpt":"N\u00e4r vi kommer hem till kullen s\u00e5 st\u00e5r den d\u00e4r, \u00e4lgen, lugnt och stilla vilande, en fjoling, ensam i v\u00e4rlden, bortst\u00f6tt, bedr\u00f6vad, vilsen, nyfiken, flyter sen lugnt och \u00e4lgv\u00e4rdigt iv\u00e4g i den kuperade terr\u00e4ngen l\u00e4ngre upp mot berget. 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