{"id":51132,"date":"2026-02-06T12:07:11","date_gmt":"2026-02-06T11:07:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=51132"},"modified":"2026-02-06T12:07:11","modified_gmt":"2026-02-06T11:07:11","slug":"liv-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=51132","title":{"rendered":"Liv"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Man lever idag ocks\u00e5. Jod\u00e5. I r\u00e4tt s\u00e5 god form dessutom. \u00c5tminstone relativt andra dagar som levandes. M\u00f6jligen lite m\u00f6rbultad efter tandl\u00e4karbes\u00f6k ig\u00e5r. Men inte v\u00e4rre \u00e4n att man kan kosta p\u00e5 sig ett litet flin i ensamheten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast katten \u00e4r ju med h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret s\u00e5klart. Lillkatten. Tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 vinter hon med. Sitter mest bredvid mig och tittar uppfordrande p\u00e5 mig. Tycker troligen att vi skall g\u00e5 upp f\u00f6r trapporna och l\u00e4gga oss p\u00e5 soffan som ig\u00e5r. Finns v\u00e4ldigt lite att g\u00f6ra f\u00f6r en katt den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret. Utom att sova d\u00e5 allts\u00e5. Ig\u00e5r efter tandl\u00e4karen h\u00f6rsammade jag och str\u00e4ckte ut mig en timme mitt p\u00e5 blanka dan. Katten i en f\u00e5t\u00f6lj och jag i soffan. Det d\u00e4r \u00e4r en av nymodighet som kom in i livet under f\u00f6rra \u00e5ret. En eftergift \u00e5t pensions\u00e5ldern. F\u00f6rfall kanske. Men j\u00e4vligt sk\u00f6nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jo man \u00e4r tr\u00f6ttare. Det g\u00e5r l\u00e5ngsammare. Men oftast tar \u00e4nd\u00e5 varje dag m\u00e4nniskan bakom skrivbordet h\u00e4r en bit fram\u00e5t. N\u00e4r det inte l\u00e4ngre g\u00f6r det lovar jag att sluta. P\u00e5peka g\u00e4rna det f\u00f6r mig om du uppt\u00e4cker den tendensen och jag (\u00e4nnu) inte g\u00f6r det. Just det d\u00e4r att tro att saker \u00e4r OK fast att det inte \u00e4r det \u00e4r ju en annan del av \u00e5ldrandets sj\u00e4lvf\u00f6rnekelse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Trotts en timmes sovande p\u00e5 soffan ig\u00e5r sover jag som en sten hela natten. Inte riktigt van det p\u00e5 sistone. Hamnar ofta i minnets djupa gruvg\u00e5ngar och m\u00e5ste ligga och fundera en stund. Men icke s\u00e5 i natt allts\u00e5. Bara m\u00f6rker. Den b\u00e4sta huvudkudden \u00e4r ett gott samvete s\u00e4gs det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fick tv\u00e5 fina flaskor whisky av s\u00f6nerna i julklapp. B\u00e5da kanongoda. Med den d\u00e4r stenen i pencrea s\u00e5 borde jag ju inte dricka starkt alls, men vafan, kan inte l\u00e5ta fin whisky f\u00f6rfaras. S\u00e5 ikv\u00e4ll, om jag kommer ih\u00e5g, skall jag absolut ta mig ett glas. Fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r om man skall ta av den Japanska eller den Skotska?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tio minus \u00e4r det som g\u00e4ller. Faktiskt en ganska trevlig temperatur under vintern. N\u00e5gra grader under brukar vara helt perfekt. Riktig vinter liksom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ser ut som de l\u00e5ga temperaturerna h\u00e5ller i sig bort\u00e5t slutet av m\u00e5naden. Sen verkar det bli lite mildare. Mildare som brukar betyda mer sn\u00f6. Mars brukar annars alltid vara sj\u00e4lvaste tungsn\u00f6m\u00e5naden. Om inte \u00e4ldste sonen fyllde \u00e5r den m\u00e5naden s\u00e5 skulle vi kunna s\u00e5lt den till USA f\u00f6r en spottstyver. Typ s\u00e5! De sista orden som de s\u00e4ger om det mesta i G\u00e4vle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I boken jag just nu l\u00e4ser r\u00e4knas ett antal orter upp som orter som ligger j\u00e4vligt l\u00e5ngt fr\u00e5n allt aprop\u00e5 att det kunde vara v\u00e4rre att bo d\u00e4r. S\u00e5klart \u00e4r Los en av de orterna. Konstigt det d\u00e4r eftersom jag sitter h\u00e4r och \u00e4nd\u00e5 r\u00e4tt ofta k\u00e4nner att jag finns mitt i v\u00e4rlden. Perspektiv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men helg. L\u00e4ge att ta det lugnt. OS \u00e4r det ju. Invigningen kanske man kan klara av. Melodifestival \u00e4r det ju. Den senare skippar jag g\u00e4rna. Till och med om det finns chips. Blir v\u00e4l bok och soffa gissar jag. \u00c5tminstone n\u00e5gon f\u00f6rmiddag. M\u00f6jligen tv\u00e5 f\u00f6rmiddagar. Annars – under annan tid – kanske man skulle f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka \u00e5stadkomma n\u00e5got. “Musik<\/em>” kanske. Fast jobb p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndag. Det \u00e4r sen gammal.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Man lever idag ocks\u00e5. Jod\u00e5. I r\u00e4tt s\u00e5 god form dessutom. \u00c5tminstone relativt andra dagar som levandes. M\u00f6jligen lite m\u00f6rbultad efter tandl\u00e4karbes\u00f6k ig\u00e5r. Men inte v\u00e4rre \u00e4n att man kan kosta p\u00e5 sig ett litet flin i ensamheten. Fast katten \u00e4r ju med h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret s\u00e5klart. Lillkatten. Tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 vinter hon med. 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