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Ganska okoncentrerat idag. Antar att det \u00e4r s\u00e5dana h\u00e4r dagar f\u00f6rfattare sitter framf\u00f6r vita ark som inte vill fyllas med ett endaste tecken. Fast faktiskt, h\u00e4r \u00e5stadkommer jag \u00e4nd\u00e5 en del. Det finns s\u00e5klart alltid att g\u00f6ra. Ot\u00e4nkkodande f\u00e5r man ge sig i kast med om inget annat fungerar. Men byter ocks\u00e5 termostaterna i huset. Sjutton stycken. Fyra bytta f\u00f6rra h\u00f6sten. Lite annan s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r housekeeping hinner jag med ocks\u00e5. Men \u00e5terv\u00e4nder till ot\u00e4nkarkodande och h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med det under st\u00f6rre delen av eftermiddagen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00e5lar en d\u00f6rr p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen. Andra v\u00e4ndan. Skall nog bli klar med den imorgon. Golvlister efter det. Fast underbara m\u00e5ndagen liksom bara rinner iv\u00e4g helt oanv\u00e4nd. Suckar lite \u00f6ver det. Man hoppas p\u00e5 tisdagen som en r\u00e4ddare i n\u00f6den.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4r folk n\u00e4ra min \u00e5lder d\u00f6r klickar det s\u00e5klart till i en av eftertanke. Det har ju h\u00e4nt d\u00e5 och d\u00e5 genom livet men nu n\u00e4r man n\u00e4rmar sig sjuttio kommer det d\u00e4r \u00e4n mer frekvent. Det faller ifr\u00e5n folk. Idag som andra dagar. Klickarna kommer s\u00e5 ofta att man blir t\u00e4mligen blas\u00e9. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

De f\u00f6rsta sn\u00f6flingorna har ju redan dalat ner. P\u00e5 torsdag verkar det komma lite mer. \u00c4nnu en d\u00e4mp p\u00e5 l\u00f6rdagen. Har man otur kan man \u00e5ka skidor p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndag. \u00c4r ingen \u00e4lskare av vinter precis, men nu under h\u00f6sten s\u00e5 kan det faktiskt vara lite mysigt med sn\u00f6. Fast det f\u00e5r inte komma s\u00e5 mycket s\u00e5 att borriggar inte kan ta sig upp f\u00f6r branta backar upp till kullen n\u00e4sta vecka. Fast \u00e5 andra sidan vore v\u00e4l just det ett ganska typiskt scenario i mitt fall. Det skall g\u00e4rna j\u00e4vlas. N\u00e5gon arvssynd skulle jag tro. Fast n\u00e5ja, r\u00e4cker nog med mina egna synder. Jag d\u00f6dade en fluga en g\u00e5ng…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ganska okoncentrerat idag. Antar att det \u00e4r s\u00e5dana h\u00e4r dagar f\u00f6rfattare sitter framf\u00f6r vita ark som inte vill fyllas med ett endaste tecken. Fast faktiskt, h\u00e4r \u00e5stadkommer jag \u00e4nd\u00e5 en del. Det finns s\u00e5klart alltid att g\u00f6ra. Ot\u00e4nkkodande f\u00e5r man ge sig i kast med om inget annat fungerar. Men byter ocks\u00e5 termostaterna i huset. 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