{"id":50591,"date":"2025-10-21T08:29:55","date_gmt":"2025-10-21T07:29:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50591"},"modified":"2025-10-21T08:58:43","modified_gmt":"2025-10-21T07:58:43","slug":"nastan-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50591","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e4stan"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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F\u00e5r en prelimin\u00e4r tid fr\u00e5n Bryngels, bergv\u00e4rmefirman. Vecka 45. Hoppet t\u00e4nds. Jag vet ju vad “prelimin\u00e4r<\/em>” betyder, men att ha n\u00e5got att h\u00e4nga upp f\u00f6rhoppningarna p\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r en stort svart n\u00e5gon-g\u00e5ng-i-framtiden k\u00e4nns utm\u00e4rkt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Beg\u00e4r uts\u00e4ttning. Ellevio \u00e4r de enda som vill komma ut och s\u00e4tta upp pinnar. De har en 1000 voltare alldeles i n\u00e4rheten av borromr\u00e5det och \u00e4r v\u00e4l r\u00e4dda om den. Skanova skickar en karta. Teleledningar ligger utanf\u00f6r omr\u00e5det. Sen \u00e4r det bara bredband och avlopp och vattenledning vad jag vet och dem tror jag att vi har koll p\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 hopp finnes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Satte p\u00e5 vinterd\u00e4ck ig\u00e5r. Blev bl\u00f6t och frusen av att h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 med det. Det \u00e4r lustigt hur kyla liksom kan s\u00e4tta sig i m\u00e4rgen p\u00e5 en och bli sv\u00e5r att f\u00e5 ut ur kroppen igen. Satt h\u00e4r med tv\u00e5 hoodies p\u00e5 och fr\u00f6s lik f\u00f6rbannat. T\u00e4nkte att imorgon (idag allts\u00e5) skulle Hulken sparkas ig\u00e5ng. Men idag k\u00e4nns det b\u00e4ttre. Hulken f\u00e5r nog vila n\u00e5gra dagar till. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker optimera m\u00e4ngden pellets mot den d\u00e4r prelimin\u00e4ra veckan 45. Vill helst inte k\u00f6pa mer pellets – med h\u00e4mtning och allt vad det inneb\u00e4r – om vi slipper. Men vill s\u00e5klart inte frysa f\u00f6r sv\u00e5rt heller. Lite vandrande p\u00e5 slak lina d\u00e4r allts\u00e5. Men vi k\u00e4mpar p\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Idag hoppas jag att jag f\u00e5r koda. Det \u00e4r det enda jag vill just nu egentligen. Att f\u00e5 dyka in i \u00c5kes v\u00e4rld.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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F\u00e5r en prelimin\u00e4r tid fr\u00e5n Bryngels, bergv\u00e4rmefirman. Vecka 45. Hoppet t\u00e4nds. Jag vet ju vad “prelimin\u00e4r” betyder, men att ha n\u00e5got att h\u00e4nga upp f\u00f6rhoppningarna p\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r en stort svart n\u00e5gon-g\u00e5ng-i-framtiden k\u00e4nns utm\u00e4rkt. Beg\u00e4r uts\u00e4ttning. Ellevio \u00e4r de enda som vill komma ut och s\u00e4tta upp pinnar. 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