{"id":50470,"date":"2025-10-07T22:05:51","date_gmt":"2025-10-07T21:05:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50470"},"modified":"2025-10-07T22:05:51","modified_gmt":"2025-10-07T21:05:51","slug":"en-enda-rora","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50470","title":{"rendered":"En enda r\u00f6ra"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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I den nya tiden l\u00e4gger jag mig innan elva och somnar (i princip) innan dess en stund under Rapport. \u00c5lder. Tr\u00f6tthet. De sammanfaller. Ja titta p\u00e5 Rapport ocks\u00e5. Gammel-gubbe-g\u00f6ra. Men rutiner. Det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt att sitta en stund efter att vi k\u00e4kat. Om jag h\u00e5ller mig vaken s\u00e5 blir det lite debriefing ocks\u00e5 d\u00e4r. Inte f\u00f6r att jag n\u00e5gonsin har s\u00e5 mycket att ber\u00e4tta f\u00f6r andra. Somnar jag d\u00e5 f\u00e5r man lite extra energi till de timmar som \u00e5terst\u00e5r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men fin fin kv\u00e4ll h\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r lite r\u00f6rig kod just f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet, men det brukar klarna och rensas upp det d\u00e4r lite efter hand. Den d\u00e4r r\u00f6riga delen gillar hj\u00e4rnan som alltid str\u00e4var efter ordning. Den \u00e4r naturvidrig p\u00e5 det viset. F\u00f6rst\u00e5r sig inte p\u00e5 alltets str\u00e4van mot \u00f6kad entropi. Men ser den r\u00f6righeten jobbar den automatiskt f\u00f6r att ordna och sortera. Det d\u00e4r anv\u00e4nde jag i skolan, p\u00e5 jobb, det d\u00e4r anv\u00e4nder jag vid varje nytt projekt. Stoppa in allt som du hittar genom \u00f6ron och mun och \u00f6gon. Avvakt. Efter n\u00e5gra dagar har hj\u00e4rnan f\u00e5tt ordning p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r \u00e5t dig utan att du medvetet beh\u00f6ver anv\u00e4nda ett uns energi \u00e5t det hela. Fungerar alltid.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Koden jag skriver p\u00e5 nu \u00e4r kod som flyttas fr\u00e5n en server till en drivare. Man f\u00e5r liksom v\u00e4nda och vrida p\u00e5 sig sj\u00e4lv. Och eftersom det \u00e4r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan den skrevs beh\u00f6ver man snurra ganska m\u00e5nga varv. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gitarren h\u00e4r bredvid mig st\u00e5r mest och samlar damm. Studion \u00e4r \u00e5terigen i den kalla zonen. Den delen blir b\u00e4ttre n\u00e4r bergv\u00e4rmen kommer. Om den nu g\u00f6r det. Misstr\u00f6star d\u00e4r ibland. Men eftersom VSCP nu \u00e4r den eld som brinner mest inom mig s\u00e5 f\u00e5r det d\u00e4r st\u00e5 tillbaks. Jag f\u00f6ljer alltid elden. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r att det \u00e4r alltid d\u00e4r som energin finns. MEN<\/strong> skulle g\u00e4rna kunnat dela p\u00e5 mig om det gick. F\u00f6ljt alla eldar. Socialisera \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 en s\u00e5dan eld. Men ingen tror mig om jag s\u00e4ger det s\u00e5klart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00e4ngtan till staden finns d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Men skuffar undan den. Finns inte tid f\u00f6r staden just nu. Hoppas att v\u00e5ren skall ge utrymme f\u00f6r lite avgaslukt och m\u00e4nniskotr\u00e4ngsel. En definitiv f\u00f6rdel med bergv\u00e4rme \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 att man kan \u00e5ka bort ett tag utan att vara orolig f\u00f6r att Hulken skall stanna n\u00e4r det \u00e4r minus tjugo ute. M\u00e5nga vintrar har det f\u00f6rflutit n\u00e4r man \u00e5kt iv\u00e4g full av oro \u00f6ver detta faktum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men som sagt, det skall vandras upp f\u00f6r trappor och kastas tung, tr\u00f6tt kropp i s\u00e4ng d\u00e4r uppe. Bok finnes. Ett kapitel m\u00e5ste man l\u00e4sa f\u00f6r att skyffla undan tankar om kod och plocka fram de mer s\u00f6mniga tankarna. Oftast fungerar det d\u00e4r. Kan iof vakna vid tre ibland och k\u00e4nna hur hj\u00e4rnan rivstartar. D\u00e5 kan det g\u00e5 n\u00e5gon timme d\u00e4r neuroner gasar omkring okontrollerat. Men numera kan jag faktiskt njuta lite av den d\u00e4r tiden ocks\u00e5. Alltid l\u00f6ser man n\u00e5got v\u00e4rldsligt problem d\u00e4r och d\u00e5. Finns s\u00e4kert n\u00e5gon bokstavskombination f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hoppet st\u00e5r nu till morgondagen. Att man lever. Att man orkar g\u00e5 upp. Mer beh\u00f6vs egentligen inte f\u00f6r att jag skall bli glad.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I den nya tiden l\u00e4gger jag mig innan elva och somnar (i princip) innan dess en stund under Rapport. \u00c5lder. Tr\u00f6tthet. De sammanfaller. Ja titta p\u00e5 Rapport ocks\u00e5. Gammel-gubbe-g\u00f6ra. Men rutiner. Det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt att sitta en stund efter att vi k\u00e4kat. Om jag h\u00e5ller mig vaken s\u00e5 blir det lite debriefing ocks\u00e5 d\u00e4r. 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