{"id":50334,"date":"2025-09-16T16:01:49","date_gmt":"2025-09-16T15:01:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50334"},"modified":"2025-09-16T16:30:49","modified_gmt":"2025-09-16T15:30:49","slug":"fattar-inte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50334","title":{"rendered":"Fattar inte&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;att det alltid blir s\u00e5h\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"435\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_170727_581.jpg?resize=580%2C435&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-50338\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_170727_581-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_170727_581-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_170727_581-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_170727_581-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_170727_581-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_170727_581-scaled.jpg?resize=1200%2C900&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_170727_581-scaled.jpg?resize=1980%2C1485&amp;ssl=1 1980w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_170727_581-scaled.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"435\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_165743_421.jpg?resize=580%2C435&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-50336\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_165743_421-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_165743_421-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_165743_421-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_165743_421-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_165743_421-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_165743_421-scaled.jpg?resize=1200%2C900&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_165743_421-scaled.jpg?resize=1980%2C1485&amp;ssl=1 1980w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/IMG_20250916_165743_421-scaled.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eller &#8220;<em>blir<\/em>&#8220;, &#8220;<em>\u00e4r<\/em>&#8221; \u00e4r v\u00e4l ordet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;att det alltid blir s\u00e5h\u00e4r. 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