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F\u00f6r lite drygt fem veckor sedan gick jag p\u00e5 semester och var tr\u00f6tt i knoppen men pigg (n\u00e5ja) i kroppen. Nu efter semestern \u00e4r det precis tv\u00e4rtom. Kroppen \u00e4r slut. Knoppen r\u00e4tt pigg (n\u00e5ja). Det har m\u00e5lats, dragits el, snickrats, s\u00e5gats, murats, putsas, VVS’ats, ja och massor av annat under den h\u00e4r semestern. K och jag har h\u00e5llit p\u00e5 tills ben eller armar gett upp, vilat, sen dragit ig\u00e5ng igen. Varje dag. N\u00e4stan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anv\u00e4nder f\u00f6rmiddagen idag till att putsa mur. G\u00e5rdagen ocks\u00e5 eftersom K var ledig. Det \u00e4r bara den kvar i det rum vi h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med nu, sen tapeter, golv, m\u00f6blera. Man vill liksom se ett “klart<\/em>” h\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. F\u00f6r det finns ett s\u00e5dant. Det \u00e4r man inte bortsk\u00e4md med i mitt ordinarie jobb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En perfekt semester enligt mina preferenser. Egentligen borde man v\u00e4l ha badat. \u00c5tminstone en g\u00e5ng. Men vi har grillat. \u00c4tit bra mat p\u00e5 n\u00e5gra av de b\u00e4sta krogarna i H\u00e4lsingland. V\u00e4dret m\u00e5ste v\u00e4l s\u00e4gas ha varit toppen den h\u00e4r sommaren. \u00c4r fortfarande toppen. Jo det regnar mer. Men varmt \u00e4r det fortfarande. Man sover fortfarande med \u00f6ppna f\u00f6nster. H\u00e4rligt \u00e4r bara f\u00f6rnamnet. En utarbetad kropp sover j\u00e4vligt bra i ett rum d\u00e4r sommarvindar med l\u00e4tthet smeker bort all tr\u00f6tthet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast det \u00e4r v\u00e4l inte f\u00f6r sent att bada \u00e4n. Fast jo, egentligen \u00e4r det det. P\u00e5 Olof-dagen kastades den f\u00f6rsta kallstenen. Enligt bondepraktikan \u00e4r det inte h\u00e4lsosamt att bada efter den dagen. Men global uppv\u00e4rmning och allt det d\u00e4r. Bada p\u00e5 liksom. Vi f\u00e5r se hur det blir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Musik d\u00e5? Ja det har inte blivit s\u00e5 mycket. En kort session i “studion<\/em>“. Inte en enda, ens en liten, livelyssning. Bedr\u00f6vligt allts\u00e5. Men har liksom bara hittat det d\u00e4r inst\u00e4llsamma tr\u00e5kiga konserterna. Orkar inte med det f\u00f6r det mesta och definitivt inte den h\u00e4r sommaren. Suget v\u00e4rker d\u00e4remot i mig. En pungsparkskonsert skulle sitta fint. Kanske skulle Th\u00e5str\u00f6m p\u00e5 Dalhalla den sista augusti kunna vara en s\u00e5dan… Men…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hur som helst s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det riktigt finemang att sitta h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret igen. Lustigt egentligen f\u00f6r det k\u00e4ndes finfint att inte sitta h\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Det d\u00e4r \u00e4r nog en sjukdom. Antagligen. Det kan inte vara normalt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Blev f\u00f6rresten amat\u00f6rdiagnostiserad som autistisk under sommaren. Det \u00e4r det d\u00e4r kodandet. Det kan v\u00e4l inte vara “normalt<\/em>” att l\u00e4gga ner s\u00e5 mycket tid p\u00e5 n\u00e5got… Jag suckar och konstaterar bara att om att l\u00e4gga ner mycket energi p\u00e5 n\u00e5got ger en sjukdomsdiagnos s\u00e5 \u00e4r v\u00e4rlden mycket mer illa d\u00e4ran \u00e4n jag trodde. Vafan vore vi n\u00e5gonstans om ingen gjorde det d\u00e4r lilla extra som kr\u00e4vs? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag \u00e4r s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att vi i en framtid kommer att f\u00f6rfasa oss \u00f6ver dagens alla diagnoser. Tidens st\u00f6rsta skr\u00e4ckexempel. Olikheterna \u00e4r det som f\u00f6renar oss. Det finns inte en j\u00e4vel som \u00e4r “normal<\/em>“. Och fanns det det s\u00e5 var det d\u00e4r, eller i det “normalas” n\u00e4rhet, som, sjukdomstillst\u00e5nden skulle letas. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja. det h\u00e4r f\u00e5r r\u00e4cka som blogginl\u00e4gg idag. Det l\u00e4r komma fler…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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