{"id":50054,"date":"2025-07-21T21:30:20","date_gmt":"2025-07-21T20:30:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50054"},"modified":"2025-07-21T21:30:20","modified_gmt":"2025-07-21T20:30:20","slug":"i-vantan-pa-etapp-tva","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50054","title":{"rendered":"I v\u00e4ntan p\u00e5 etapp tv\u00e5"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Andra kv\u00e4llen i studion. Ja “studion<\/em>” d\u00e5 s\u00e5 ingen blir uppr\u00f6rd. Jag njuter b\u00e5de med och utan citationstecken. Gott liv. FAST… idag. K\u00f6r fast lite. Men det finns n\u00e5gra timmar kvar p\u00e5 den h\u00e4r kv\u00e4llen. Skriver det h\u00e4r blogginl\u00e4gget och \u00e5terg\u00e5r lite senare till studiolivet. Man f\u00e5r alltid tro att man hittar en v\u00e4g fram\u00e5t. Ja, eller i v\u00e4rsta fall bak\u00e5t. Det g\u00e5r p\u00e5 ett ut det d\u00e4r, det vet alla som varit med ett tag. Det har man.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det g\u00f6rs allts\u00e5 musik. Ja “musik<\/em>“. Jag gl\u00f6mmer ibland. Det \u00e4r bara visa som g\u00f6r musik. De flesta av oss g\u00f6r “musik<\/em>“. Sj\u00e4lv har man sv\u00e5rt att se skillnaden, Men andra f\u00f6rklarar g\u00e4rna skillnaden f\u00f6r en. Speciellt om de sj\u00e4lva g\u00f6r musik och man sj\u00e4lv nu g\u00f6r “musik<\/em>“. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Njuter av de h\u00e4r timmarna av anspr\u00e5ksl\u00f6shet i sommarkv\u00e4llen g\u00f6r jag i alla fall. Kravl\u00f6st f\u00f6r mig. Jag vill inte bli en popstj\u00e4rna. Fast ingen tror en s\u00e5klart. Fattar aldrig varf\u00f6r det skulle vara s\u00e5 avundsv\u00e4rt att bli en s\u00e5dan. D\u00e5 fick man ju aldrig vara i fred. Jag f\u00f6redrar att vara ifred p\u00e5 “min” kulle. Faktiskt. Fortfarande. Men inte j\u00e4mt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Leker han\/hon\/det \/gud idag igen. Klipper gr\u00e4s. Varmt s\u00e5 jag orkar bara halva. Vi \u00e4ldre skall visst ta det lugnt i v\u00e4rmen. Man f\u00e5r st\u00f6dsova en stund efter maten. En annan bra grej “vi \u00e4ldre<\/em>” har tillst\u00e5nd att g\u00f6ra. Ljuvligt! Fast s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla mycket piggare det blir man ju inte. Det samlas likvatten. Tr\u00e4ning for the real thing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00e5de K och jag l\u00e5ter penslarna swisha \u00f6ver slipade och spacklade ytor idag igen. Mycket s\u00e5dant har det blivit den h\u00e4r sommaren. Men nu \u00e4r den delen n\u00e4stan klar i etapp ett i alla fall. Murning \u00e5terst\u00e5r. Sen tapeter. Golv. Golvlister. Etapp 2\/3\/4 sen. M\u00e5let \u00e4r att komma i m\u00e5l f\u00f6re jul. Man hinner kanske tr\u00f6ttna vad det lider. Men \u00e4n s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge finner jag gl\u00e4dje i renoverandet. \u00c5terigen \u00e4r det det d\u00e4r med “klart<\/em>” som blir s\u00e5 tydligt och enkelt att uppn\u00e5. Tror man…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e5 onsdag skulle jag egentligen ha spelat i Edsbyn. Men det d\u00e4r med att f\u00e5 ihop ett band \u00e4r bortom min f\u00f6rm\u00e5ga nu f\u00f6r tiden. K\u00e4nner f\u00f6r f\u00e5 bra m\u00e4nniskor numera. Ja r\u00e4tt f\u00e5 d\u00e5liga ocks\u00e5. Mitt fel s\u00e5klart. Bekantskaper m\u00e5ste man v\u00e5rda. S\u00e5 noll och ingenting blev det av det d\u00e4r. Lika bra det tror jag. Sk\u00f6nt kan jag tycka idag. Noll nervositet om man skiter i saker. Fegar ur. Varf\u00f6r pl\u00e5ga sig… Urk!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4r d\u00e4r jag befinner mig nu brukar en hel del programmeringssug manifestera sig sj\u00e4lv. Tre veckor ledigt. Inne p\u00e5 den fj\u00e4rde veckan. Men k\u00e4nner inget sug what so ever. Konstigt men sk\u00f6nt. Troligen beror det d\u00e4r p\u00e5 att jag \u00e4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r sysselsatt. Man kanske skall skita i det… N\u00e5ja…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag vandra tillbaks de tio metrarna \u00f6ver till “studion<\/em>” igen. Hit till den h\u00e4r stolen kom jag f\u00f6r att h\u00e4mta en skruvmejsel s\u00e5 att jag kan s\u00e4tta fast muffen p\u00e5 v\u00e4nster h\u00f6rlur som lossnat. Man f\u00e5r b\u00f6rja med det. Sen ge sig p\u00e5 de d\u00e4r sp\u00e5ren (mot helvetet) igen. “Musik”…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Andra kv\u00e4llen i studion. Ja “studion” d\u00e5 s\u00e5 ingen blir uppr\u00f6rd. Jag njuter b\u00e5de med och utan citationstecken. Gott liv. FAST… idag. K\u00f6r fast lite. Men det finns n\u00e5gra timmar kvar p\u00e5 den h\u00e4r kv\u00e4llen. Skriver det h\u00e4r blogginl\u00e4gget och \u00e5terg\u00e5r lite senare till studiolivet. Man f\u00e5r alltid tro att man hittar en v\u00e4g fram\u00e5t. 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