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Sommarmorgon. En s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r typisk junimorgon \u00e4r det. Vi sover med \u00f6ppet f\u00f6nster. Ljuvligt. Vid tre \u00e4r k\u00f6ren av f\u00e5gels\u00e5ng som starkast. Man m\u00e5ste s\u00e5klart ligga d\u00e4r och lyssna en stund. Njuta i mitt fall. T\u00e4nk att man kan finna det d\u00e4r st\u00f6rande. Hur mycket av den ursprungliga m\u00e4nniskan har man kvar i sig d\u00e5? N\u00e5ja. Massor kanske. Vafan vet jag. Sj\u00e4lv upplever jag det d\u00e4r som det vackraste som finns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det \u00e4r kallt att kliva ur s\u00e4ngen p\u00e5 morgonen. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5dana d\u00e4r sova i t\u00e4lt f\u00f6rsta dagarna n\u00e4r sommarlovet b\u00f6rjat frihet och temperaturer som g\u00e4ller fortfarande. Helvete vad man frusit s\u00e5dana n\u00e4tter. Man brukade klara en. Sen \u00e5terv\u00e4nde man till innes\u00e4ngen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag har strumporna p\u00e5 fortfarande. De brukar sedan l\u00e4nge var avtagna den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret. Tittar man p\u00e5 prognoserna s\u00e5 verkar de f\u00e5 sitta p\u00e5. Men ett par strumpor g\u00f6r ingen sommar. Man kan njuta med strumporna p\u00e5. Jag \u00e4r anpassningsbar p\u00e5 det viset.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag kodar s\u00e5klart. Fast det m\u00e4rks liksom att man b\u00f6rjar bli gammal. Det g\u00e5r l\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5ngsamt. Men fram\u00e5t \u00e4nd\u00e5. Ocks\u00e5 droppen som urholkar stenen g\u00f6r sitt jobb. Eller ja, vi g\u00f6r det vi m\u00e5ste. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Egentligen skulle jag vilja befinna mig p\u00e5 en sommarv\u00e4g utan n\u00e5got som helst m\u00e5l. Bara \u00e5ka \u00e5t n\u00e5got krona eller klave h\u00e5ll och se vad man kan hitta d\u00e4r. Ta in p\u00e5 n\u00e5got sunkigt hotell f\u00f6r att sova en natt. \u00c4ta det som bjuds p\u00e5 de hak man hittar. Den d\u00e4r l\u00e4ngtan har alltid funnits i mig. Driften av att f\u00e5 k\u00e4nna att man \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g. Nyfikenheten i vad som kommer efter n\u00e4sta kurva. Och tro det eller ej. Men m\u00e4nniskorna intresserar mig mycket, M\u00f6tena., Historierna. Bara det \u00e4r p\u00e5 riktigt, de d\u00e4r m\u00f6tena. Klarar inte av n\u00e4r samma tugg upprepas vecka efter vecka \u00e5r efter \u00e5r. Eller, jo, klarar av, men s\u00e4nks som ett tungt s\u00e4nke i sj\u00e4len av det nollande.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imponeras varje dag av alla m\u00e4nniskor som g\u00e5r omkring och k\u00e4nner sig stora, lyckade och framg\u00e5ngsrika i sina ordin\u00e4ra liv. Alla de d\u00e4r som trettio likes p\u00e5 Facebook r\u00e4cker f\u00f6r. Eller som verkligen k\u00e4nner n\u00e5got n\u00e4r en chef tycker att de g\u00f6r n\u00e5got bra. Fast imponeras \u00e4r nog fel ord. Jag \u00e4r avundsjuk. S\u00e5 j\u00e4vla avundsjuk p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r att kunna k\u00e4nna att man h\u00f6r hemma. Att man \u00e4r bra. Att man \u00e4r vacker. Intelligent. Ja alla de d\u00e4r positiva epiteten. Ja AVUNDSJUK \u00e4r ordet. \u00c4nnu en d\u00e5lig sida hos mig sj\u00e4lv hittad d\u00e4r allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja, man kan koda, under den processen t\u00e4nker man inte s\u00e5 mycket p\u00e5 n\u00e5got alls. “T\u00e4nk inte s\u00e5 mycket<\/em>” brukade min fru s\u00e4ga f\u00f6rr. Har fortfarande inte klurat ut vad hon menade med det. Vi lyckliga nollor borde v\u00e4l t\u00e4nka mer…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sommarmorgon. En s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r typisk junimorgon \u00e4r det. Vi sover med \u00f6ppet f\u00f6nster. Ljuvligt. Vid tre \u00e4r k\u00f6ren av f\u00e5gels\u00e5ng som starkast. Man m\u00e5ste s\u00e5klart ligga d\u00e4r och lyssna en stund. Njuta i mitt fall. T\u00e4nk att man kan finna det d\u00e4r st\u00f6rande. Hur mycket av den ursprungliga m\u00e4nniskan har man kvar i sig d\u00e5? 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