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Juni. Men jag fryser lite lagom. Det bl\u00e5ser n\u00e4mligen. P\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt hittar det kalla alltid mig. Pl\u00e5gar. Skrattar \u00e5t mig. Tar sig in och igenom var jag \u00e4n befinner mig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men sol. Ibland. Varmt om man befinner sig i l\u00e4 och l\u00e5ter solen lysa p\u00e5 sig. Koltrasts\u00e5ng. Allts\u00e5 inte s\u00e5 illa som det f\u00f6rst verkar. Men just nu sitter jag \u00e4nd\u00e5 inne. \u00c4r tr\u00f6tt. Funderar p\u00e5 om inte en timme p\u00e5 soffan skulle kunna g\u00f6ra underverk. Men vafan. Vid tre en vanlig vardag. Det tar emot liksom. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Letar lugnet. Kodarlugnet. Men “mycket annat<\/em>” p\u00e5g\u00e5r. Det d\u00e4r som st\u00f6r men m\u00e5ste ordnas, l\u00f6sas. Jag \u00e4r l\u00f6jligt k\u00e4nslig p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r viset. Borde sk\u00e4rpa mig. Ja borde HA sk\u00e4rpt mig. Jag menar i min \u00e5lder. Man har ju varit med om saker. Men det hj\u00e4lper inte. \u00c4r en en-sak-i-taget-m\u00e4nniska, n\u00e5gon slags skada troligen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Funderar faktiskt p\u00e5 att klippa gr\u00e4s. Planen var att g\u00f6ra det innan jobbet nu p\u00e5 morgonen. Men regn under natten. Bl\u00f6tt. Ingen ide. Man f\u00e5r v\u00e4nta. Nu skulle allts\u00e5 vara ett gyllene tillf\u00e4lle. Men varf\u00f6r g\u00f6ra idag det man kan g\u00f6ra imorgon. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e5 fredag \u00e4r det nationaldag. Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag inte mycket f\u00f6r det nationalistiska. Nationalismen har skadat och rivit ner mer \u00e4n den har byggt och skapat. Dumheter rent utav. Fast varenda helgdag inskriven i almanackan \u00e4r v\u00e4l en dumhet den med. Religi\u00f6st trams alltsammans utom nationaldagen d\u00e5 som \u00e4r brunskjortornas f\u00f6delsedag. VI \u00c4R B\u00c4ST liksom, fast det aldrig \u00e4r s\u00e5. Kanelbullens dag borde bli helgdag ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r kristi flygare. Realiteter kontra sagor \u00e5r 2025.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men man kan ju fira som man vill som pension\u00e4r. Ja och man g\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast f\u00f6r en extra dag ledigt k\u00f6per arbetarna vad som helst och har alltid gjort. F\u00f6rsta maj f\u00f6rresten. P\u00e5 riktigt. Helgdag. T\u00e4nk att borgerligheten inte lagt ner. Inget att inv\u00e4nda mot f\u00f6rsta maj. Fast “Internationalen<\/em>“… urk… nog k\u00e4nns den bra mossig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

All time low intr\u00e4ffade f\u00f6r ett tag sedan musikm\u00e4ssigt. Nu \u00e4r det \u00e4nnu s\u00e4mre. Man skall s\u00e4ttas p\u00e5 plats. Som om man nu inte redan satt d\u00e4r man sitter. Men k\u00e4nns inte riktigt som ett nederlag \u00e4nd\u00e5. Vad spelar det f\u00f6r roll liksom. Det \u00e4r bara n\u00e4r det lyssnas mer \u00e4n man f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntar sig som det spelar roll. D\u00e5 undrar man ju… Hur \u00e4r det st\u00e4llt med folks musiksmak egentligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00e5ste f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka f\u00e5 till lite kod \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tror jag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tror du?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Juni. Men jag fryser lite lagom. Det bl\u00e5ser n\u00e4mligen. P\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt hittar det kalla alltid mig. Pl\u00e5gar. Skrattar \u00e5t mig. Tar sig in och igenom var jag \u00e4n befinner mig. Men sol. Ibland. Varmt om man befinner sig i l\u00e4 och l\u00e5ter solen lysa p\u00e5 sig. Koltrasts\u00e5ng. Allts\u00e5 inte s\u00e5 illa som det f\u00f6rst […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-49762","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":29937,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29937","url_meta":{"origin":49762,"position":0},"title":"Fram till jul","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-09-20","format":false,"excerpt":"Det \u00e4r okoncentrerat. 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