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Photo by Lukas Kloeppel on Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Drar till New York i helgen. Beh\u00f6ver lite storstadspuls. Eller ja, MYCKET<\/strong> storstadspuls. Larmet. avgaserna. Tr\u00e4ngseln. Knuffarna. Ohhhhh vad jag saknar. VILL<\/strong> ha! NU<\/strong>!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men… Trump d\u00e5? Ja han \u00e4r ju i “arabien<\/em>“. Ingen fara att man m\u00f6ter honom om man \u00e4r i New York inte. Nejd\u00e5. Inte en chans. Hans anh\u00e4ngare tror jag att jag klarar av. I New York \u00e4r dom inte s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga \u00e4nd\u00e5. Anh\u00e4ngarna till Trump allts\u00e5. I allt \u00f6vrigt \u00e4r dom en j\u00e4kla h\u00f6g med folk. Rent av m\u00e5nga. Som alla i Sverige n\u00e4stan. Ja och tuffa \u00e4r dom som fan. Skriker \u00e5t varandra. \u00c5t mig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

New York allts\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast sen t\u00e4nker jag p\u00e5 den gr\u00f6na IKEA soffan. Sk\u00f6n den med. J\u00e4ttesk\u00f6n fast den \u00e4r nedsutten p\u00e5 min sida. J\u00e4vligt nedsutten n\u00e4r man t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 det. Fast sk\u00f6n lik f\u00f6rbannat. Ja och den g\u00e5r att somna i. Somna sk\u00f6nt i. Skriker inte \u00e5t mig heller. S\u00e5 fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…skall man \u00e5ka till New York eller skall man somna i soffan?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hmmm<\/em>…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man kunde ocks\u00e5 haft en spelning framf\u00f6r sig. Men har l\u00e4rt mig s\u00e4ga “nej<\/em>” n\u00e4r jag inte vill. Jag har till och med blivit s\u00e5 bra p\u00e5 det att jag kan s\u00e4ga “nej<\/em>” ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r jag vill och allts\u00e5 borde s\u00e4ga “ja<\/em>“. Fast n\u00e4r det g\u00e4ller den d\u00e4r spelningen var just det d\u00e4r inget problem. Tydligare gick det inte att se det “nej<\/em>” som tr\u00e4dde fram i mitt huvud n\u00e4r den fr\u00e5gan kom upp. Zenil fixar biffen. Det \u00e4r ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 cover som folket vill ha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

New York…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lite avundsjuk \u00e4r jag p\u00e5 alla som kan ta betalt f\u00f6r “kunskap<\/em>“. Det har jag aldrig lyckats med. Eller ens varit n\u00e4ra bra p\u00e5. Men man betalar hela tiden en massa tusenlappar till folk f\u00f6r deras kunskap. R\u00f6rmokare, bankfolk, jurister. Ingen av dom har problem med det d\u00e4r. Sj\u00e4lvklart. Ja och resorna. Dom kostar ocks\u00e5 pengar. Kanske har jag aldrig suttit p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon kunskap v\u00e4rd att betala f\u00f6r. Man bara tror.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men man skall inte vara avundsjuk. Man kan \u00e5ka till New York ist\u00e4llet. D\u00e4r \u00e4r iof alla avundsjuka p\u00e5 alla som har mer pengar \u00e4n vad dom har. Hierarkierna. Det finns alltid n\u00e5gon om \u00e4r rikare. Det fattas alltid n\u00e5got om man ger sig in i den d\u00e4r leken. Gillar man och \u00e4gnar sig \u00e5t gr\u00f6na nedsuttna IKEA soffor s\u00e5 \u00e4r man liksom inte med i den d\u00e4r leken. Man kan skita i vad folket tycker. Man m\u00e5ste. F\u00f6r d\u00e4r p\u00e5 soffan \u00e4r man \u00e4nd\u00e5 den som inte en enda har n\u00e5gon anledning att se upp till. Det l\u00e5ter kanske d\u00e5ligt. Men \u00e4r skr\u00e4mmande sk\u00f6nt och bekv\u00e4mt faktiskt. Rent av fantastiskt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6r fortfarande Sp\u00f6kskepp<\/a>. Ja den f\u00e5r nog h\u00e4nga med till New York. Har fastnat f\u00f6r den nu. Tjejlyssnande \u00c4R<\/strong> \u00e4nd\u00e5 grejen n\u00e4r man hittat den d\u00e4r l\u00e5ten som s\u00e4ger allt om tillst\u00e5ndet just f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…
Ta oss i land igen…<\/em>”
“In till f\u00f6rvandlingen<\/em>“<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4hhhhh… det f\u00e5r bli soffan…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Drar till New York i helgen. Beh\u00f6ver lite storstadspuls. Eller ja, MYCKET storstadspuls. Larmet. avgaserna. Tr\u00e4ngseln. Knuffarna. Ohhhhh vad jag saknar. VILL ha! NU! Men… Trump d\u00e5? Ja han \u00e4r ju i “arabien“. Ingen fara att man m\u00f6ter honom om man \u00e4r i New York inte. Nejd\u00e5. Inte en chans. 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