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Sluts\u00e4songssotat. Bra. B\u00e4r ut hinkarna med aska. D\u00e4r f\u00e5r de st\u00e5 n\u00e5gon dag. Sj\u00e4lvd\u00f6. Viktigt det d\u00e4r. I askan lever “elden<\/em>” l\u00e4nge. Mer \u00e4n en eldsv\u00e5da har startat f\u00f6r att man h\u00e4llt ut den i kompost eller soptunna f\u00f6r tidigt. Ja man kan s\u00e5klart bara l\u00e5ta hinken st\u00e5 p\u00e5 ett ol\u00e4mpligt st\u00e4lle ocks\u00e5. Hett kan det bli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men ett steg till mot sommaren \u00e4r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sk\u00f6nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu har jag satt upp en hylla. Allt s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r inneb\u00e4r att man f\u00e5r springa runt i stora huset och h\u00e4mta upp grejer. Ofta \u00e4r det det som \u00e4r det jobbiga. Att s\u00e4tta upp sj\u00e4lva hyllan g\u00e5r p\u00e5 en chillevipp. Tar ner den gamla “Data of Scandinavia<\/em>” skylten ocks\u00e5. Har inte haft mage hittills att kasta den. Men nu s\u00e5. Nu f\u00e5r den bli skrot. V\u00e5r tid \u00e4r nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Efter lunchen \u00e4r planen att koda. Dyka ner i projektet. Gl\u00f6mma allt annat. Fast det \u00e4r d\u00e5 det brukar ringa. Telefon eller d\u00f6rr. Alltid, eller i alla fall ofta, trycker de p\u00e5 de st\u00f6rande elementen n\u00e4r man minst vill ha dem n\u00e4ra sig. Men annars \u00e4r nog sannolikheten idag att jag tr\u00e4ffar en annan m\u00e4nniska r\u00e4tt liten. Sotare och K undantagna. Precis som jag vill ha det. Enst\u00f6ring. M\u00e4h.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e5 l\u00f6rdag spelar n\u00e5gra gamla spelkamrater (Zenil) p\u00e5 v\u00e5r hemmascen Folkets Hem i Edsbyn. Nostalgi s\u00e5 att marken riktigt sk\u00e4lver d\u00e4r borta redan innan spelningen. Blir pension\u00e4rstr\u00e4ff antar jag. De flesta har v\u00e4l \u00e5ldern inne, b\u00e5de bland folket p\u00e5 scen och i publiken. M\u00e5nga ” j\u00e4kla vad kul det var f\u00f6rr…<\/em>” blir det. Inget f\u00f6r mig. Fast roliga och h\u00e4rliga minnen fr\u00e5n den scenen och den logen har jag m\u00e5nga. Minns inget negativt. Bara segrar. Men det var s\u00e5klart r\u00e4tt lika d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Alla var med f\u00f6re festen. Dan efter n\u00e4r det skulle st\u00e4das upp och packas ihop grejer var vi inte m\u00e5nga. Men vid det laget var man s\u00e5 van vid det d\u00e4r att man aldrig t\u00e4nkte p\u00e5 s\u00e5dant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Usch vad jag gn\u00e4ller. Ber om urs\u00e4kt. Hatar sj\u00e4lv gn\u00e4llare. Det mesta \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 bara som det \u00e4r. Inte mer. Inte mindre. Det kan man leva med.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dagens positivaste h\u00e4ndelse \u00e4r som vanligt att man kom upp ur s\u00e4ngen idag ocks\u00e5. Jag r\u00e4knar visserligen inte dagarna. Men \u00e4lskar att finnas i tillvaron och vill stanna s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge den k\u00e4nslan finns d\u00e4r i magen. N\u00e4r den inte g\u00f6r det kan det g\u00f6ra detsamma. Och f\u00e5r man avsluta innan man n\u00e5r dit s\u00e5 \u00e4r v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 det ganska bra. Men allts\u00e5 nu lever man. Allts\u00e5 f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker man leva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sluts\u00e4songssotat. Bra. B\u00e4r ut hinkarna med aska. D\u00e4r f\u00e5r de st\u00e5 n\u00e5gon dag. Sj\u00e4lvd\u00f6. Viktigt det d\u00e4r. I askan lever “elden” l\u00e4nge. Mer \u00e4n en eldsv\u00e5da har startat f\u00f6r att man h\u00e4llt ut den i kompost eller soptunna f\u00f6r tidigt. Ja man kan s\u00e5klart bara l\u00e5ta hinken st\u00e5 p\u00e5 ett ol\u00e4mpligt st\u00e4lle ocks\u00e5. 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