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S\u00e5 d\u00e5 \u00e4ntligen. Fyra sommard\u00e4ck p\u00e5 bilen. Rotationsriktning r\u00e4tt. Att provk\u00f6ra efter byte \u00e4r lika underbart som vanligt. Man vill ‘k\u00f6la<\/em>‘ p\u00e5 med h\u00e5rd musik p\u00e5 h\u00f6g volym och bara forts\u00e4tta v\u00e4gen fram med gasen i botten. Fast man har annat att g\u00f6ra. F\u00e5r v\u00e4nda hem\u00e5t igen efter n\u00e5gra kilometer. Tyv\u00e4rr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hemma testar jag att f\u00e5 ig\u00e5ng r\u00f6js\u00e5gen. Men den vill inte. Lite skit ocks\u00e5 \u00f6ver det. Men jag och motorer… ja, det \u00e4r en egen historia. Men hade beh\u00f6vts. B\u00f6rjar bli mycket sly p\u00e5 kullen nu. F\u00e5r f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka fixa en ny till h\u00f6sten. H\u00f6st och v\u00e5r \u00e4r tiden f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r. Om man nu inte skall bygga om den till en elvariant… Hmmm…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det finns renoveringsjobb att g\u00f6ra. Sysslar med det st\u00f6rre delen av helgen. Golv som skall s\u00e4ttas igen. Linoleummatta som skall dras upp. Hundra tusen spik som skall dras ut. Man uppt\u00e4cker muskler som man inte visste fanns. Fast n\u00e5gon slags tillfredsst\u00e4llelse finns det \u00e4nd\u00e5 i att h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 med n\u00e5got “riktigt<\/em>“. Det \u00e4r man ju inte van annars med allt knappande i timme efter timme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pelletsen g\u00e5r p\u00e5 n\u00e5der just nu. Visserligen har vi en pall kvar. Men eftersom det varit varmt tuggar Hulken knappt i sig n\u00e5got. Fast idag kallare. F\u00e5r b\u00e4ra in n\u00e5gra s\u00e4ckar. Ger pelletsen en vecka till. Sen el. Sommartid. Lite frihet \u00f6ver det s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Klockan p\u00e5 kontoret har stannat p\u00e5 tio \u00f6ver \u00e5tta. Kanske beh\u00f6ver det tolkas som ett omen. Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara den billigaste klockan som Jysk s\u00e4ljer och som \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt k\u00e4nslig f\u00f6r temperaturer under tjugo grader. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Olle<\/a> sjunger f\u00f6r mig. Inte kan man v\u00e4l beg\u00e4ra mer!? Suget efter musik \u00e4r stort efter n\u00e5gra dagar borta fr\u00e5n musiken. Uppe i l\u00e4genheten \u00e4r det tystare. Jag bygger abstinens d\u00e4r. M\u00e5ste ha musik in genom \u00f6ronen och i pump genom blodet efter n\u00e5gon dag. Egentligen \u00e4r det v\u00e4l konstigt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Under veckan kommer \u00e5tervinningen till byn. Delvis d\u00e4rav utrivandet av mattor just nu. Det g\u00e4ller att passa p\u00e5. D\u00e5 slipper man \u00e5ka \u00e4nda till Ljusdal med b\u00f6set. N\u00e5gra hurtsar och lite annat skrot skall v\u00e4l g\u00e5 samma v\u00e4g. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Natten inneb\u00e4r ofta funderingar. Man vaknar vid tre. Huvudet s\u00e4tter ig\u00e5ng. Man ligger d\u00e4r och tankarna far f\u00f6rbi. R\u00e4tt behagligt om man inte skall upp i svinottan och kan ligga d\u00e4r i lugnet och lyssna och f\u00f6lja med dit de d\u00e4r tankarna far iv\u00e4g. \u00c4r v\u00e4l gubbigt som fan s\u00e5klart. S\u00e5 mycket skit, s\u00e5 mycket sk\u00f6na stunder, s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga konstigheter, ja och allt annat man har g\u00e5tt igenom i ett liv. Det finns en bl\u00e5 ton med i alltsammans. Men \u00e4r v\u00e4l st\u00e4md s\u00e5. Inget att g\u00f6ra \u00e5t det. G\u00e5r bra att leva med.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Efter en timme eller tv\u00e5 somnar man hur som helst igen. N\u00e4r man vaknar p\u00e5 morgonen \u00e4r den d\u00e4r stunden n\u00e5got som n\u00e4stan inte h\u00e4nt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lolita Pop<\/a> g\u00e5r inte av f\u00f6r hackor dom heller. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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S\u00e5 d\u00e5 \u00e4ntligen. Fyra sommard\u00e4ck p\u00e5 bilen. Rotationsriktning r\u00e4tt. Att provk\u00f6ra efter byte \u00e4r lika underbart som vanligt. Man vill ‘k\u00f6la‘ p\u00e5 med h\u00e5rd musik p\u00e5 h\u00f6g volym och bara forts\u00e4tta v\u00e4gen fram med gasen i botten. Fast man har annat att g\u00f6ra. F\u00e5r v\u00e4nda hem\u00e5t igen efter n\u00e5gra kilometer. Tyv\u00e4rr. 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