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Jag sitter i bilen i en parkeringsficka i centrala Edsbyn och v\u00e4ntar. Det \u00e4r “sista april<\/em>” eller “Valborg<\/em>” som de mer borgliga s\u00e4ger. Mycket trafik. Mycket folk ute. Bilarna varav m\u00e5nga amerikanare far fram och tillbaka. Mullrar s\u00e5d\u00e4r bensinslukarljuvligt. De f\u00f6rsta tjugotv\u00e5 \u00e5ren av mitt liv fanns jag h\u00e4r. Kanske under de viktigaste \u00e5ren. De som formar en. Men nu n\u00e4r jag tittar ut genom bilrutan k\u00e4nner jag ingenting. Absolut ingenting. Det finns inget som ens liknar “hemma<\/em>” h\u00e4r. M\u00e5na personer jag k\u00e4nner till namn. Javisst. Men “k\u00e4nner<\/em>“. Nope inte l\u00e4ngre om man nu gjorde det d\u00e5 ens en g\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan har diffunderat iv\u00e4g under \u00e5ren. F\u00f6rst n\u00e4r man inte l\u00e4ngre har kontakt med de gamla kompisarna, sen n\u00e4r f\u00f6r\u00e4ldrar \u00e4r d\u00f6da, \u00e4nnu mer n\u00e4r de sl\u00e4ktingar man har kontakt med p\u00e5 mer \u00e4n “vi ses p\u00e5 n\u00e4sta begravning<\/em>” \u00e4r borta. En tid s\u00e5 \u00e5ker man igenom Edsbyn n\u00e4r man \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g \u00e5t n\u00e5got annat st\u00e4lle som ligger efter v\u00e4gen. Men ocks\u00e5 det \u00e4r \u00f6ver nu. Kvar \u00e4r bara minnen och tv\u00e5 gravar som skall sk\u00f6tas om ibland.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Efter snart fyrtio \u00e5r i Los skulle man kunna t\u00e4nkas sig att man satt ner r\u00f6tterna h\u00e4r ist\u00e4llet. Men det har aldrig skett. Jag \u00e4r lika mycket fr\u00e4mling h\u00e4r idag om den dag jag f\u00f6rst kom hit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rotl\u00f6s allts\u00e5. Finns n\u00e5got sorgligt \u00f6ver det. Men ocks\u00e5 en frihet. Man kan dra iv\u00e4g n\u00e4rsomhelst och vara lika hemma p\u00e5 det st\u00e4llet som man \u00e4r h\u00e4r. Fast visst. Kullen. Huset. Gillar. Det \u00e4r “hemma<\/em>“. Men Los? Jag vet inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00e4cket har i alla fall anl\u00e4nt. Sattes p\u00e5 f\u00e4lgar ig\u00e5r p\u00e5 Bolln\u00e4s Bilverkstad. Nu n\u00e4r jag skall s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 dom p\u00e5 bilen idag s\u00e5 \u00e4r rotatinsriktningen fel p\u00e5 tv\u00e5 d\u00e4ck. Suckar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det g\u00e5r bra nu!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag sitter i bilen i en parkeringsficka i centrala Edsbyn och v\u00e4ntar. Det \u00e4r “sista april” eller “Valborg” som de mer borgliga s\u00e4ger. Mycket trafik. Mycket folk ute. Bilarna varav m\u00e5nga amerikanare far fram och tillbaka. Mullrar s\u00e5d\u00e4r bensinslukarljuvligt. De f\u00f6rsta tjugotv\u00e5 \u00e5ren av mitt liv fanns jag h\u00e4r. Kanske under de viktigaste \u00e5ren. 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