{"id":49491,"date":"2025-04-24T17:32:49","date_gmt":"2025-04-24T16:32:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49491"},"modified":"2025-04-24T17:32:49","modified_gmt":"2025-04-24T16:32:49","slug":"ursakta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49491","title":{"rendered":"Urs\u00e4kta"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Jag undrar ibland. Eller om sanningen nu \u00e4ntligen skall fram, jag undrar ganska ofta. \u00d6ver mycket. Mest undrar jag \u00f6ver konstiga saker. Men kommer s\u00e4llan fram till n\u00e5gon slutsats jag vill dela med andra. Fast jag delar den ofta \u00e4nd\u00e5 mer andra. Er. L\u00e4sarna. Tvingar p\u00e5 er. Fast jag inte vill d\u00e5 allts\u00e5. F\u00f6r s\u00e5dan \u00e4r jag. Men kan be om urs\u00e4kt. Ja. Det kan jag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Urs\u00e4kta!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tr\u00f6tt. K\u00e4nns igen. Alltid tr\u00f6tt. Det nya normala. Eller det nya svarta om man s\u00e5 vill. Ja eller varf\u00f6r inte det nya gula kan jag undra. F\u00e4rgen f\u00f6r oss galningar. Svart \u00e4r visst f\u00f6r alla. Eller f\u00f6r ingen. Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det tv\u00e4rt om. Vem vet?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Inte jag…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mycket handp\u00e5l\u00e4ggning idag. Mindre kodande. Kan vara sk\u00f6nt med s\u00e5dana dagar ibland. Visserligen. Men idag hade jag g\u00e4rna dykt ner i kodandets land. Men handp\u00e5l\u00e4ggning allts\u00e5. Det skall botas hit och dit. Som Jesus. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Just nu funderar jag mest p\u00e5 mat. T\u00e4nker att lite mat i magen skulle vara gott. Ja, rent av j\u00e4ttegott. Kan uppfyllas. K vandrade upp f\u00f6r trapporna f\u00f6r en stund sedan f\u00f6r att steka k\u00f6ttbullar. Jo “k\u00f6tt”-bullar. Utan k\u00f6tt. N\u00e5got annat jox. Anammas. G\u00e5r i. Om man saltar lite. Efter att man stoppat i sig \u00e5tta stycken \u00e4r man \u00e4nnu tr\u00f6ttare. Men m\u00e4tt. Eller m\u00e4ttare. Kanske \u00e4r det bra \u00e4nd\u00e5. B\u00e4st vore s\u00e5klart om man blev otr\u00f6tt av en tallrik mat ocks\u00e5. Men det blir man s\u00e4llan. V\u00e4ldigt s\u00e4llan. Magar skall jobba. Tarmar skall jobba. Enzymer skall uts\u00f6ndras. S\u00e5nt tar p\u00e5 krafterna. Tr\u00f6ttar ut. Konstigt vore det v\u00e4l annars. Tycker man. Eller t\u00e4nker man. Ja \u00e5tminstone funderar man i de banorna. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r kr\u00e5ngligt. Inte alls enkelt. Det mesta. Uttrycket “det \u00e4r mycket med ett spett<\/em>” st\u00e4mmer. Men de flesta ger sig inte h\u00e4n \u00e5t ett spetts alla hemligheter. Det borde man. Man l\u00e4r sig om tingens komplexitet om man g\u00f6r det. Det till synes enkla \u00e4r lika komplicerat som det som f\u00e5r det att snurra, hoppa och ryka i huvudet p\u00e5 en. Ser man inte det komplexa har man inte tittat noggrant nog helt enkelt. Ja, eller beh\u00f6ver glas\u00f6gon och vilja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Va!?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tur att man inte \u00e4r musiker. D\u00e5 hade man haft en spelning i helgen. Snacka om tr\u00f6ttande om man var det och hade det allts\u00e5. Men nu har man inte. Spelning i helgen allts\u00e5. Kan man d\u00e5 dedicera fr\u00e5n det att man inte \u00e4r musiker. Troligen. Jod\u00e5. Och ja. I alla fall om man blir gladare av det. Kan man det. N\u00e4r som helst egentligen och ofta. Om man vill. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man f\u00e5r v\u00e4l \u00e4ta chips ist\u00e4llet. Men \u00e4r man d\u00e5 en potatis. Och om man sitter i soffan och \u00e4ter sina chips vem \u00e4r man d\u00e5?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Funderar p\u00e5 det…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag undrar ibland. Eller om sanningen nu \u00e4ntligen skall fram, jag undrar ganska ofta. \u00d6ver mycket. Mest undrar jag \u00f6ver konstiga saker. Men kommer s\u00e4llan fram till n\u00e5gon slutsats jag vill dela med andra. Fast jag delar den ofta \u00e4nd\u00e5 mer andra. Er. L\u00e4sarna. Tvingar p\u00e5 er. Fast jag inte vill d\u00e5 allts\u00e5. F\u00f6r s\u00e5dan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-49491","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":22816,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22816","url_meta":{"origin":49491,"position":0},"title":"Senast l\u00e4sta bok","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2017-01-10","format":false,"excerpt":"Den r\u00f6da adressboken av Sofia Lundberg Sjuttiofem procent av den h\u00e4r boken \u00e4r s\u00e5 in i helvetes bra, bokiden \u00e4r s\u00e5 genial att man \u00f6nskat man kommit p\u00e5 den sj\u00e4lv, jag verkligen \u00e4lskar den h\u00e4r boken, vill h\u00f6ja den till skyarna som en av de b\u00e4sta som skrivits p\u00e5 senare\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/918704997X.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":35430,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=35430","url_meta":{"origin":49491,"position":1},"title":"\u00c5h Gud.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2020-07-01","format":false,"excerpt":"Soffan vinner mot ocool gubbe p\u00e5 knock-out under Rapport. 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