{"id":49344,"date":"2025-03-26T17:22:42","date_gmt":"2025-03-26T16:22:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49344"},"modified":"2025-03-26T17:22:42","modified_gmt":"2025-03-26T16:22:42","slug":"perspektiv-igen-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49344","title":{"rendered":"Perspektiv, igen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker hitta koncentration. Det \u00e4r inte alltid l\u00e4tt. \u00c5tminstone f\u00f6r mig. Sv\u00e5rt, speciellt n\u00e4r man har annat som kommer upp. Man skall iv\u00e4g n\u00e5gonstans. Blir l\u00e4tt att hj\u00e4rnan s\u00e4ger \u00e5t en att “det \u00e4r ingen ide att b\u00f6rja f\u00f6r du skall ju snart iv\u00e4g<\/em>…” och sen sitter man d\u00e4r. Jag \u00e4r extremt mycket s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Kan kasta bort en f\u00f6rmiddag p\u00e5 en tur iv\u00e4g p\u00e5 en timme under eftermiddagen samma dag. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Knepet \u00e4r att ta tag i s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r som inte kr\u00e4ver s\u00e5 mycket koncentration. Praktiska grejer. Skruva s\u00f6nder n\u00e5got. Ja, skruva ihop det igen. Eller St\u00e4da. Diska. Vattna blommor. Kolla oljan i bilen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast irriterad blir jag varje g\u00e5ng. Vill ha lugn och ro och m\u00f6jlighet att kasta mig in i projekten. Vill INTE<\/strong> ha en massa st\u00f6rande moment. I alla fall om jag inte sj\u00e4lv har skapat dem. Japp, det \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 d\u00e4rf\u00f6r jag hatar telefonsamtal. Ett satans p\u00e5fund. Tar minst en timme att komma tillbaks upp p\u00e5 sp\u00e5ret igen. Oftast \u00e4r det inget viktigt heller. Socialisering. Jod\u00e5, jag vet att man m\u00e5r bra av en gnutta umg\u00e4nge ocks\u00e5. S\u00e5klart. Gillar m\u00e4nniskor. Men skall man f\u00e5 n\u00e5got gjort har man inte tid f\u00f6r st\u00e4ndigt d\u00f6pratande. Nope, det har man inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja, livet, det \u00e4r v\u00e4l s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Man kan inte leva det mol allena \u00e4nd\u00e5. D\u00e5 m\u00e5ste man v\u00e4l acceptera tidstjuvarna ocks\u00e5. De som ibland s\u00e5klart kan vara nog s\u00e5 trevliga ocks\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00e4r inte pellets idag. Japp, pga ovanst\u00e5ende. Det b\u00f6rjar n\u00e4rma sig slutet. Inte m\u00e5nga ton kvar att b\u00e4ra in den h\u00e4r s\u00e4songen. Det kan man jubla \u00f6ver. Ja ren av dansa till. Men det g\u00f6r man ju nu inte. T\u00e4nker efter. \u00c4r r\u00e4dd om grannarnas lugn och ro i sj\u00e4len. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lillkatten kommer in med en sork. Jag lider n\u00e4r jag ser med vilken gl\u00e4dje hon pl\u00e5gar och leker med den d\u00e4r sorken. Det \u00e4r rent sadistiskt. Sorken \u00e4r bortom all r\u00e4ddning. De f\u00e5r vara. Jag g\u00e5r d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Men jag f\u00f6rundras \u00f6ver de k\u00e4nslor man har. \u00c4lskar v\u00e5ra katter. De \u00e4r hur h\u00e4rliga som helst. Vet inte hur man skulle klara sig utan dem. Men sorken ser inte p\u00e5 dem p\u00e5 det s\u00e4ttet s\u00e5klart. Ur dess perspektiv \u00e4r de dj\u00e4vulens redskap. Perspektiv \u00e4r intressant. Putins barn \u00e4lskar pappa precis som Heinrich Himmlers barn \u00e4lskade sin pappa. Ingen eller intet \u00e4r bara ett. Man m\u00e5ste f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka flytta sitt eget perspektiv ofta f\u00f6r att f\u00f6rst\u00e5 v\u00e4rlden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00e4nker jag…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker hitta koncentration. Det \u00e4r inte alltid l\u00e4tt. \u00c5tminstone f\u00f6r mig. Sv\u00e5rt, speciellt n\u00e4r man har annat som kommer upp. Man skall iv\u00e4g n\u00e5gonstans. Blir l\u00e4tt att hj\u00e4rnan s\u00e4ger \u00e5t en att “det \u00e4r ingen ide att b\u00f6rja f\u00f6r du skall ju snart iv\u00e4g…” och sen sitter man d\u00e4r. Jag \u00e4r extremt mycket s\u00e5d\u00e4r. 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