{"id":49293,"date":"2025-03-13T23:06:00","date_gmt":"2025-03-13T22:06:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49293"},"modified":"2025-03-13T21:38:06","modified_gmt":"2025-03-13T20:38:06","slug":"upp-fem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49293","title":{"rendered":"Upp fem"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Upp i arla morgonstund. Fem. Halvpigg. Iv\u00e4g till Hudiksvall. Heldag i provinshuvudstaden. Men inget sjukhus denna dag. Ovanligt. Dragkrok. Montering. Ny. Beh\u00f6ver. Till fredag. \u00c4nnu tidigare uppstigande och iv\u00e4g.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hinner vandra runt det mesta av Hudiksvalls k\u00e4rna. Men staden \u00e4r lite sur idag liksom. Inte m\u00e5nga ler. Inte m\u00e5nga ser n\u00e5gon annan \u00e4n sig sj\u00e4lv. Tur att jag ser och kan besk\u00e5da dom andra. S\u00e5 att de syns. Men staden g\u00f6r verkligen inte sk\u00e4l f\u00f6r “Glada Hudik<\/strong><\/em>” denna dag. Nope. Inte alls. Verkligen inte. Surk\u00f6ping. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tr\u00e4ffa tv\u00e5 rockstj\u00e4rnor. Det h\u00f6r till om man inte \u00e4r till sjukhuset. Det \u00e4r liksom det man har att v\u00e4lja p\u00e5. Ljungstr\u00f6m heter den ene. Johnny den andre. Jod\u00e5 dom \u00e4r r\u00e4tt glada \u00e4nd\u00e5. \u00c5tminstone p\u00e5 ytan. Men synnerligen inne i sitt dom ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Men musiker ni vet. Hela bunten \u00e4r generellt och mycket lagd \u00e5t navelsk\u00e5dande. Kanske m\u00e5ste det vara s\u00e5. Hur skall jag kunna veta? Antagligen handlar det d\u00e4r om k\u00e4rleken till konsten i slut\u00e4ndan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hem p\u00e5 sena eftermiddagen. Kopplar stort sl\u00e4p till ny dragkrok i Ljusdal. Har fan i mig inte kopplat ett sl\u00e4p p\u00e5 trettio \u00e5r och m\u00e5ste ta hj\u00e4lp. Ovant. Men det l\u00f6ser sig. Hem kommer man ocks\u00e5. Men det skall nog g\u00e5 bra. I alla fall om man inte m\u00e5ste backa alltf\u00f6r mycket. Missade nog backningskursen redan d\u00e5 f\u00f6r trettio \u00e5r sedan. Men “learn by doing” heter det v\u00e4l (ibland) n\u00e4r inga andra val finns att h\u00e5lla sig fast i. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret efter att ha burit in lite pellets. Tr\u00f6tt men livet k\u00e4nns OK. \u00c5tminstone det har jag i mig. Ja och “\u00e5tminstone<\/em>” \u00e4r definitivt fel ord. F\u00f6r k\u00e4nslan av att vara n\u00f6jd med en helt vanlig ganska tr\u00e5kig dag i livet \u00e4r inte att underskatta. F\u00f6rn\u00f6jsamhet. Vackra grejer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag snart sl\u00e4nga mig i bingen. Upp \u00e4nnu tidigare imorgon. Man b\u00f6r leta sig lite s\u00f6mn innan. Att l\u00e4gga sig tidigt fungerar s\u00e4llan bra f\u00f6r mig. Men den h\u00e4r veckan har varit full av f\u00f6r lite sovande s\u00e5 utsikterna f\u00f6r s\u00f6mn synes ganska goda. \u00c5tminstone innan man betr\u00e4der den s\u00f6mniges v\u00e4g.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5, goder natt kamrater.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Upp i arla morgonstund. Fem. Halvpigg. Iv\u00e4g till Hudiksvall. Heldag i provinshuvudstaden. Men inget sjukhus denna dag. Ovanligt. Dragkrok. Montering. Ny. Beh\u00f6ver. Till fredag. \u00c4nnu tidigare uppstigande och iv\u00e4g. Hinner vandra runt det mesta av Hudiksvalls k\u00e4rna. Men staden \u00e4r lite sur idag liksom. Inte m\u00e5nga ler. Inte m\u00e5nga ser n\u00e5gon annan \u00e4n sig sj\u00e4lv. 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