{"id":49239,"date":"2025-03-04T20:54:17","date_gmt":"2025-03-04T19:54:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49239"},"modified":"2025-03-05T09:41:14","modified_gmt":"2025-03-05T08:41:14","slug":"lite-mah-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49239","title":{"rendered":"Lite m\u00e4h"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Lite d\u00f6ven idag. Inte sjukd\u00f6ven kanske. Men lite s\u00e5d\u00e4r fatique som man kan bli innan en f\u00f6rkylning bryter ut. Men f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker \u00e4nd\u00e5. F\u00e5r en del gjort. Faktiskt. Det \u00e4r droppen som urholkar stenen. Ja, det tror jag p\u00e5. Droppar p\u00e5. Timme efter timme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6ljer n\u00e5gra sm\u00e5 Svenska IT bolag. Det \u00e4r lite Dallas (eller \u00e4r det Trump) \u00f6ver alltsammans. \u00c4r glad att jag slipper finnas i den d\u00e4r v\u00e4rlden. F\u00f6r mycket intriger. F\u00f6r mycket maktspel. F\u00f6r mycket br\u00e5k. F\u00f6r m\u00e5nga uppsagda krediter. Tr\u00f6ttsamt men lite sp\u00e4nnande \u00e4nd\u00e5 att f\u00f6lja p\u00e5 avst\u00e5nd. Tyv\u00e4rr ser jag ingen framtid f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon enda av dem jag f\u00f6ljer p\u00e5 sikt trotts magnifika visioner. Jag s\u00e4ger bara USP. Jag s\u00e4ger bara lekfullhet. Ja och att g\u00f6ra jobbet som kr\u00e4vs s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min tretton millimeters sten i bokskottk\u00f6rtelkanalen g\u00f6r sig p\u00e5mind idag. Lite. Som om den vill s\u00e4ga att “h\u00e4r sitter jag<\/em>“, stor ungef\u00e4r en spelkula, “jag finns<\/em>“. Men n\u00e5gon tum\u00f6r det \u00e4r jag inte. Det finns alltid saker att gl\u00e4djas \u00e5t. Jag replikerar med ett “hej<\/em>” Men ignorerar vidare “konversation<\/em>“. D\u00f6r man inte av den s\u00e5 d\u00f6r man av annat. Ingen kan v\u00e4l mots\u00e4ga det. Det g\u00e5r att leva med den insikten s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lite sn\u00f6 p\u00e5 morgonen. Men inte mer \u00e4n att man kan fnysa lite \u00e5t den. Det beh\u00f6vs minst en decimeter f\u00f6r att locka bort de v\u00e5rk\u00e4nslor som b\u00f6rjat spira n\u00e5gonstans djupt d\u00e4r inuti. F\u00f6rv\u00e4ntar mig v\u00e4rre bakslag \u00e4n s\u00e5. Det brukar h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 s\u00e5 fram till slutet av april h\u00e4r uppe. Frontkrig mellan de kalla och de varma. De varma vinner till slut varje \u00e5r. Jod\u00e5!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ingen semla blev det idag. Det g\u00e5r att leva utan. Spar mig till l\u00f6rdag. \u00c4ter tv\u00e5 d\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet. Varf\u00f6r inte liksom. Har sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r att f\u00f6lja str\u00f6mmen och g\u00f6ra precis som alla andra. Vill g\u00e5 \u00e5t andra h\u00e5llet. Grinig gubbe som dansar motvals.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu har jag n\u00e5gra timmars kodande framf\u00f6r mig. Eller “lek<\/em>” d\u00e5 om man vill. Fast det finns i alla fall inga intriger i det h\u00e4r f\u00f6retaget. Inga krediter som kan s\u00e4gas upp heller. Men \u00e5 andra sidan inga vinster heller. Men roligt har “vi<\/em>“. Tro “vi<\/em>” i alla fall. Galenskapen. Bara. Troligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast just nu \u00e4r det enkelt att vara jag. En ny fas? Eller \u00f6verg\u00e5ende? Troligen. Men det visar sig…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Lite d\u00f6ven idag. Inte sjukd\u00f6ven kanske. Men lite s\u00e5d\u00e4r fatique som man kan bli innan en f\u00f6rkylning bryter ut. Men f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker \u00e4nd\u00e5. F\u00e5r en del gjort. Faktiskt. Det \u00e4r droppen som urholkar stenen. Ja, det tror jag p\u00e5. Droppar p\u00e5. Timme efter timme. F\u00f6ljer n\u00e5gra sm\u00e5 Svenska IT bolag. Det \u00e4r lite Dallas (eller \u00e4r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-49239","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":14144,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=14144","url_meta":{"origin":49239,"position":0},"title":"Bolagsverket SMS’ar och snart fjorton \u00e5r","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-07-23","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag har avsatt dagen \u00e5t bokf\u00f6ring och studio. 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