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Jag skulle och borde skriva manualer. De h\u00e4nger \u00f6ver mig. M\u00e5ste bli gjorda. “Klara<\/em>“. Men har fastnat i lite inb\u00e4ddat. Lite tr\u00e5dl\u00f6st. Inte helt vanligt h\u00e4r. Har liksom haft nog med det tr\u00e5dbundna. Men har l\u00e4ngtat s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge nu efter att grotta ner mig i just det h\u00e4r. Ja, s\u00e5 nu grottar jag ner mig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men f\u00e5r d\u00e5ligt samvete. Borde r\u00f6ra mig efter sp\u00e5ret. I en liten glimt av klarsyn under g\u00e5rdagen s\u00e5 inser jag att ingen bryr sig. Jag g\u00f6r precis som jag vill. N\u00e4r jag vill. Verkligen INGEN<\/strong> bryr sig. Men sen blev det dimmigt igen. Det d\u00e5liga samvetet \u00e5terkom. Man tror \u00e5ter att folk bryr sig. En sjukdom s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sl\u00e4pper en l\u00e5t idag. Tror jag. Mer \u00e4r det v\u00e4l inte med den saken. Blir inga releasefester. Inte ens en semla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ute mildv\u00e4der. G\u00e5r man ut p\u00e5 bron och undviker att passa sig s\u00e5 st\u00e5r man snart nere vid aff\u00e4ren d\u00e4r nere i byn. Kan vara bra n\u00e4r man skall handla och \u00e4nd\u00e5 skall dit men i alla andra l\u00e4gen g\u00e4ller det allts\u00e5 att passa sig. Jod\u00e5, halt uppf\u00f6r ocks\u00e5. Har man en g\u00e5ng halkat ner s\u00e5 kommer man inte upp igen. Man f\u00e5r stanna inne och “akta l\u00e5rbenshalsen<\/em>” helt enligt vad ens \u00e5lder beg\u00e4r av en.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e5 s\u00f6ndag \u00e4r det Vasalopp. T\u00e4nker inte \u00e5ka. Nej, inte n\u00e4sta \u00e5r heller. Men titta troligen. P\u00e5 TV. Om jag \u00e4r vaken. Det b\u00e4sta med det \u00e4r att man kan somna en stund mellan Everstberg och Mora. Sen heja lite vid m\u00e5lg\u00e5ngen. Tre kilometer eller s\u00e5. Lite lagom anstr\u00e4ngande s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Det viktiga med Vasaloppet h\u00e4r \u00e4r annars bara att d\u00e4r v\u00e4nder det liksom. Efter\u00e5t kan man till\u00e5ta sig lite v\u00e5rk\u00e4nslor. Ofta med betoning p\u00e5 “lite<\/em>“. Det tar sig inte riktigt f\u00f6rr\u00e4n efter p\u00e5sk egentligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men l\u00e4ser att helgens popul\u00e4ra skotertr\u00e4ff i byn st\u00e4lls in. Det \u00e4r inte vanligt. Los \u00e4r normalt sn\u00f6s\u00e4kert. Vet inte om jag har varit med om att det varit s\u00e5h\u00e4r lite sn\u00f6 under de trettiosju \u00e5r vi bott h\u00e4r. Men jag gillar s\u00e5klart. Att det \u00e4r lite sn\u00f6 allts\u00e5. En inst\u00e4lld skotertr\u00e4ff \u00e4r s\u00e5klart synd f\u00f6r alla entusiaster med motor mellan benen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bloggen ger ifr\u00e5n sig n\u00e5gon slags d\u00f6dsryckning ig\u00e5r. Toppar. Nu \u00e4r mina toppar mindre \u00e4n de flestas dalar och bottnar. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Liksom. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja. Tisdag. L\u00e5t oss g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got av den.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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