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Vilar. G\u00f6r inget annat. Sover. L\u00e4ser. Somnar. \u00c4ter. Ser p\u00e5 film. Somnar. Vilar. L\u00e4ser. Japp. Helg h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast n\u00e5gonstans d\u00e4r p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndagseftermiddagen s\u00e5 tar helgen slut. Man skall jobba igen. Ja och jag har inget emot det. Det g\u00e5r p\u00e5 ett ut. Njuter lika av b\u00e5de. Ja beh\u00f6ver b\u00e5da. Ladda. Urladda. De h\u00f6r ihop de d\u00e4r l\u00e4gena. Det fungerar inte bara med det ena. Enkelt!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen har jag abstinensen efter musik. Den samlas upp under helgen. Det blir inte s\u00e5 mycket musik d\u00e4r uppe i l\u00e4genheten. H\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 kontoret \u00e4r den st\u00e4ndigt p\u00e5. En del av mitt blodomlopp. Ett annat livsfl\u00f6de. F\u00f6rsta l\u00e5ten n\u00e4r man b\u00f6rjar sin vecka lyfter sj\u00e4len. Men samma d\u00e4r s\u00e5klart. Tystnad och ov\u00e4sen. Man beh\u00f6ver b\u00e5da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast vind fr\u00e5n norr idag. Drar rakt igenom huset och rakt igenom mig. Fryser. Hatar. L\u00e4ngtar efter sommar. F\u00e5r meddelande fr\u00e5n Tyskland under eftermiddagen med bild p\u00e5 blommande kullar. Fan! T\u00e4nker man. Helvete vad man l\u00e4ngtar dit. De d\u00e4r f\u00f6rsta f\u00f6rskr\u00e4mda sn\u00f6dropparna som brukar titta upp efter v\u00e4ggen mot pannrummet i b\u00f6rjan av april. De som st\u00e5r f\u00f6r hoppet. Droppandet fr\u00e5n taket. En sol som v\u00e4rmer om alldeles lite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men bara tv\u00e5 veckor kvar till Vasalopp. D\u00e4r v\u00e4nder det. D\u00e4r kommer hoppet p\u00e5 riktigt. Det och k\u00e5ta Talgoxars s\u00e5ng p\u00e5minner om b\u00e4ttre tider. Heja och hurra!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nog \u00e4r det s\u00e5 att jag inte \u00e4r skapad f\u00f6r det h\u00e4r klimatet. Jag borde ha bott i varmare trakter. M\u00e5nne blev jag r\u00f6vad hit av n\u00e5gon b\u00e4bisnappare. Gubben kommer att gilla krematorieugnen n\u00e4r den tiden \u00e4r inne. Den ultimata njutningen d\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 s\u00e4kert. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Funderar lite p\u00e5 pengar n\u00e4r jag ligger i soffan under helgen. Hur man kan vara n\u00f6jd \u00f6ver tillvaron man lever. Tiotusen extra \u00e4r en f\u00f6rm\u00f6genhet f\u00f6r mig. Mer beh\u00f6ver jag liksom inte f\u00f6r att k\u00e4nna att jag har ALLT<\/strong>. Inte beh\u00f6ver mer. Men t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 kamrater och bekanta som kan plocka fram tv\u00e5, tre, tio miljoner om de f\u00e5r n\u00e5gra dagar p\u00e5 sig. Ja utan att s\u00e4lja n\u00e5got. De finns d\u00e4r nollorna. Som rediga kulor. Riktiga pengar. Ja och kanske \u00e4r de h\u00e4r kamraterna n\u00e5gra pariteter lyckligare \u00e4n vad jag \u00e4r. Hur skall jag kunna veta det? Men de har ungef\u00e4r samma sjukdomar som mig. Samma \u00e5lderskr\u00e4mpor. Samma problem. Och n\u00e4r vi ligger d\u00e4r i ugnen s\u00e5 har ingen n\u00e5gra av st\u00e5larna med oss, ja och har vi det s\u00e5 brinner de upp med v\u00e5r v\u00e4rldsliga lekamen i den heta ugnen \u00e4nd\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r ju det d\u00e4r med vad man skulle g\u00f6ra med “m\u00e5nga pengar<\/em>” om man hade. Ja det \u00e4r ju det h\u00e4r jag g\u00f6r. Det h\u00e4r jag vill g\u00f6ra. Ja, jag vet, det blir inte mer f\u00e5nigt \u00e4n s\u00e5. Och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker man f\u00f6rklara det f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon s\u00e5 tror de \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte p\u00e5 en. Undanflykter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag har dokumentation att skriva. Kan inte sitta h\u00e4r och skriva ord till ingen nytta alls. Ja, jo, det g\u00e4ller v\u00e4l dokumentationen ocks\u00e5. Allt jag g\u00f6r \u00e4r nu \u00e4nd\u00e5 Buddhistisk sandkonst. Att k\u00e4nna sig n\u00f6jd \u00f6ver det min enda framg\u00e5ng och merit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Vilar. G\u00f6r inget annat. Sover. L\u00e4ser. Somnar. \u00c4ter. Ser p\u00e5 film. Somnar. Vilar. L\u00e4ser. Japp. Helg h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Fast n\u00e5gonstans d\u00e4r p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndagseftermiddagen s\u00e5 tar helgen slut. Man skall jobba igen. Ja och jag har inget emot det. Det g\u00e5r p\u00e5 ett ut. Njuter lika av b\u00e5de. Ja beh\u00f6ver b\u00e5da. Ladda. Urladda. 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