{"id":49061,"date":"2025-01-28T21:55:35","date_gmt":"2025-01-28T20:55:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49061"},"modified":"2025-01-28T21:55:35","modified_gmt":"2025-01-28T20:55:35","slug":"oj-21","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49061","title":{"rendered":"OJ!"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Tydligen hade ocks\u00e5 jag en hj\u00e4rna d\u00e4r inne i huvudet jag med. Man d\u00e5nar liksom. Det trodde man ju inte. Dessutom s\u00e5g allt tydligen bra ut dessutom. “normalt<\/em>” – vad s\u00e4gs om det? Va!!!<\/strong> Ingen skulle ha satsat en tia p\u00e5 det innan den senaste magnetkameraunders\u00f6kningen. S\u00e5 ingen tum\u00f6r allts\u00e5. Gud var inte p\u00e5 skojhum\u00f6r denna g\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars kretsar d\u00f6den omkring mig som en flock stora svarta kraxande f\u00e5glar just nu. I boken jag l\u00e4ser d\u00f6r mamman i familjen en vanlig morgon av en stroke. Faller ihop bara. Sjuttio bast. Blir nedgr\u00e4vd i tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rden. Inte s\u00e5 mycket \u00e4ldre \u00e4n man sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r. Dessv\u00e4rre d\u00f6r ocks\u00e5 andra, l\u00e4ser jag i “tidningen<\/em>“, som \u00e4r i samma \u00e5lder eller d\u00e4romkring. Det \u00e4r liksom allvar nu. Ja och mer och mer br\u00e5ttom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast skulle man g\u00e5 omkring och t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 d\u00f6den och sjukdomar hela dagarna s\u00e5 blev det s\u00e5klart inte mycket gjort. S\u00e5 det g\u00f6r man inte. Man m\u00f6ter liemannen n\u00e4r det \u00e4r dags och man hoppas att det g\u00e5r snabbt och g\u00e4rna \u00e4r sm\u00e4rtfritt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Att falla ihop nu skulle inte passa riktigt. K\u00e4nns som det \u00e4r en hel del kvar att g\u00f6ra. Saker man vill g\u00f6ra. Fast s\u00e5 kanske det \u00e4r f\u00f6r alla och alltid. Men kanske spelar det inte s\u00e5 stor roll om man anv\u00e4nder kv\u00e4llarna till Paradise Hotell eller Facebook \u00e4nd\u00e5. T\u00e4nker man… Som om kodandet skulle vara b\u00e4ttre…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja, vi vandrar vidare ett tag. Timmar, dagar eller \u00e5r. Men glad \u00f6ver att ha f\u00e5tt papper p\u00e5 att ha hj\u00e4rna. B\u00e4ttre \u00e4n vilken examen som helst s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Tydligen hade ocks\u00e5 jag en hj\u00e4rna d\u00e4r inne i huvudet jag med. Man d\u00e5nar liksom. Det trodde man ju inte. Dessutom s\u00e5g allt tydligen bra ut dessutom. “normalt” – vad s\u00e4gs om det? Va!!! Ingen skulle ha satsat en tia p\u00e5 det innan den senaste magnetkameraunders\u00f6kningen. S\u00e5 ingen tum\u00f6r allts\u00e5. Gud var inte p\u00e5 skojhum\u00f6r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-49061","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":3258,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=3258","url_meta":{"origin":49061,"position":0},"title":"S\u00e5 jag st\u00e5r d\u00e4r.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-02-21","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag best\u00e4mmer mig f\u00f6r att skippa l\u00e5tsasjobbet f\u00f6r kv\u00e4llen. 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