{"id":49055,"date":"2025-01-25T17:28:49","date_gmt":"2025-01-25T16:28:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49055"},"modified":"2025-01-25T17:28:49","modified_gmt":"2025-01-25T16:28:49","slug":"lordag-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49055","title":{"rendered":"L\u00f6rdag"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Jag somnar in djup p\u00e5 soffan h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. Vaknar fram\u00e5t eftermiddagen. Vi \u00e4ter rester fr\u00e5n fredagen. Lite av en tradition det med, liksom soffan. Kaffe p\u00e5 det och en syltmunk inhandlar i Hudiksvall under den sista turen (ja otur kan turen \u00e4nnu inte kallas).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pellets skall in. Veckovis \u00e5terkommande det med. “Tradition”? Ja \u00e5tminstone p\u00e5 vintern. K \u00e4r b\u00e4rhj\u00e4lp idag s\u00e5 det g\u00e5r gesvint. Lite skottande sen \u00e4r klockan fem och man har liksom avverkat den l\u00f6rdagen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Herr Ljungstr\u00f6m \u00e4r i tidningen<\/a>. Det gl\u00e4djer mig oerh\u00f6rt. Han \u00e4r v\u00e4rd en hel del mer uppm\u00e4rksamhet \u00e4n han f\u00e5tt. Bra. F\u00f6rhoppningsvis l\u00e4ser folket p\u00e5 Radio G\u00e4vleborg P4 artikeln ocks\u00e5 och kommer till insikt. Men navelsk\u00e5dandet i regionshuvudstaden har sv\u00e5rforcerade hinder som ligger d\u00e4r och t\u00e4cker \u00f6ron och \u00f6gon. Oproffsighet som maskeras som just proffsighet \u00e4r som en falsk ton i en annars samst\u00e4md orkester.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men n\u00e4r det g\u00e4ller Ljungstr\u00f6m s\u00e5 sitter han v\u00e4l d\u00e4r uppm\u00e5lad p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon v\u00e4gg han med (som andra lokala storheter) endera dan. Fast m\u00e5ste v\u00e4l d\u00f6 f\u00f6rst. Och det f\u00e5r vi ju hoppas dr\u00f6jer ett tag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4r jag t\u00e4nker efter s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man v\u00e4l g\u00f6ra som man vill p\u00e5 P4 ocks\u00e5. Jag skall v\u00e4l inte ha n\u00e5gra tankar om det. Vet inte ett skit om s\u00e5dant. Men \u00e5ngradion, det \u00e4r dom. Ja och allt av v\u00e4rde som h\u00e4nt inom musikv\u00e4rlden har man missat och hoppat p\u00e5 sist av alla. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara. S\u00e5 skall det tydligen ocks\u00e5 vara. Ja och det \u00e4r v\u00e4l OK. T\u00e4nk sj\u00e4lv kamrater g\u00e4ller som vanligt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4sta vecka skall jag ta mig en studiohelg. G\u00f6ra “musik<\/em>“. G\u00f6ra mitt. Allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r iof s\u00e5dant som g\u00e5r v\u00e4rlden sp\u00e5rl\u00f6st f\u00f6rbi. Jag har inget behov av att synas eller hejas p\u00e5 i det d\u00e4r. Gl\u00e4djen av de timmar jag kan \u00e4gna \u00e5t att sitta d\u00e4r \u00e4r min bel\u00f6ning. F\u00f6r just d\u00e4r h\u00e4nder n\u00e5got med mig. Hade jag varit religi\u00f6s hade jag nog babblat om den helige ande och annat. Men n\u00e5got liknande \u00e4r det ju. Jag uppfylls av n\u00e5got d\u00e4r och min “musik<\/em>” \u00e4r v\u00e4l mer n\u00e5got som jag \u00e4r ett verktyg i f\u00f6r “n\u00e5got annat<\/em>“. Den eller det som valt mig som verktyg f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r borde s\u00e5klart valt n\u00e5gon coolare och ballare, en son eller dotter till en k\u00e4ndis kanske, s\u00e5 hade det s\u00e4kert blivit “andra bullar av<\/em>“. Nu blir det s\u00e5klart inte det. Men det \u00e4r inte jag som valt. Jag g\u00f6r bara s\u00e5 gott jag kan. Ja och \u00e4nnu har ingen av “de styrande<\/em>” klagat. \u00c4ven om det \u00e4r hoper av lyssnande som s\u00e5klart g\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast skulle man s\u00e4ga “NEJ<\/em><\/strong>” till en hit d\u00e5? Nope, s\u00e5klart inte. Men skulle man vilja f\u00f6lja upp en hit? Nope, det skulle man inte. \u00d6nskar mig inte det livet. Har det utm\u00e4rkt som det \u00e4r idag. Ja och d\u00e4ri finns den viktigaste insikten. \u00c4r man n\u00f6jd som det \u00e4r? Ja eller nej.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ja<\/em>“<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag duscha av mig pelletsb\u00e4randet. Sen skall jag ta mig en fyra av den fina whisky jag fick av sonen i julklapp. Sen blir det v\u00e4l inte s\u00e5 mycket mer idag. D\u00e5ligt och ett tr\u00e5kigt liv? Ja det tycker s\u00e4kert m\u00e5nga. Fast det r\u00e4cker \u00e5t mig. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5h\u00e4r jag vill ha det.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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