{"id":48826,"date":"2024-12-15T18:29:05","date_gmt":"2024-12-15T17:29:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=48826"},"modified":"2024-12-15T18:29:05","modified_gmt":"2024-12-15T17:29:05","slug":"soderut-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=48826","title":{"rendered":"S\u00f6derut"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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L\u00f6rdag morgon. Klockan \u00e4r halv fem. Vi skall s\u00f6derut. Jag borde ha vaknat av klockan men har legat och funderat \u00f6ver v\u00e4rlden sedan tv\u00e5. Men det f\u00e5 g\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sex timmar i bil s\u00f6derut. Vid Noppikoski kommer det underkylda regnet. Skiter i det. K\u00f6r p\u00e5. Bort\u00e5t Borl\u00e4nge lugnar det sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

OK i Fagersta har blivit ett vattenh\u00e5l. En Cappuccino grande f\u00f6r mig. En liten till K. En bulle. En godisp\u00e5se, sen orkar man resten av v\u00e4gen ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Har man tur kommer man fram. Det har vi. Vinterkollar huset som bara st\u00e5r d\u00e4r. Bes\u00f6ker den glade men gl\u00f6mske. Tar en cappuccino till i stan. Alla m\u00e4nniskor… Jag \u00e4lskar m\u00e4nniskorna, alla varianter som finns, de som \u00e4r gladare och \u00f6ppnare \u00e4n de \u00e4r h\u00e4r. Mer surmulet i Los. Det surmulna t\u00e4r p\u00e5 mitt sinne. Blir injecerad med lite livsgl\u00e4dje h\u00e4r, det ger mig kraft. \u00c4r det n\u00e5got f\u00f6rrutom socker jag knarkar p\u00e5 s\u00e5 \u00e4r det livsgl\u00e4djen hos andra. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Den glade men gl\u00f6mske njuter av det enkla precis som jag g\u00f6r. Att se annat. Att f\u00e4rdas n\u00e5gon annanstans. M\u00e4nniskorna. Myllret. Ljusen. Grejerna i en aff\u00e4r fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr. Skratten. Fast det aldrig \u00e4r riktigt tydligt tror jag att det d\u00e4r lilla letar sig in. Till synes gl\u00f6mt en halvtimme senare men endorfiner som b\u00e4r p\u00e5 godhet i blodet klingar av l\u00e5ngsammare \u00e4n s\u00e5. En k\u00e4nsla kan leva dagar fast minnet inte l\u00e4ngre g\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vid pass sjutton hemm\u00e5t igen. Pizza i Fagersta, den st\u00f6rsta p\u00e5 l\u00e4nge, raaaap, vi har inte hunnit med att \u00e4ta under dan. Pizzerian \u00e4r liten. De som jobbar d\u00e4r \u00e4r upprymda. Gissar att de \u00e4r Syrier. Segrare. Befriade. Glada. Pratar h\u00f6gljutt p\u00e5 stolta arabers vis. Jag gl\u00e4ds med dem och hoppas p\u00e5 det b\u00e4sta. M\u00e5 m\u00f6rdarna f\u00e5 sina r\u00e4ttm\u00e4tiga straff ocks\u00e5 i det jordliga. Bes\u00e4tt tribunalerna. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tack och bock. In p\u00e5 ICA i n\u00e4rheten och handla dricka, Cola, sen vidare. Hemma kvart i ett. Det har blivit s\u00f6ndag. \u00c4nnu en dag. K sover n\u00e4r jag en minut senare stupar i s\u00e4ng. Jag m\u00e5ste l\u00e4sa en stund f\u00f6r att lura bort alla bilder av r\u00e5djur \u00f6ver v\u00e4gen. Fem stycken idag vid olika miltal. N\u00e4ra kollision vi tre tillf\u00e4llen. Tv\u00e4rbromstest varje g\u00e5ng. Varf\u00f6r s\u00e5 mycket djurr\u00f6relser den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tr\u00f6tt idag allts\u00e5. Men \u00e4ntligen nere p\u00e5 kontoret. H\u00e4r finns att g\u00f6ra. \u00c4lskar det och det \u00e4r lite (l\u00e4s MYCKET) “hej macken<\/em>” med att komma ner hit. N\u00e5gra dagar till d\u00e4r det \u00e4r till\u00e5tet att finnas h\u00e4r. Man passar p\u00e5. Innan det lackar mot jul p\u00e5 riktigt. Men gillar ju jul ocks\u00e5. Borde bli jultomte. Ja, har v\u00e4l varit. Men aldrig i st\u00f6rre skala. Fast har inte r\u00e4tt sk\u00e4ggv\u00e4xt. Eller gr\u00e5het i h\u00e5rstr\u00e5n f\u00f6r den delen. F\u00e5r st\u00e5 p\u00e5 tillv\u00e4xt. Har ju magen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu allts\u00e5 jobba. Har jag ber\u00e4ttat att jag \u00e4lskar att “jobba<\/em>“.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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L\u00f6rdag morgon. Klockan \u00e4r halv fem. Vi skall s\u00f6derut. Jag borde ha vaknat av klockan men har legat och funderat \u00f6ver v\u00e4rlden sedan tv\u00e5. Men det f\u00e5 g\u00e5. Sex timmar i bil s\u00f6derut. Vid Noppikoski kommer det underkylda regnet. Skiter i det. K\u00f6r p\u00e5. Bort\u00e5t Borl\u00e4nge lugnar det sig. 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