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Hemma fr\u00e5n Hudiksvall. Jo sjukhus. Hmmm… Fast m\u00e4nniskor. Jag gillar m\u00e4nniskor. F\u00e5r prata lite. Lyssna mycket. H\u00f6ra mig f\u00f6r om m\u00e4nniskors passioner. Jag lever n\u00e4mligen p\u00e5 m\u00e4nniskors passioner, d\u00e4r \u00e4r jag som en v\u00e4rsta Dracula, lyssnar noga p\u00e5 det som folk \u00e4lskar att g\u00f6ra mest av allt, ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att suga deras blod. Lyfts upp till glada himlar av att h\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r. N\u00e5got ABC s\u00e4kert.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Blir f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad. Inte v\u00e4nsterr\u00f6ra f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad. Mitt Marshall\u00f6ra \u00e4r definitivt under de bra v\u00e4rdena. Fast \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte s\u00e5 mycket v\u00e4rre \u00e4n hos andra \u00e5ldringar (!). Det andra \u00f6rat \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n genomsnittet. Man gapar. De som k\u00e4nt mig under ungdoms\u00e5ren med Marshallstackar bakom mig p\u00e5 h\u00f6gsta m\u00f6jliga volym och ofta med \u00f6rat t\u00e4tt intill stacken borde gapa de med. H\u00e5rdrock \u00e4r tydligen inte s\u00e5 farligt \u00e4nd\u00e5 f\u00f6r \u00f6ronen. Det \u00e4r den softa skiten som d\u00f6dar troligen. K\u00e4nner inte en dansbandsmusiker i min \u00e5lder som inte har h\u00f6rapparat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast s\u00e5klart blev det mer sjukhus fram\u00f6ver som om det inte r\u00e4cker som det \u00e4r. Magnetkamera igen. Huvudet. Det \u00e4r antagligen nu det skall avsl\u00f6jas hur tomt det \u00e4r d\u00e4r inne. Jag b\u00e4var. Det stora avsl\u00f6jandet \u00e4r n\u00e4ra. Tur att det \u00e4r v\u00e4ntetider s\u00e5 att man fortfarande kan g\u00e5 omkring och tro att man ibland lyckas \u00e5stadkomma en unik tanke.
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K\u00f6per kaffe (Cappuccino) p\u00e5 OK efter sjukhuset. Kostar p\u00e5 mig tv\u00e5 bullar. K\u00e4nner mig s\u00e5 mager. Hmmmm… F\u00f6rbannat god cappe d\u00e4r p\u00e5 OK. Starbucks. Hur nu en Amerikansk kedja kan f\u00e5 till en kopp kaffe som inte smakar skit. Men finns intet att klaga p\u00e5 den Grande jag k\u00f6per.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hemma nu allts\u00e5. Man f\u00e5r icke misstr\u00f6sta. Det h\u00e4nder skit i v\u00e4rlden och skit i livet. Men goda saker ocks\u00e5. I det lilla h\u00e4nder enorma m\u00e4ngder goda h\u00e4rliga sk\u00f6na saker. F\u00f6r alla. Ja i alla fall om man vill se. Vill ta till sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag koda n\u00e5gra rader. L\u00f6da lite ocks\u00e5. Min passion. \u00c4lskar att leva.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hemma fr\u00e5n Hudiksvall. Jo sjukhus. Hmmm… Fast m\u00e4nniskor. Jag gillar m\u00e4nniskor. F\u00e5r prata lite. Lyssna mycket. H\u00f6ra mig f\u00f6r om m\u00e4nniskors passioner. Jag lever n\u00e4mligen p\u00e5 m\u00e4nniskors passioner, d\u00e4r \u00e4r jag som en v\u00e4rsta Dracula, lyssnar noga p\u00e5 det som folk \u00e4lskar att g\u00f6ra mest av allt, ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att suga deras blod. 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