{"id":48576,"date":"2024-10-16T22:23:07","date_gmt":"2024-10-16T21:23:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=48576"},"modified":"2024-10-16T22:23:07","modified_gmt":"2024-10-16T21:23:07","slug":"ny-dag-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=48576","title":{"rendered":"Ny dag"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Musiken \u00e4r avst\u00e4ngd. Ute h\u00e4rskar m\u00f6rkret och kometen. Eller kometen har visst g\u00e5tt och lagt sig den med. Gav upp redan vid nio. Eller mer troligare var det jordklotet som rullade p\u00e5. Perspektiv som f\u00f6r\u00e4ndras fast allt egentligen finns kvar d\u00e4r ute. Kometen med allts\u00e5. Det \u00e4r bara andra som ser den. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4r och nu \u00e4r den min tur att ge upp. I alla fall f\u00f6r idag. Man hoppas p\u00e5 en morgondag. De som kommit en efter en och som man tagit s\u00e5d\u00e4r f\u00f6r givna. De man kanske inte skall ta f\u00f6r givna l\u00e4ngre. Fast om sanningen skall fram har jag inte gjort det p\u00e5 femtio \u00e5r. Blivit glad och lite \u00f6verraskad varje morgon n\u00e4r jag slagit upp \u00f6gonen och f\u00e5tt en dag till. Det d\u00e4r, det som pockat p\u00e5, gottat sig i mer tid, fast det ibland funnits dagar man egentligen inte velat vakna till. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast torsdag imorgon. Det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 mycket vecka kvar. Man borde antagligen bli stressad. Men en stressad pension\u00e4r \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 en lika ovanlig som patetisk varelse. S\u00e5 jag l\u00e5ter bli. Patetisk \u00e4r jag nog \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5 det r\u00e4cker. Hela v\u00e4gen fr\u00e5n sista person vald i grundskolans idrottslagsuttagningar, till H\u00e4lsinglands minst spelade “artist”. N\u00e5ja n\u00e4stan. Man \u00e4r en kl\u00e5pare hela v\u00e4gen allts\u00e5. Kanske sj\u00e4lva definitionen p\u00e5 en. Kan man tycka det \u00e4r gott att leva \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja det \u00e4r bara titta p\u00e5 de som var de som blev f\u00f6rst utvalda grundskolans idrottslagsuttagningar, inte fan \u00e4r de s\u00e5 coola idag. I alla fall inte mer \u00e4n n\u00e5gon annan. Kanske mindre. Ja och “musiken”… Den gl\u00e4djer \u00e4nd\u00e5 ju. Visst \u00e4r det v\u00e4l s\u00e5. Eller \u00e4r det bara sen simpel urs\u00e4kt av en LOSer. Ja kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det mesta spelar ingen roll. K\u00e4nner man passionerat f\u00f6r n\u00e5got och f\u00f6ljer den v\u00e4gen s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det \u00e4nd\u00e5 r\u00e4tt gott att leva de levandes liv. Det f\u00f6rstod jag tidigt. Alltid n\u00e5got liksom<\/strong>. T\u00e4nker jag…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Musiken \u00e4r avst\u00e4ngd. Ute h\u00e4rskar m\u00f6rkret och kometen. Eller kometen har visst g\u00e5tt och lagt sig den med. Gav upp redan vid nio. Eller mer troligare var det jordklotet som rullade p\u00e5. Perspektiv som f\u00f6r\u00e4ndras fast allt egentligen finns kvar d\u00e4r ute. Kometen med allts\u00e5. Det \u00e4r bara andra som ser den. 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