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Ett r\u00f6jarlag g\u00e5r fram \u00f6ver kullen och det brummar s\u00e5 att man tror man befinner sig p\u00e5 en racerbana. Men det blir s\u00e4kert bra till slut. St\u00e5r ut n\u00e5gon dag med s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r utan problem. V\u00e4ltajmat \u00e4r det dessutom f\u00f6r idag blir det inga inspelningar h\u00e4r i lokalerna. Fast kanske hade det bara tillf\u00f6rt ljuvligheter till min “musik<\/em>” n\u00e4r man t\u00e4nker efter. S\u00e5dant vet man ingenting alls om<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5ker till F\u00e4rila p\u00e5 morgonen. V\u00e4nder d\u00e4r och \u00e5ker hem igen. Tyngre tillbaks \u00e4n dit. Inser n\u00e4r jag \u00e5ker d\u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen att man m\u00e5ste v\u00e4l klassa sig sj\u00e4lv som “lycklig<\/em>” \u00e4nd\u00e5. Just nu inga problem som \u00e4r tydliga. Nejd\u00e5, jag inser att en levandes framtid kommer med problem ocks\u00e5. Det h\u00f6r till. Men varje dag utan, ja man b\u00f6r k\u00e4nna tacksamhet f\u00f6r s\u00e5dana dagar. Allts\u00e5 sitter jag d\u00e4r i bilen och njuter lite av tillvaron. Att man inte har s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga m\u00e5sten som knackar en p\u00e5 axeln hj\u00e4lper ju det ocks\u00e5. Pension\u00e4r ni vet… Man g\u00f6r vad man vill och g\u00f6r det n\u00e4r man vill.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r med en mugg kaffe i n\u00e4ven – ocks\u00e5 det en ynnest – och g\u00f6r mig redo att angripa den d\u00e4r “att g\u00f6ra<\/em>” listan. K\u00e4nner ett visst motst\u00e5nd d\u00e4r faktiskt. Vet ju att s\u00e4tter man ig\u00e5ng s\u00e5 drar det ig\u00e5ng hela alltet. Sen sitter man d\u00e4r och vill mer, och mer och mer och mer. En f\u00f6rsta injektion av programmering \u00e4r f\u00f6r\u00f6dande p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r viset. Efter den vill man bara ha mer och mer och mer av den d\u00e4r probleml\u00f6sningen och skapandet. Men en annan del av en lycklig tillvaro det d\u00e4r s\u00e5klart. Man \u00e4r bortsk\u00e4md med m\u00e5nga segment som g\u00f6r en lycklig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast egentligen skulle man v\u00e4l vilja ge sig ut och resa. Helst l\u00e5ngt bort och helst utan m\u00e5l och slutdatum. Men sitter kopplad till hundkojan och linan r\u00e4cker som l\u00e4ngst till Hudiksvall. Men lever man s\u00e5 kan det bli \u00e4ndring p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. Kanske. Lever man inte, allts\u00e5 som d\u00f6d, antar jag att man kan resa fritt och hur och vart man vill. Eller i totalt m\u00f6rker, det stora “om<\/em>“, ja d\u00e5 spelar inget av det d\u00e4r n\u00e5gon roll s\u00e5klart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Just nu har “musiken” liksom poppat upp och blivit viktigare. Det d\u00e4r yttre spelar inte s\u00e5 stor roll h\u00e4r och nu som det kan g\u00f6ra ibland. Mina tjugofyra lyssnare \u00e4r s\u00e5klart inget att s\u00e4tta mot Bolln\u00e4sgrabben Anton’s<\/a> miljoner lyssnare. Men just nu s\u00e5 spelar det liksom ingen roll. Integritet k\u00e4nns viktigare. Att g\u00f6ra saker som man vill och g\u00f6ra det man vill. Sen vet jag s\u00e5klart att den d\u00e4r ambitionerna\/avundsjukan tassar in ibland \u00e4nd\u00e5 och man vill ha framg\u00e5ngar och ber\u00f6m. Men allts\u00e5 inte just nu. Man f\u00e5r vara glad f\u00f6r det. Ja och hoppas att det kan sitta i och h\u00e5la i sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salut p\u00e5 det!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ett r\u00f6jarlag g\u00e5r fram \u00f6ver kullen och det brummar s\u00e5 att man tror man befinner sig p\u00e5 en racerbana. Men det blir s\u00e4kert bra till slut. St\u00e5r ut n\u00e5gon dag med s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r utan problem. V\u00e4ltajmat \u00e4r det dessutom f\u00f6r idag blir det inga inspelningar h\u00e4r i lokalerna. 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