{"id":48147,"date":"2024-07-30T22:18:46","date_gmt":"2024-07-30T21:18:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=48147"},"modified":"2024-07-30T22:18:46","modified_gmt":"2024-07-30T21:18:46","slug":"lite-mah","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=48147","title":{"rendered":"Lite m\u00e4h!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Ja tisdagar \u00e4r dagar det ocks\u00e5. Det k\u00e4nns s\u00e5. Ofta. Idag med. Ja och jag f\u00e5r en del gjort till och med. F\u00f6rv\u00e5nad sj\u00e4lv faktiskt. Mycket! Redan liksom.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men stadig f\u00f6rb\u00e4ttring av koncentrationen och viljan att \u00e5stadkomma n\u00e5got sedan s\u00f6ndagen d\u00e5 den sista resan b\u00f6rjade detekterats h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret av k\u00e4nsliga sensorer. N\u00e5ja, f\u00f6rhoppningsvis inte sista. N\u00e4st sista kanske… Eller en resa d\u00e4r p\u00e5 slutet. Eller n\u00e5tt. Hur som helst k\u00e4nns det bra att f\u00e5 vara med. S\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man f\u00e5r. Tar ett \u00e5r i taget. \u00c5r som b\u00f6rjar med augusti. Sitter fast i skol och projekt\u00e5rst\u00e4nk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ute i v\u00e4rlden \u00e4r folk osams. Ofta \u00f6ver ingenting. Sl\u00e5r man inte varandra p\u00e5 k\u00e4ften s\u00e5 d\u00f6dar man varandra. Hur l\u00e4nge skall vi l\u00e5ta idioterna h\u00e5lla p\u00e5? De d\u00e4r som f\u00f6rst\u00f6r \u00e4r s\u00e5 f\u00e5 egentligen. Tyv\u00e4rr \u00e4r f\u00f6ljarna j\u00e4vligt m\u00e5nga. S\u00e5 m\u00e5nga att det egentligen \u00e4r dom som \u00e4r sj\u00e4lva problemet. Vad \u00e4r en mobbare eller en diktator utan n\u00e5gon som f\u00f6ljer hen? Eller folk som s\u00e4ger ifr\u00e5n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00e4gger bud p\u00e5 en Stratocaster p\u00e5 Tradera. Men missat den. S\u00e5klart. N\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng kanske… Eller troligare aldrig. L\u00e5g budget. L\u00e5ga bud. Var lite v\u00e4l spontan n\u00e4r jag budade p\u00e5 den h\u00e4r ocks\u00e5 skall erk\u00e4nnas. Borde inte buda alls. Gjorde samma sak f\u00f6r en vecka sedan. En annan Stratta. En annan s\u00e4ljsajt. En annan stad. Fick inte den heller. Undrar egentligen mycket \u00f6ver om jag beh\u00f6ver en. Men s\u00e5g en annons p\u00e5 en benvit och blev sjukt sugen. Precis som den jag \u00e4gde en g\u00e5ng. Oj. Inte ofta jag drabbas av “vill ha<\/strong><\/em>” n\u00e4r det g\u00e4ller grejer. Men h\u00e4r blev det s\u00e5. Dumt s\u00e5klart. Jag har varken behov, har r\u00e5d eller kan spela. S\u00e5 vad skall jag med en till gitarr till. S\u00e5 lika bra att det inte blev n\u00e5gon. S\u00e5klart. Vad \u00e4r en bal p\u00e5 slottet… F\u00f6r att inte tala om hur sura r\u00f6nnb\u00e4r \u00e4r. Liksom<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det har allts\u00e5 blivit lite jobba idag. S\u00e5 sk\u00f6nt. Fast node.js och det h\u00e4nder inte j\u00e4tteofta att jag kodar i node.js eller Python. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r blir startstr\u00e4ckorna ocks\u00e5 ganska l\u00e5nga. Ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r man “bara<\/em>” skall fixa n\u00e5gra sm\u00e5grejer. Men n\u00e4r startstr\u00e4ckan \u00e4r avklarad s\u00e5 brukar det fungera ganska sm\u00e4rtfritt \u00e4nd\u00e5. Som idag. Turligt nog. Man borde v\u00e4l tacka n\u00e5gon h\u00f6gre makt f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon skall de bli programmerarv\u00e4der. Ocks\u00e5 saker att tacka f\u00f6r. Fast egentligen skulle man v\u00e4l vilja ha mer sol och v\u00e4rme. Som idag. Ja till och med s\u00e5 varmt s\u00e5 att man fick ligga d\u00e4r och svettas i s\u00e4ngen om natten och inte kunna sova. Fick sv\u00e4ra lite \u00f6ver HETT. N\u00e5ja, \u00e5tminstone f\u00e5 g\u00f6ra det i en vecka. Ja s\u00e5d\u00e4r s\u00e5 man f\u00e5r leta fram fl\u00e4kten jag byggde sommaren 94. Det hade varit om\u00f6jligt att jobba utan den. Tror den \u00e4r kvar n\u00e5gonstans. \u00c5terbruk fr\u00e5n en NCR stordator som anv\u00e4ndes av Oscaria, en skokedja som fanns f\u00f6rr. Men startar nog inte letandet \u00e4nnu. Set verkligen inte ut som den beh\u00f6vs i \u00e5r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Massor med \u00e4pplen ser det i alla fall ut att bli. Massor av k\u00f6rsb\u00e4r ordnade den gamla damen. F\u00e5glarna plockade \u00e5t sig de flesta. Men n\u00e5gra s\u00f6ta och solvarma slank in i min mun ocks\u00e5. Mmmmmmm… Fantastiska \u00e4r dom. Vi har ocks\u00e5 en yngre dam. Ett \u00e5r. Fick ocks\u00e5 en del. Men surare. F\u00e5r s\u00f6ta till sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag ge mig snart. G\u00e5 upp och l\u00e4sa n\u00e5gra kapitel i min bok. Lyx det ocks\u00e5. Man \u00e4r bortsk\u00e4md och inte ens fattig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ja tisdagar \u00e4r dagar det ocks\u00e5. Det k\u00e4nns s\u00e5. Ofta. Idag med. Ja och jag f\u00e5r en del gjort till och med. F\u00f6rv\u00e5nad sj\u00e4lv faktiskt. Mycket! Redan liksom. Men stadig f\u00f6rb\u00e4ttring av koncentrationen och viljan att \u00e5stadkomma n\u00e5got sedan s\u00f6ndagen d\u00e5 den sista resan b\u00f6rjade detekterats h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret av k\u00e4nsliga sensorer. 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