{"id":47957,"date":"2024-06-18T20:07:43","date_gmt":"2024-06-18T19:07:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=47957"},"modified":"2024-06-18T20:07:43","modified_gmt":"2024-06-18T19:07:43","slug":"konstigheter","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=47957","title":{"rendered":"Konstigheter"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Kv\u00e4llspass. \u00c4nd\u00e5 r\u00e4knas v\u00e4l inte de timmar jag g\u00f6r h\u00e4r efter \u00e5tta. Inte de f\u00f6re heller s\u00e5klart f\u00f6r den delen. Man \u00e4r ju pension\u00e4r. Har inget riktigt jobb. Har v\u00e4l aldrig haft ett riktigt jobb, ja faktiskt inte ens n\u00e4r man hade det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men tr\u00f6tt blir man \u00e4nd\u00e5. Konstigt \u00e4r det n\u00e4r man t\u00e4nker n\u00e4rmare p\u00e5 det. Rent av en paradox.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast som om det nu skulle spela n\u00e5gon roll att saker spelar n\u00e5gon roll. Hmmm… rundbevisning? Oj! Skitsamma. Av fem tusen kommentarer \u00e4r en uppmuntrande. Det g\u00e4ller att filtrera, sorter och sl\u00e4nga i papperskorgen. Orka \u00e4nd\u00e5. Speciellt om de flesta positiva kommentarer g\u00e5r ut p\u00e5 att ge upp. “Varf\u00f6r h\u00e5lla p\u00e5<\/em>” har h\u00f6rts n\u00e5gra g\u00e5nger. V\u00e4lmenta d\u00f6dsskott. Skott man f\u00e5r ta som en man\/kvinna\/hen. Det \u00e4r till\u00e5tet att sjunka ner halvv\u00e4gs ner p\u00e5 kn\u00e4 efter sm\u00e4llen sen f\u00e5r man f\u00f6r i helvete resa sig igen. S\u00e5klart. Hur skulle det annars se ut?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Midsommar om n\u00e5gra dagar. B\u00e5tv\u00e4ndning p\u00e5 torsdag. Vi \u00e4r allts\u00e5 redan vid v\u00e4ndpunkten. H\u00e4r vid den, kan man misstr\u00f6sta eller njuta av det som \u00e4r kvar. T\u00e4nk vintersolst\u00e5nd n\u00e5gra dagar f\u00f6re jul. Inte \u00e4r v\u00e4l k\u00e4nslan av att vintern \u00e4r slut d\u00e4r inte. S\u00e5 varf\u00f6r skulle vi befinna oss vid ett slut nu. Nope, p\u00e5 toppen \u00e4r vi. P\u00e5 r\u00e4kmackans h\u00f6gsta punkt. Det enda negativa \u00e4r att f\u00e5gels\u00e5ngen tystnar snart utan att man till fullo hunnit tanka koltrasts\u00e5ng. Anstr\u00e4ngning kr\u00e4vs allts\u00e5 de n\u00e4rmaste dagarna. Ta in allt. Till fullo! Innan allt \u00e4r f\u00f6r sent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast f\u00f6r sent \u00e4r det v\u00e4l alltid. Om det nu inte \u00e5r f\u00f6r tidigt. B\u00e4st \u00e4r n\u00e5gonstans d\u00e4r borta i framtiden, eller ocks\u00e5 trehundra \u00e5r tillbaks i tiden. \u00c5tminstone \u00e4r det s\u00e5 h\u00e4r d\u00e4r jag bor. NU<\/strong> existerar aldrig utom n\u00e4r det \u00e4r \u00e4lgjakt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast dripp och dropp och tjolahej. S\u00e5nt \u00e4r livet f\u00f6r varje tjej. Ja kille ocks\u00e5. Kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag jobba… N\u00e5ja d\u00e5 allts\u00e5 liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kv\u00e4llspass. \u00c4nd\u00e5 r\u00e4knas v\u00e4l inte de timmar jag g\u00f6r h\u00e4r efter \u00e5tta. Inte de f\u00f6re heller s\u00e5klart f\u00f6r den delen. Man \u00e4r ju pension\u00e4r. Har inget riktigt jobb. Har v\u00e4l aldrig haft ett riktigt jobb, ja faktiskt inte ens n\u00e4r man hade det. Men tr\u00f6tt blir man \u00e4nd\u00e5. Konstigt \u00e4r det n\u00e4r man t\u00e4nker n\u00e4rmare […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47957","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":49504,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49504","url_meta":{"origin":47957,"position":0},"title":"Konsten att misslyckas","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2025-04-28","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Marko Blazevic on Pexels.com Tanken liksom hittar jord att gro i sis\u00e5d\u00e4r en halvtimme f\u00f6re sex nu p\u00e5 morgonen. \"Skall jag l\u00e4gga av?\". 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