{"id":4793,"date":"2013-03-17T18:12:43","date_gmt":"2013-03-17T17:12:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=4793"},"modified":"2013-03-17T23:37:46","modified_gmt":"2013-03-17T22:37:46","slug":"en-smekning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=4793","title":{"rendered":"En smekning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?attachment_id=4794\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-4794\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/Herbal-and-Almonds-Treatment-for-Hands.jpg?w=580\" alt=\"}Pg?\u008fxQ\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-4794\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>En smekning p\u00e5 min rygg.<br \/>\nFr\u00e5n n\u00e5n jag inte k\u00e4nner.<br \/>\nBara den, inte mer.<br \/>\nO\u00e4ndligt tr\u00f6stande.<br \/>\nSom starka armar,<br \/>\nsom b\u00e4r mig i dagar.<br \/>\nDom sista dagarna.<\/p>\n<p>Fem fingrar i r\u00f6relse p\u00e5 min rygg.<br \/>\nSom r\u00e4ddar mig,<br \/>\nden g\u00e5ngen,<br \/>\nn\u00e4sta skov,<br \/>\noch n\u00e4rhelst jag t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 dom.<\/p>\n<p>Medm\u00e4nsklighet,<br \/>\nfr\u00e5n en sk\u00f6terska.<br \/>\nEn annan m\u00e4nniska<br \/>\nsom vill mig v\u00e4l.<br \/>\nSom mildrar mer \u00e4n<br \/>\nmorfinet som ges<br \/>\nmed j\u00e4mna intervall.<br \/>\nDet goda hos en annan<br \/>\nger hoppet till<br \/>\nden snart f\u00f6rlorade<br \/>\noch bortvandrandes.<\/p>\n<p>Tack min v\u00e4n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>En smekning p\u00e5 min rygg. Fr\u00e5n n\u00e5n jag inte k\u00e4nner. Bara den, inte mer. O\u00e4ndligt tr\u00f6stande. Som starka armar, som b\u00e4r mig i dagar. Dom sista dagarna. Fem fingrar i r\u00f6relse p\u00e5 min rygg. Som r\u00e4ddar mig, den g\u00e5ngen, n\u00e4sta skov, och n\u00e4rhelst jag t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 dom. Medm\u00e4nsklighet, fr\u00e5n en sk\u00f6terska. En annan m\u00e4nniska som [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[26,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4793","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poesi-dikter","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":33327,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33327","url_meta":{"origin":4793,"position":0},"title":"Jag ger upp","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2019-10-21","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag ger upp. Lite tidigare \u00e4n vanligt. \u00d6gon grusas. 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