{"id":47849,"date":"2024-06-03T21:46:52","date_gmt":"2024-06-03T20:46:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=47849"},"modified":"2024-06-03T21:46:52","modified_gmt":"2024-06-03T20:46:52","slug":"skitdag-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=47849","title":{"rendered":"Skitdag"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"725\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/06\/pexels-photo-15669738.jpeg?resize=580%2C725&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"handsome man with sunglasses in sweatshirt and white t shirt\" class=\"wp-image-47850\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/06\/pexels-photo-15669738.jpeg?w=1040&amp;ssl=1 1040w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/06\/pexels-photo-15669738.jpeg?resize=240%2C300&amp;ssl=1 240w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/06\/pexels-photo-15669738.jpeg?resize=819%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 819w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/06\/pexels-photo-15669738.jpeg?resize=768%2C960&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Photo by Aman Malik on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/handsome-man-with-sunglasses-in-sweatshirt-and-white-t-shirt-15669738\/\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Snart dags f\u00f6r mig att avrunda. Seg dag. Alvedondag. Skitdag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men man skall ha s\u00e5dana dagar ocks\u00e5. De ing\u00e5r i paketet.  Livet. Men att k\u00e4nna sig n\u00f6jd med dessa alla dessa sekunda dagar det kan man ju inte. I alla fall tills man inser att upplever man skitdagar s\u00e5 lever man. Ja och om man nu <strong>vill<\/strong> leva osv&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men med musik och Alvedon g\u00e5r det mesta. I alla fall om det handlar om sm\u00e5 \u00e5kommor.  H\u00f6jer man musiken, och f\u00f6rst v\u00e4ljer n\u00e5got bra, sv\u00e4ljer sin Alvedon, ja d\u00e5 sitter man d\u00e4r och kodar igen som vilken dag som helst.  Tills det \u00e4r dags f\u00f6r n\u00e4sta Alvedon.  Den som m\u00e5ste sv\u00e4ljas f\u00f6r att h\u00e5lla sig upp. Svetsl\u00e5ga p\u00e5 livets ljus d\u00e4r vecken brinner h\u00e5rt i b\u00e5da \u00e4ndar. Japp, man \u00e4ter liv genom att jobba p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r s\u00e4ttet. Men val som man bara sj\u00e4lv kan g\u00f6ra \u00e4r det nu \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men nu allts\u00e5 dags att g\u00e5 upp och l\u00e4sa lite i boken som ligger d\u00e4r vid nattduksbordet. Knausg\u00e5rd. Bra. Mycket bra. Trodde det var pretenti\u00f6st dravel bara f\u00f6r ett \u00e5r sedan. Men s\u00e5 \u00e4r det ju inte. Att misshandla sina egna f\u00f6rdomar \u00e4r en ganska bra sport att syssla med. Sl\u00e5 p\u00e5 dom med basebolltr\u00e4 tills man blir svettig ger frihet. I tanken. Kanske. Eller kanske inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00e5 godnatt. Med lite tur bjuder morgondagen p\u00e5 mer liv. Med eller utan Alvedon.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Snart dags f\u00f6r mig att avrunda. Seg dag. Alvedondag. Skitdag. Men man skall ha s\u00e5dana dagar ocks\u00e5. De ing\u00e5r i paketet. Livet. Men att k\u00e4nna sig n\u00f6jd med dessa alla dessa sekunda dagar det kan man ju inte. I alla fall tills man inser att upplever man skitdagar s\u00e5 lever man. 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