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Luften gick liksom ur mig h\u00e4r vid elvatiden. All ork stack iv\u00e4g p\u00e5 tidig semester. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker med tricket att tillf\u00f6ra ofantliga m\u00e4ngder socker. Ofta fungerar det. Men icke idag. Blir tr\u00f6ttar bara. S\u00e5 nu allts\u00e5, nu sitter jag h\u00e4r och skriver ett blogginl\u00e4gg. Det g\u00e5r det alltid att g\u00f6ra, i alla fall s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man inte \u00e4r d\u00f6d. H\u00f6gst os\u00e4kert om man fixar det post-liv. Det l\u00e4r visa sig. Men h\u00e5ll med om att det skulle kunna bjuda p\u00e5 en del sp\u00e4nnande m\u00f6jligheter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Blir alltid stressad n\u00e4r energin f\u00f6rsvinner s\u00e5h\u00e4r. Egentligen borde jag v\u00e4l ta det med ro. Det h\u00e4nder verkligen inte ofta och n\u00e4r det g\u00f6r det varar det inte speciellt l\u00e4nge. Men den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan man har n\u00e4r man motionerar och \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g att bli sjuk. Man vill s\u00e5 g\u00e4rna men orkar inte. Huvudet s\u00e4ger k\u00f6r, kroppen s\u00e4ger “lugna ner dig nu din satans motion\u00e4rj\u00e4vel<\/em>“. D\u00e4r \u00e4r jag allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 en tv\u00e4ttmaskin kan man alltid. Fixa sig lite mat att \u00e4ta kan man ocks\u00e5. Ja till och med f\u00e5 p\u00e5 kaffepannan s\u00e5 att det puttrar lite hemtrevligt. Men sl\u00f6surfa… Herregud i himlen vad jag hatar det. Tidsf\u00f6rst\u00f6rare. Tidsmarod\u00f6r. V\u00e4rldsf\u00f6rst\u00f6rare. I ett.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min enda tr\u00f6st f\u00f6r dagen \u00e4r att Jan Emanuel mist k\u00f6rkortet. Han, drygheten personifierad. Eller kanske \u00e4r det bara en mediabild det d\u00e4r sj\u00e4lva aset som lyfts fram. S\u00e5dant vet man inte. S\u00e5 tar tillbaks. Det \u00e4r antagligen synd om honom. Urs\u00e4kta<\/em><\/strong>!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men sommaren \u00e4r faktiskt h\u00e4r. Det verkar h\u00e5lla i sig v\u00e4dret. V\u00e4xter skall ut. Jo jag sa “V\u00e4xter skall ut<\/em>“. Det borde man allts\u00e5 kunna ta tag i. Ja kanske det. Kanske. Det. Eller g\u00f6ra det imorgon… Tomater och gurkor och allt vad det \u00e4r v\u00e4xer som fasiken inne ocks\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon skall jag besiktiga bilen. Det \u00e4r tamefan en v\u00e4rre upplevelse \u00e4n att ha tandv\u00e4rk. Fast st\u00f6rre chans till positivt resultat numera \u00e4n den f\u00f6rra bilen med sina +37000 mil. Fast fan trott. Hursomhelst, imorgon vet man. Alltid \u00e4r det n\u00e5got.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast man \u00e4r allts\u00e5 pension\u00e4r. Det finns ingen i hela v\u00e4rlden som skulle klaga om jag gick och la mig p\u00e5 soffan och sov i tv\u00e5 timmar. Bara tanken \u00e4r ju befriande. Ja Luther s\u00e5klart p\u00e5 h\u00f6geraxeln har sitt att s\u00e4ga. Som alltid. Tycker inte att det skall sl\u00f6as. “Arbeta i anletes svett<\/em>” \u00e4r budet d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Turligt nog sitter han och m\u00e4ssar allt det d\u00e4r p\u00e5 den sida d\u00e4r jag har mitt Marshall\u00f6ra. Allts\u00e5 lite gitarrf\u00f6rst\u00e4rkare p\u00e5 volym kring elva pl\u00e5gat \u00f6ra. S\u00e5 man h\u00f6r inte allt han s\u00e4ger. Trotts att en stor del skriks ut. D\u00f6v\u00f6ra d\u00e4r\u00e5t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men soffa blir det nog inte \u00e4nd\u00e5. Det g\u00e5r liksom inte om man inte \u00e4r riktigt illa d\u00e4ran. Allt annat m\u00e5ste pr\u00f6vas f\u00f6rst. S\u00e5 jag sitter v\u00e4l kvar h\u00e4r vid skrivbordet. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker. Tar mig fram\u00e5t med myrsteg om s\u00e5 \u00e4r. Det \u00e4r ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 fram\u00e5t det ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Luften gick liksom ur mig h\u00e4r vid elvatiden. All ork stack iv\u00e4g p\u00e5 tidig semester. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker med tricket att tillf\u00f6ra ofantliga m\u00e4ngder socker. Ofta fungerar det. Men icke idag. Blir tr\u00f6ttar bara. S\u00e5 nu allts\u00e5, nu sitter jag h\u00e4r och skriver ett blogginl\u00e4gg. Det g\u00e5r det alltid att g\u00f6ra, i alla fall s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47799","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":16612,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=16612","url_meta":{"origin":47799,"position":0},"title":"Guldreserven","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-02-19","format":false,"excerpt":"Den sista av systrarna d\u00f6r. 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