{"id":47477,"date":"2024-04-04T20:43:40","date_gmt":"2024-04-04T19:43:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=47477"},"modified":"2024-05-13T21:02:50","modified_gmt":"2024-05-13T20:02:50","slug":"min-medaljprydda-frack","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=47477","title":{"rendered":"Min medaljprydda frack"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Jag \u00e4r inte b\u00e4st p\u00e5 n\u00e5got. Har inte vunnit speciellt m\u00e5nga priser. N\u00e4r jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker ber\u00e4tta n\u00e5got s\u00e5 brukar folk inte h\u00f6ra vad jag s\u00e4ger. Det h\u00e4nder att jag ibland undrar jag om jag ens existerar. Ja och fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r om jag ens kan r\u00e4knas som en medelm\u00e5tta. Troligen n\u00e5r jag inte ens upp till den niv\u00e5n i de flestas \u00f6gon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast en sak vet jag. N\u00e5gra g\u00e5nger (fyra tror jag) har jag f\u00e5tt ett mail eller tr\u00e4ffat n\u00e5gon p\u00e5 stan. Gamla elever. Typiskt har man sagt “utan dig s\u00e5 hade jag inte b\u00f6rjat p\u00e5 h\u00f6gskolan i x<\/em>“. Och dom g\u00e5ngerna det d\u00e4r h\u00e4nder d\u00e5 t\u00e4nker jag att kanske \u00e4r just det d\u00e4r som \u00e4r meningen med livet. Att man n\u00e5gra g\u00e5nger i sitt liv st\u00f6ter ihop med m\u00e4nniskor som beh\u00f6ver h\u00f6ra just det man har att s\u00e4ga, h\u00f6ra, fast det egentligen inte alls \u00e4r n\u00e5got viktigt eller m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt som kommer ur ens mun. Det \u00e4r bara tiden som st\u00e5r r\u00e4tt. Att man trotts att man \u00e4r en rostig, lite skev, ganska on\u00f6dig och oansenlig kugge i det stora maskineriet \u00e4nd\u00e5 kan p\u00e5verka helheten. Om inte direkt s\u00e5 i alla fall indirekt. En l\u00e4rares\/m\u00e4nniskas bel\u00f6ning. Som man spar som osynliga icke klirrande medaljer p\u00e5 en frack man inte \u00e4ger.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag \u00e4r inte b\u00e4st p\u00e5 n\u00e5got. Har inte vunnit speciellt m\u00e5nga priser. N\u00e4r jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker ber\u00e4tta n\u00e5got s\u00e5 brukar folk inte h\u00f6ra vad jag s\u00e4ger. Det h\u00e4nder att jag ibland undrar jag om jag ens existerar. Ja och fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r om jag ens kan r\u00e4knas som en medelm\u00e5tta. Troligen n\u00e5r jag inte ens upp till […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47477","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":36891,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36891","url_meta":{"origin":47477,"position":0},"title":"N\u00e4r jag g\u00e5r f\u00f6rbi","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2020-11-21","format":false,"excerpt":"Ute, fast inne \u00e4nd\u00e5, i det jag fortfarande kallar \"studion\", h\u00e4nger dom. 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